Northern Myanmar, the hell on earth I experienced

Then Brother Hao pulled the trigger, and countless bullets came towards me.

I stared at one of the bullets, and saw that the bullet was getting closer and closer to me, getting slower and slower, and getting bigger and bigger. Then he shot straight into my blind eyes.

Then I woke up from the hospital bed in the campus hospital, breathing heavily.

A woman who looked like a nurse was standing aside mixing potions. After seeing me awake, he looked at me

"Sister Piao, you're awake."

"What's wrong with me? And where is this?"

"You had a miscarriage. This is the hospital in the park. My name is An Ran. I am Dr. Song's assistant and a nurse here."

"abortion?"

"Yes, you were pregnant, but you had a miscarriage."

An Ran said lightly, as if she was talking about something innocuous.

After I reacted, I raised my voice and said to her:

"You mean I'm pregnant?"

"Well, yes, but it's gone now."

I swallowed, and then burst into tears for some reason.

"I am pregnant."

I muttered in a low voice, and then subconsciously touched my flat belly. No wonder I kept feeling queasy and nauseous in those days. No wonder I felt sleepy all the time in those days. It turned out to be pregnancy.

"Sister Piao, don't cry!"

I turned around and glanced at An Ran.

"I didn't cry."

After I finished speaking, my tears couldn't stop falling down. I didn't know why I just wanted to cry. I felt very uncomfortable and uncomfortable.

"Oh, don't do this!"

An Ran said and called Dr. Song.

Then a thin male doctor with gold-rimmed eyes opened the door to the ward.

"An Ran, what's wrong? What happened?"

"Sister Piao, you cry as soon as you wake up. I don't know what to do, so I want to ask you."

"Oh, this! Come out with me."

Then the two of them went out. After a long time, An Ran came back alone and continued to mix the potion. After mixing it, he tied my hand, then he pulled up a chair beside me and sat down to chat with me.

"Sister Piao, it's okay, you just get used to it."

"Just get used to it?"

I turned to look at her.

"Yes, you just get used to it. Which woman here doesn't have abortions of her third and fifth pregnancies? If she has more abortions, she won't get pregnant."

I was dumbfounded after hearing this.

An Ran continued to explain:

"There's no way this is the best contraceptive method here. Of course, I've seen people who have had more than ten miscarriages and still get pregnant."

"More than ten times."

"Well, and Sister Piao, it would be a good thing if she had the abortion, but it would be a big trouble if she actually gives birth!"

Then An Ran told me about women here getting pregnant and giving birth.

Most of the women in the park are forced to do that kind of thing, so they generally have few protective measures. This leads to pregnancy after a few indulgences.

The common method of abortion here is to take abortion pills, and they are the kind of compounded drugs with very serious side effects. Those drugs are very harmful to the body, but they are very effective. The other way is to go to a private clinic for abortion. The private hospitals here charge very low fees, but they are hygienic. Conditions are very average. But the price is cheap, and generally there will be varying degrees of post-operative infection after surgery.

Of course there are people who are lucky enough not to get any infection, but the chances are very small.

Those who are infected enough will become infertile, and for those women who have just had abortions, the administrators of the park will naturally not treat them differently. They should go to work and suffer the torture. It is better for them not to become pregnant.

There are also some people who perform very well on weekdays or have outstanding achievements. The administrator of the park will also give special approval to give birth to their children after some discussion.

After the child is born, it does not mean that he can grow up healthily. Instead, he will become a tool for the park to control those women. If they are not obedient, they will take out their anger on the other party's flesh and blood.

But more will be sold. As for where they are sold, no one knows, and even if they know, they will not tell the women, so those women will leave with regrets until they die.

As time went by, no one was willing to give birth to the child, and gradually everyone began to view pregnancy and abortion as more and more indifferent.

After listening to An Ran's words, I didn't get any comfort but cried even more sadly.

Not only for myself, but also for all the women in the park who have had abortions like me, but also for those women who have had multiple abortions and still have abortions.

An Ran saw that I couldn't be persuaded anymore, so she simply stopped trying.

"How did I get here."

"You were transferred from Haotai Hospital. Sister Piao, you are the luckiest person I have ever seen. It was Brother Hao who sent you to the big hospital for surgery and then brought you back. I have to say that Brother Hao is very fond of you. really good."

"The luckiest, is it really good?" I muttered, and I almost wanted to laugh. Where did this luck come from? If I had no value to Brother Hao, would he work so hard? There is no unintended pie. Even if there is, you still have to pay for it. Even if you don't pay now, you will have to pay sooner or later. Otherwise, it will be exchanged in an equal way.

What is the equivalent way? That is to make the other person feel worthy, rather than to feel worthy yourself.

"How long have I been lying there?"

"I've been here for two days. I don't know how long you have been at Haotai Hospital, but Brother Hao should have brought you back that same day!"

"Got it, thank you."

After the other party saw that my mood had calmed down a little, he said that he had other things to be busy with, so he simply got up and left. Before leaving, he told me:

"Sister Piao, when you need to change the medicine later, just press the bedside bell and I will come over naturally."

"Okay, thank you."

"Sister Piao, I won't disturb you anymore. You can take a rest! By the way, Dr. Song just called Brother Hao. Brother Hao is busy at the moment and should be here soon."

"it is good!"

I nodded, and then An Ran left with the medical equipment in hand.

Thinking that Brother Hao will come soon, I don’t know why I feel even more sad. To be honest, I don’t know how to face him, and I don’t even want to face him, because he will only bring me endless pain. and torture.

If I loved him, I would be willing to bear these pains for him, but it's a pity that I don't love him. All the pain was inflicted on me by him.

I really hate him, but here I have nothing but obedience, so if possible, I hope I can stay in the hospital, even until I die, because I really don’t want to see him again. In addition to hating him, I also I am even more afraid of him, and I hope he can let me go.

If he is willing to let me go, he can let me do whatever he wants, even if he uses ten years of youth to replace it.

Just as I was meditating alone, suddenly the door of the ward was opened.