A leisurely life that begins with the possession of a game character

That kind of arrogance and arrogance that you think you have read a lot of books. When you have no ability to prove yourself, your so-called persistence is just a joke in the eyes of others.

But most adults now don't show more, but how about you as a person, it has nothing to do with people's interests, it is all kinds of praise. No matter how bad things are, there is always an angle that can make a person shine.

Everyone carries the sedan chair, and when you are out and about, saying a kind word can save you a lot of trouble, so why not do it.

Opening the refrigerator, taking two bottles of water, and sitting on the sofa in the living room, Zhang Lan, who had planned to take a rest, suddenly lost any sleepiness.

It's such a terrible feeling to suddenly realize that you are so different from what you imagined.

Frowning and thinking for a while, Zhang Lan found that her speech was very poor now, and she could no longer speak accurate words when communicating with others.

Whether he is typing or speaking, he is habitually ambiguous but not tactful enough. To describe some objects and things, I could still say it in sentences before, but now I can just say one simple sentence, the weather is really nice, the air is good, today is really beautiful, the clothes are very nice.

I can't think of any other adjectives in my dry vocabulary.

When I hear or see some popular words, I rarely think about the meaning behind them. I just forget them in my mind.

Originally, I often warned myself to think twice before speaking, and to pause before speaking. But slowly I discovered that I no longer had the ability to speak.

It is true that I occasionally conduct self-analysis, but after self-analysis time and time again, the problems I had at the beginning have not changed even now.

Apart from the fact that money is indeed different from before, almost nothing else has changed.

The observer bias and environmental discipline brought about by the environment in which I live have never been changed or alleviated. I have always been thinking the same way, saying that I want to change, but it is just a thought.

After getting up and digging around in the room to find paper and pen, Zhang Lan started listing and thinking item by item in her notebook, taking a look at what changes should be made.

Even if it means fishing for three days and drying the net for two days, if you don't do it, it will always be just a fantasy. Only by taking action, even if it is for a while, there will always be a day when quantitative changes lead to qualitative changes.

I took a pen and wrote in my notebook how to throw away the environmental public opinion and some subtle disciplines, hints, temptations and deceptions, throw away the anxiety about consumption or lack of feelings, and think about what kind of person I want to be in the future. What kind of thing do you do?

At this time, Zhang Lan also understood why relatives and friends always used to say that when talking to him, he should have a goal in life. No matter right or wrong, big or small, once you have a goal, you will make changes step by step.

If there is no goal and you just rely on a whim, the final result will be that as quickly as you make up your mind, you will relax and let go.

On the mobile phone placed aside, a WeChat video window suddenly popped up. Zhang Lan turned her head and glanced, then reached out and clicked to connect: "What's the matter?"

"It's okay, what are you going to do now, Zhang Lan?" Zhang Hu was on the other end of the phone.

"I haven't done anything yet. I'm going to sleep in a while." Zhang Lan said casually.

"Let me tell you something, do you know about our cousin's Li Jun?" Zhang Hu said.

Zhang Lan nodded: "If you have anything to say, just say it. Li Jun, I don't know. We are junior high school classmates and we will be in the same class at school."

"You know the winner is that Li Jun is getting married in two days and asked me to find a wedding car for him. If not, I'll ask if your car will be used by then." Zhang Hu said.

"You said Li Jun is getting married? Hasn't he been married for several years? When did he get divorced?" Zhang Lan asked with some confusion.

"It's just that they are divorced. You and he were classmates in junior high school. You probably know Tang Jiaojiao, right?"

"You didn't say that Li Jun was going to marry Tang Jiaojiao, right?"

Seeing Zhang Hu nod, Zhang Lan couldn't help but laugh, shook his head and said: "It's really..."

Li Jun and Tang Jiaojiao have been dating since they were in junior high school. When I was in junior high school, I would argue and break up together more than a hundred times.

Later, they went to high school at the same school, and the two continued to be in a relationship. Still continuing the process of breaking up and reuniting in junior high school, Li Jun always got drunk every time he broke up. Relatives and good classmates like Zhang Lan comforted him in various ways, telling him that the scumbag was not worth being sad for. Tang Jiao Jiao just treats him as a cash machine. With that kind of money, she might as well play games with her brothers.

At that time, Li Jun also said with deep disgust that he would never get back together with Tang Jiaojiao again, and even made some vicious vows to express his determination.

The result was that within three days, they quickly got back together, and then the endless cycle of separation and reunification started again. During this period, Li Jun was constantly drunk and swearing, so obsessed that he couldn't extricate himself.

After graduating from high school, they went their separate ways. At first, the classmates occasionally had time to get together, and Li Jun and Tang Jiaojiao always appeared at gatherings as a couple.

Later, neither of them got into college and went to the same junior college. During this period, they were separated again.

After graduating from college, Li Jun and Tang Jiaojiao went to work elsewhere. Then Tang Jiaojiao became pregnant, and Li Jun prepared to marry Tang Jiaojiao. But Tang Jiaojiao's family disagreed, and his mother took Tang Jiaojiao to have an abortion. After the operation, Tang Jiaojiao sneaked out and stayed at Li Jun's house, and was taken care of by Li Jun's mother.

In this way, Tang Jiaojiao took care of herself at Li Jun's house. When Zhang Lan came home, she even visited Tang Jiaojiao.

Tang Jiaojiao lived in Li Jun's house for about a month. When Li Jun's mother went out to buy things, Tang Jiaojiao left a letter and left.

When Li Jun's mother returned home and saw that Tang Jiaojiao was not at home, she looked around and called Zhang Lan to ask if she had gone to play with him. Since Tang Jiaojiao ran to Li Jun's house, she stayed at Li Jun's house all day without going out. When Zhang Lan went to see her, she went out to see Zhang Lan off before leaving.

After Zhang Lan learned the news, she hurried to her cousin's house. During the process, she called Li Jun to see if Tang Jiaojiao had said anything to him.

As a result, when the call came, Li Jun was drunk and lying in the rental house. Zhang Lan asked him what was going on and whether he knew that Tang Jiaojiao was missing from his house.

Then Zhang Lan learned such shocking news from Li Jun. When Tang Jiaojiao was having confinement at Li Jun's home, she was too bored at home alone, so she quarreled with Li Jun on the phone again. .

In the end, during the quarrel, I don't know if she let something slip or something happened. Tang Jiaojiao told Li Jun that the child she aborted was not Li Jun's at all, and asked Li Jun not to be so sentimental and say that he owed her something, there was no need.

At that time, Zhang Lan was shocked when she heard what Li Jun said drunkenly and with a hint of self-mockery. She thought to herself: What is this? His cousin had been trying his best to support his daughter-in-law for nearly a month, but in the end she expressed the wrong feelings. .