Northern Myanmar, the hell on earth I experienced

How can I describe that feeling appropriately? It's like when you have something in your mouth, whether you are brushing your teeth or drinking water, when the smell of shit enters your nostrils, you will feel like you are holding a big mouthful of shit, which is very disgusting and nauseating.

I quickly slipped out of the bathroom, without even having time to put on my clothes, and vomited into the trash can.

Since I didn't eat breakfast, there was nothing in my stomach to vomit, so I could only vomit out bitter and sour water. I kept vomiting it out until I choked on tears.

When I heard the toilet flush, I realized that Hao was done, so I picked out some clothes from the closet and put them on.

When I put on my clothes and sat on the bed, Brother Hao came out of the bathroom all wet. He walked up to me and handed me the towel.

"Help me dry it."

I did as I was told.

After drying herself, she looked in the mirror to show off her good figure.

During this period, I watched silently and was almost absorbed in it. I always felt that Brother Hao was showing it to me on purpose.

"If you want to see it, come and see it. This way you can see it clearly."

After hearing what Brother Hao said, I quickly retorted and turned my head to the side.

"No, you have nothing to look at."

As soon as I finished speaking, Brother Hao came over and picked me up.

"Then if you have something nice, show it to me."

Without waiting for me to say anything, his big hands started to touch me randomly, and I quickly struggled to break free.

"You've already done it all."

"So what? I can still do it."

After hearing what Brother Hao said, I quickly said:

"Brother Hao, um, have all those things been resolved?"

I asked quickly after my mind went blank, trying to save myself from this embarrassment.

However, Brother Hao did not stop but said calmly:

"You care about me so much?"

I said nothing, and he continued:

"Are you worried about me, or are you worried that you won't be able to keep your identity as Sister Piao?"

When Brother Hao said this, I was stunned, because I would never have thought that Brother Hao would have such an idea.

Sister Piao's identity? Ugh, I don't care about it. Sister Ran in my country is still the most domineering.

But at the same time, an inexplicable feeling of loss rose from my heart. Since Brother Hao said so, it means that he really doesn't have that kind of feeling for me. In his opinion, I just like and enjoy the title of Sister Piao that he gave me.

After thinking about this, although I felt a little unhappy in my heart, I still tried to persuade myself not to have any illusions about Brother Hao. He is a criminal boss and I am just an ordinary person. There is an essential difference between him and me, so how could people like us possibly get together?

Yes, at that time I had no idea that I actually had some feelings for Brother Hao. Fortunately, I was not stupid and knew what it meant to stop losses in time, so I quickly adjusted my mentality.

Having expectations for someone like Brother Hao is like forcing an old lady in menopause to have a baby.

So since it is not possible, it is better not to have any expectations from the beginning, and put more energy into how to get rid of this place in the most appropriate way.

After thinking about this, I suddenly thought of Brother Tong again. I wonder if Brother Hao will catch Brother Tong in any way this time. Although I am not sure what Brother Tong is plotting in private, I have the feeling that Brother Tong is really not simple.

But it is obvious that Brother Hao is not a fool. He actually suspected Brother Tong at the first moment. But as Brother Hao once said, he has never trusted anyone.

If what Brother Hao said was true, did he not trust Fly, Supervisor Bai, Hei Pi, and A Guang? And what he said in front of them was just a trick to win their hearts.

After thinking about these, I just feel it is so tiring. It feels like a palace drama, where everyone seems to be a good person at first glance, but in fact, they all have their own ulterior motives and are scheming against each other.

In this case, I cannot stay here any longer. No matter what Brother Hao's attitude towards me is, whether he likes me or not, I cannot stay here. Besides, it is impossible for me to stay young forever. Furthermore, I cannot live that kind of lowly life. In addition, Brother Hao's identity is a gap between him and me that can never be crossed.

"no!"

"not give a damn about?"

"not give a damn about."

Brother Hao smiled, put me down, put on his clothes, took out a gun and a slingshot, a box of steel balls and the knife I had been using from his bag, and handed them to me.

"From now on, you have to wear these things at all times."

When Brother Hao said this to me, his expression was extremely serious, which was completely different from his previous attitude towards me.

I nodded.

"it is good."

Then Brother Hao reached out and touched my head.

"In short, no matter what happens in the future, you must do everything you can to protect yourself, especially when you are alone. And this gun, slingshot, and knife, make sure you keep them well and don't lose them again."

I nodded again.

"Also, try not to use slingshots in the park to avoid unnecessary misunderstandings, unless there are special circumstances."

When Brother Hao said this, I knew that Brother Hao must have known that I used a slingshot to hit Alang and the others.

"it is good!"

"I'm going to be very busy today, so you can go there when it's time for dinner and just let him eat."

"it is good!"

"Then I'll leave now."

"kindness"

After Brother Hao finished speaking, he called A Guang.

"A Guang, are you ready? Okay, come with me to the jade processing factory."

After saying this, Brother Hao turned around and left.

When Brother Hao was about to leave, I suddenly didn't know what was wrong with me, and I said to Brother Hao with concern:

"Will this matter ever be resolved?"

"Of course, it's not that difficult."

"But the Samhan Group..."

"Who cares about the three or four Hans? Everything is up to us. We just need to do what we are supposed to do. Don't worry, there will be no problem."

Brother Hao looked confident, and I nodded.

Before I could react, Brother Hao smiled faintly and said:

"Let me tell you! Sometimes you just say it's tough, but in your heart you still care about me very much, right?"

"Forehead!"

I do not know what to say.

Brother Hao walked up to me and hugged me in his arms, then said softly:

"If I can't be the king of northern Myanmar in the future, will you still stay with me?"

"what?"

Since Brother Hao spoke in a relatively low voice, I even suspected that I had heard it wrong, so I quickly confirmed it.

After Brother Hao let me go, his expression remained as cold as ever.

"Nothing. No matter what happens, protect yourself. You are my bargaining chip in future negotiations with Mr. Jin. By the way, give Mr. Jin a call later. I don't need to tell you what to say and what not to say!"