The swordsman who started as Douluo

Long Tianquan opened his eyes again. There was a bowl of warm water on the table, and past memories flooded into his mind.

No need to think about it, his wife Qian Renxue put it for him. No matter how late he studied, there would always be a bowl of warm water on his desk, and he never lacked candles. All this was thanks to his wife ah!

Said to be a wife, it was just a simple wedding held by two people. The audience was only heaven and earth, and the creatures near this shabby hut.

Every time he thought about this, he always felt that he owed her so much.

"you're awake?"

Qian Renxue took a basin of warm water and said softly: "Take a shower and go to bed! It's getting late!"

Her figure is a bit thin, but it can still be seen that she is a beautiful girl, but her skin has been tanned and her palms have become rough and cracked due to long hours of work.

Long Tianquan touched her hand and said distressedly: "Following me all these years has made you suffer. You can obviously marry a good family!"

"Ouch... You're here again. It's my freedom who I like and who I marry. I don't judge people based on their wealth or do things based on their dignity. This is what you said. What's more, I feel like I'm very happy now. happiness!"

"I do some work during the day, chat with Aunt Zhang, and watch you study at night. How great!"

Long Tianquan touched her hand and said, "I just think it's too hard for you to follow a poor scholar like me. I'm afraid I'll give you happiness!"

"Happiness is something you feel yourself. It's not what you think it is. You've read so many books, and the more you read, the more stupid you become?"

Qian Renxue poked Long Tianquan's forehead angrily, but Long Tianquan wasn't angry either, "I just feel... I owe you too much!"

Qian Renxue smiled and said: "No! If you are really distressed, wait until you have learned a lesson and then treat me well!"

"You think so highly of me?"

Qian Renxue nodded like a chicken pecking at rice and said, "Of course! My husband just fell into the hen's coop... What's in the hen's coop?"

"The phoenix that fell into the chicken coop is used to describe a person who is born extraordinary, but is forced to become a mortal due to form!"

"Yeah, yeah, yeah, that's what I want to express!"

"Besides that, there are a few other sentences, such as: Longyou was tricked by shrimps in the shallows, and tigers were bullied by dogs when they fell to Pingyang."

Long Tianquan kept talking, while Qian Renxue lay beside him and listened.

Spring passed and autumn came again, but the crabapple flowers remained. On this day, Long Tianquan ran home excitedly. Before anyone arrived, the sound came first.

"Madam! Madam! I won the exam! I won the exam!"

Qian Renxue put down the Leymus chinensis in her hand and said, "What's wrong!"

"Me me me! I won the prize!"

Qian Renxue happily hugged Long Tianquan and shouted excitedly: "Really?"

"Really! All the notices in the county have been posted!"

"Wow! My husband is great! I knew you could do it!"

Qian Renxue became a little worried after being happy, and asked cautiously: "Then if you win the exam, you won't want me anymore?"

"How could it be! Even if I get the top prize in the exam later, I will still let you be my wife!"

Long Tianquan pinched her face happily and said, "Shall we have another wedding?"

Qian Renxue said a little shyly: "No, it's not like I've done it before!"

"That's different. We have agreed that when I get to high school, I will make it up to you!"

Qian Renxue lowered her head shyly and said softly, "Yeah."

After Long Tianquan won the election, the house was changed from the original shabby thatched hut to a brick house. The original wedding of the two people was also attended by many dignitaries, landlords and merchants.

Long Tianquan looked at everything in front of him and felt that everything in the past was worth it.

"The bride is getting off the sedan!"

Everyone applauded, and Long Tianquan happily opened the curtain, "Madam, get off the sedan!"

"Cough cough..."

Qian Renxue covered her mouth, her hands full of blood!

Long Tianquan panicked instantly and asked anxiously: "Madam, what's wrong with you?"

Qian Renxue forced herself to smile, but her original makeup was no longer there.

"It's okay, it's just a minor illness!"

As soon as he finished speaking, he fell down.

"Madam!" Long Tianquan shook her body, but couldn't get a response from her.

When everyone outside saw this, they all became confused, but Long Tianquan didn't care about them anymore. He shouted loudly: "Go find the doctor quickly!"

The carriage rushed out instantly like a galloping wild horse.

Qian Renxue was awakened by the jolting of the carriage, and she suddenly sat up like a normal person.

"Husband, don't worry, I feel like I will be fine now!"

When Long Tianquan heard this, his expression was cold and scary.

"Why didn't you tell me earlier?"

Qian Renxue lowered her head, "You were going to take the exam at that time. I was afraid that you would be distracted, so I didn't tell you. Aunt Zhang said you just need to drink some pot ashes."

Long Tianquan rubbed her head, tears couldn't stop falling, and he knew it was too late.

Time flies and this year has passed.

Hearing this, Zeng He asked curiously: "What's next?"

Long Tianquan looked at the bright moon in the sky, took a deep breath and said, "Later... I continued studying alone until I got the top prize in the exam the year before last!"

"Is she having a comeback?"

Long Tianquan smiled, his smile full of bitterness.

"Brother Zeng, do you know? In fact, I am very slow to sense happiness."

Hearing this, Zeng He asked, "I don't believe it. You must have a happy answer before you can say this!"

Long Tianquan smiled and said, "As expected of being second on the list, it's not a shame to lose to you!"

Zeng He said "cut", and Long Tianquan continued: "The happiest time for me was when I used to live in that thatched house and study, and I turned around and saw her sleeping next to me."

"Then what's causing you the most pain right now?"

"I was sitting in the study, tired of studying, and the moment I turned my head and couldn't see her!"

When Zeng He heard this, both of them fell silent and looked at the bright moon in the sky quietly.

I don’t know how long it took, but Long Tianquan spoke again: “Brother Zeng, I’m leaving!”

"Where are you going?"

"I'm going to find her!"

Just when Zeng He was about to speak, Long Tianquan continued: "When I was studying in the past, those words seemed to be alive and vivid in my heart, but now, they are just horizontal strokes smeared with ink."

"She said that she wanted me to see all the mountains, rivers and seas for her. After so long, I realized that there are no mountains and seas in my eyes. My heart died the day she left me. Because of my slowness, It’s only now that I understand!”

Long Tianquan turned to look at Zeng He and said deeply: "It is a great blessing to meet you, Brother Zeng, in my life!"

Seeing that Long Tianquan was not joking, Zeng He immediately became angry!

"You finally achieved what you have achieved today, and you just don't want it anymore?"

Long Tianquan nodded, "It doesn't matter anymore, my heart is dead, no matter how high or beautiful the scenery is, it doesn't matter anymore!"

"Where's the golden pine? Where's the stubborn tree? Where's your poetry?"

"Let her go!"

Long Tianquan looked at him and said seriously: "Brother Zeng, you should know me. I am very stubborn when I believe in one thing. This is one of my few advantages!"

"But you just want to die like this!"

"Death is not the end, for me, it is relief...and salvation!"

After saying that, Long Tianquan turned and left. Before leaving, he said: "Brother Zeng, I'm glad to meet you!"

"I'm not happy!"

Long Tianquan smiled and left him.

A few months later, Long Tianquan returned to the house again, and she was buried in the woods nearby.

"I am back!"

Long Tianquan held a sickle and muttered to himself while cutting weeds for the tomb.

"I've seen a lot of mountains and rivers in the past few years. After seeing more, I feel that they are all the same. They are just flowers and stones, and they are not good-looking at all..."

He talked unusually a lot today, until the setting sun shone on his face, and his originally fair face turned slightly red.

He took out a bag of noodles and ate them all. He ate too quickly and choked several times.

"They all said that Hedinghong is bitter. I asked them how they knew it was bitter without eating it. Now that I have eaten it, it is indeed... sweet!"

"You're right, happiness depends on oneself. Whatever I want to do is like this, so I'm here. Don't call me stupid again!"

Long Tianquan wrapped his clothes, hugged the tombstone tightly, and said to himself: "Why is the wind so cold tonight? By the way...do you feel cold or warm down there?"

"It doesn't matter, I'll find out when I get down!"

Long Tianquan felt his body getting colder and colder, his vision getting blurry, and he leaned gently against the tombstone.

He said softly: "I'm here, you must wait for me at the end of Huangquan Road!"