Report to the medical concubine, Your Majesty, he has the ability to read minds!

Feng Juxu looked at her with a smile, "You are overthinking. What good can I gain by lying to you?"

Hua Sijin still stared at him, her expression unchanged. But the worry in his eyes was still caught by Feng Juxu.

"Feng Juxu, don't forget our relationship. If you hide everything, I will have to be more careful with you."

Hua Sijin spoke seriously to remind her word by word, biting each word very hard. "Are you sure you push me away now?"

Feng Juxu's fingers moved unconsciously, and finally he sighed softly.

Maybe I really have no choice but to admit defeat in this life, Hua Sijin, she really understands me.

"Jin'er, if one day I become a street rat, will you abandon me and never look back?"

Hua Sijin raised her eyebrows in confusion, the topic changed somewhat abruptly.

"Jin'er, I'm not kidding, I'm serious."

Sensing Hua Sijin's psychological changes, Feng Juxu's heart couldn't help but twitch.

"I believe you will get better and better, don't you believe in yourself?"

Feng Juxu did not answer, "Is a good person good? What if the people around him are all good and beautiful?"

Hua Sijin's smart brain quickly came online, "Although there were more careless officials and princes in the Great Feng Dynasty, which dynasty and generation were not like this? If it really comes to an irreversible step, burning the boat is a good way. "

"Everything depends on human factors. Although it is difficult to make a comeback against the wind, it is not without chance."

Feng Juxu was silent for a long time, and Hua Sijin also stayed silent with him.

Just when Hua Sijin was about to fall asleep standing up, she finally heard Feng Juxu's voice, like a wounded animal.

"Jin'er, let me tell you a story, a story from my childhood."

Hua Sijin raised her eyebrows and nodded gently.

"Row."

"My mother gave birth to me and my eldest brother. The eldest brother is ten years older than me. When I was three years old, I once refuted the teachings of my imperial grandfather to my eldest brother."

"That time, the emperor's grandfather gave his eldest brother a personal lesson on how to be a king. At that time, I proposed a different view. Later, the emperor's grandfather spent three years applying my immature views to people's livelihood."

"You may not know that. After all, you were still young and couldn't even walk."

Hua Sijin frowned, did not interrupt Feng Juxu's words, and continued to listen quietly.

"A new tax policy was implemented that year, which increased taxes by 10% for wealthy households. Taxes for ordinary people were reduced by 10%. Naturally, the taxation of wealthy households is also divided into levels, with stepped taxation based on the number of acres of land."

"This is completely opposite to the policy proposed by my father when he was the crown prince, and it is also very different from the national tax reduction advocated by my eldest brother."

"I was originally brilliant, but I was not rewarded by the emperor's grandfather. Instead, he was brought to his side and beaten one after another. He also made me write a pledge not to have any thoughts about the throne in my life."

Hua Sijin didn't understand, but she also knew that Feng Juxu had not finished what he said, so she tried hard to resist her urge to speak.

"I didn't understand it at the time. Ever since I was born, I knew that Dafeng's future belonged to my father and my eldest brother. I never had any thoughts. I didn't understand why my grandfather asked me to write such a guarantee. I am like a villain who learned to plot the throne at a very young age."

"Gradually, I no longer want to read, and I don't want to study with the gentlemen honestly. I spend all day in the queen mother's palace, playing crazy with a group of palace maids and eunuchs."

"My mother was worried but she didn't dare to scold me, for fear that I would be even more disheartened. My grandfather didn't know what to do, and my father was focused on Qin, who was pregnant at the time."

"You have also heard that I am not close to women. That incident is related to the Qin family."

Hua Sijin cheered up and breathed carefully. For fear of interrupting Feng Juxu's train of thought, he would not be able to hear the whole story.

"On my seventh birthday, my father wanted to abolish the concubine and establish the Qin family, but he was reprimanded by my grandfather."

"The tiger and wolf medicine that Qin intended to give to the emperor's grandfather was wrongly bought by her. The emperor's grandfather was so angry that he issued twelve blank imperial edicts with large seals and gave them to his mother who was still the crown princess at that time."

"That year, I almost lost my life. Mrs. Qin was so mad that she prepared Huanyixiang and a dozen little palace maids and threw them into my room the next day. The queen mother was also framed by her for miscarriage and could not escape. .”

"In the end, I tried my best to kill all the dozen little palace maids who wanted to climb onto the bed, and was taken away by the white beard of the observatory to the Northland."

When Feng Juxu said this, he still couldn't help but feel a sore nose.

"Seven years later, the emperor's grandfather was critically ill. Whitebeard and I rushed back to the capital overnight and entered the palace to see the emperor's grandfather. The emperor's grandfather waited for me with his last breath."

"He said," Feng Juxu's voice was choked with sobs. "From now on, the Great Feng will all depend on me. The beauty of the forest will be destroyed by the wind. He doesn't want to see me die prematurely in the unnecessary privacy of the back house. Let me not blame him."

"And during the seven years I left with Whitebeard, all I learned was the way to govern a country and the way to be a king. In order to gain power in the army, for four years, I traveled to various military camps to lead troops to fight. .”

"The imperial grandfather passed away in my arms, and the death of the imperial grandfather brought several decrees as if the father had gone crazy."

"He punished Whitebeard, who had repeatedly opposed him, by quartering his body on five horses. He hung Whitebeard's head on the city wall for a full month to completely rot and dry out."

"He also decreed that the entire family of the Crown Prince and Tutor, who was most trusted by the imperial grandfather, be exiled. The entire family of the generals of the auxiliary country be beheaded. All the men of the Xia family were demoted to the wilderness, and the women, regardless of age, were sent to various military camps to work as military prostitutes."

"The queen mother took Duanzi Decoction and saved the entire family of the eldest emperor's sister-in-law. Although he still retains his official position and is still the crown prince and tutor, he has not established a crown prince for a long time. His official position is just there as a joke."

"The imperial grandmother used her death and her mother's failure to investigate the cause of the prince's death to ensure that all the women of the Xia family were deported to the wilderness together with the men. It is a pity that the family of the general of the auxiliary country..."

Hua Sijin was shocked. These three aristocratic families represented the heads of the three aristocratic families of civil servants, military generals and medicine respectively.

"Father, he has always been on guard against me, just because he knows my grandfather, and knows that my grandfather does not hate me, but protects me."

"Over the years, I have experienced countless assassinations and assassinations. The person who wants my life is also my father."

"Do you know how much I want to kill him? But I can't! I promised my grandfather that my hands will not be stained with the blood of any family members. I promised my grandfather that the throne I took will not be criticized by anyone. I must sit down and lead my subjects cleanly!”

"But now, I really can't bear it anymore..."