Northern Myanmar, the hell on earth I experienced

"So it's you tonight, come up and move!"

I:...

I couldn't refuse and could only follow Brother Hao's instructions.

I don’t know if any sisters have experienced the feeling above, especially when you are facing the person you don’t love, you just don’t hate them.

I admit that when I have never done that kind of thing with a man, if I hear someone talking dirty in front of me, I will feel indifferent, and I will even talk more harshly than the other person, but I only talk about it with my mouth, in my heart or in my mind. There is no feeling in it. I just think it won't make any difference if I just talk about it.

Because I have no idea what will happen to that kind of thing.

They would even call that kind of thing a strong girl doing.

And he has an indescribable dislike for men.

After what happened with Brother Hao, at first I just wanted to cry. I felt aggrieved just thinking about it. I don’t know why. Maybe it was because Brother Hao was too rude and domineering, and I was too strong before. The biggest feeling is the pain, the kind that hurts like hell.

So much so that during that period, when I saw a man, I would feel an indescribable repulsion in my heart, my eyes would move down unconsciously, and then I would quickly look away, feeling an indescribable panic in my heart.

Later, after the pain stopped, I began to have physiological needs.

I don’t know if I’m too cheap, but one day the only person I can accept is Brother Hao, and no one else can do it. In my opinion, although I don’t like him, the relationship between me and him has already changed. That happened, so in a way the two of us were tied together.

Of course, I have fantasized more than once that Brother Hao can treat me better, even if he is not that good, just like a normal person. Yes, I have begun to lower my requirements for Brother Hao, because he plays a decisive role in my life and death in the park. effect.

I might actually die if I left him.

The reason why I hate Alang so much and hate the managers of the park is that I am worried or afraid that one day I will fall into their hands.

Just like when I was a child, I was afraid of snakes and wished that all the snakes in the world would die.

"Harder!"

After hearing Brother Hao's instructions, my physical needs were completely gone, and what I had to do instead was extremely shameful.

The more Brother Hao asks for it, the less willing I am to do it.

Then Brother Hao simply turned over and pressed me down, and then frantically obtained the pleasure he wanted from me.

And I wandered back and forth between wanting it and not wanting it, and finally the mentality of wanting it took over, and then I cooperated with Brother Hao fiercely until a warm current was released.

"Brother Hao, get up!"

"I'm not healed yet."

I:...

"Did you go too fast this time? You said you didn't want it, but your body is very honest. You can't lie to me."

I didn't think about it until Brother Hao was completely done.

"Brother Hao, you didn't take safety measures."

"Why should I do safety measures."

"But I'll get pregnant."

"and then?"

I didn't speak.

When my nose felt sore, I got up and went to the bathroom to rinse briefly.

After I finished, Brother Hao also rushed.

After that, Brother Hao hugged me and fell asleep. After Brother Hao’s tossing, I completely woke up.

At this time, I felt that I was crazy or a bit bitchy, maybe just a bitch! Because I'm so mean, I cooperate with Brother Hao so much, that's why I think he will treat me differently, that's why I imagine that one day he'll be nice to me, and that's why I imagine that I can give Brother Hao's rock-like heart to me. Cover the heat.

Yes, I really had a fantasy about him once, but only then did I realize that I was a fool, and the kind that was extremely stupid. Also, it's a bit mean, too mean.

I exhaled gently, tears rolled down from the corners of my eyes, and it took me a long time to fall asleep.

I woke up from the cold. When I woke up, I found that there was no cover on my body, and my four paws were facing the sky in a big shape. At this time, Brother Hao was standing in front of the mirror applying hairspray. When I saw this, I quickly pulled the quilt aside to cover me.

"It doesn't matter whether it should be the same or not. Anyway, I've seen everything that needs to be seen."

I ignored him, wrapped myself in a quilt, took my pajamas and went to the bathroom.

"Actually, you don't have to wear anything yet, otherwise you'll have to take it off later."

I looked at him and he shook his head and smiled evilly at me.

After closing the bathroom door, I hurriedly put on my clothes and washed myself. Then I felt a little uncomfortable in my stomach and went to the toilet.

After coming out, Brother Hao looked back at me and pointed at the clothes on the bed.

"Put it on."

I took a look and saw a complete set of clothes from head to toe, inside and out.

It would be better if it was a coat, but Brother Hao had even prepared the small clothes underneath, which was a bit unbearable for me.

But of course I can't refuse. Even if I want to refuse, Brother Hao won't give me the slightest reason.

"I'll put it on in a minute."

"No, I'll watch you wear it."

Brother Hao is wearing a light blue suit today. He is very polite and scumbag but very handsome. I almost lost my mind after taking one look.

But I quickly stopped. Just as I was about to turn around and go back to the bathroom to get the quilt, Brother Hao said:

"Hurry up and change. It's not like I haven't seen anything that can't be stopped."

"Brother Hao, why don't you go out first!"

"Hurry up and change."

Brother Hao's words were like an order, and I couldn't tolerate any disobedience.

I swallowed and walked slowly towards the bed.

No wonder Brother Hao said that he would have to take off his clothes after a while. That’s what he meant.

I sighed, feeling very helpless in my heart, because in front of Brother Hao, I didn't even have the most basic self-esteem. I said before that I wouldn't ask anything more of me, which was bullshit.

No, I don’t think I’ve said anything before. I’m just overthinking everything.

Brother Hao saw that I was dilly-dallying for a long time, so he walked forward directly.

"Since you are so disobedient, you must be taught a lesson."

Then Brother Hao grabbed my collar and pulled hard, and there was a sound of my clothes being torn.

Later, while I was dodging and resisting desperately, Brother Hao removed all the coverings, leaving nothing behind.

Then Brother Hao took off his clothes.

More than half an hour later, Brother Hao hugged me and said in my ear:

"Next time you want something, just say it. Don't always play hard-to-get tricks on me, because this kind of trick really works for me."

"I don't!"

"You have!"

"I really don't."

"I just believe what I see."

Then Brother Hao got up and picked me up.

"It seems that you just want to take a shower with me to satisfy you."

Me: Abnormal, crazy!

After taking a shower, Brother Hao helped me dry myself and handed a towel into my hand.

"Get yourself dry."

I took the towel and swallowed.