Northern Myanmar, the hell on earth I experienced

When I opened my eyes again, I was in the bedroom of the villa, and the person sitting next to me was not Brother Hao, but Ah Xin.

At this time, Ah Xin was reading a romance novel intently. I had read that book before. It was about a story in which the heroine worked hard but ultimately failed to win back the hero's true love.

In the end, the female protagonist disappeared from the male protagonist's life in disappointment, while he continued to indulge in debauchery.

When I read this book, I cried my eyes out. I felt that I was very similar to the heroine, as if it was about me.

Yes, the person that came to my mind at that time was Brother Hao.

In fact, if someone suddenly asked me whether I loved Brother Hao, I could easily say: No, there would be no future for me and that scammer.

But as I got to know Brother Hao better, I began to realize that I couldn't answer the question, because I didn't know either. But what I can be sure of is that Brother Hao was the first man I had ever experienced, and all my first times were taken away by him.

If he had kidnapped me and taken me home to be his wife in the countryside, I would probably have accepted it. But now I don’t want to accept it, because I feel that the pain Brother Hao has given me is far greater than his love, or maybe he doesn’t love me at all.

All that so-called love is just acting. Yes, he is very good at acting. He is a natural actor. If he wants to act, he can definitely play any role well. If he plays a villain, he is a villain; if he plays a good guy, he is a good guy; if he plays a woman, she is a woman; if he plays a pervert, she is a pervert; he can even play a dog and it is indistinguishable whether it is real or fake.

Because his acting skills are so superb that he can fool everyone, and he can even amuse himself or fool himself for a while.

I looked up at the pile of empty medicine bottles hanging on the IV rack beside the bed, and I knew I had been lying down for several days.

I tried to turn over and get up and move around, but I felt a little tired of lying down.

When Ah Xin realized that I woke up, she quickly put down the novel in her hand.

"Sister Piao, you finally woke up."

"kindness!"

"How long have I been lying there?"

"It's been three days. The doctor said you lost too much blood. He has been giving you nutritional injections these days. I really thought you would never wake up!"

Ah Xin's eyes were red as she spoke.

"How could that be? If I don't wake up, won't all those geese be eaten by you alone? Would I be willing to accept that?"

"Sister Piao, come on, you're thinking about my goose as soon as you wake up."

"Yes, because you cook delicious food!"

"really?"

"Yes, your cooking is better than those made by chefs in five-star hotels."

After hearing what I said, Ah Xin wiped away her tears and smiled.

"Well, if you want to say that, I've discussed it with Brother Xiang. After I redeem myself, I'll open a restaurant and sell iron pot stewed goose. I'll cook this dish every day."

"Okay, I'll definitely support you and go eat there every day without paying."

"That won't work."

We chatted and laughed for a while.

"Sister Piao, I haven't eaten much these days. Are you hungry?"

I nodded. In fact, I was woken up by hunger and the urge to go to the bathroom.

"What to eat?"

“I want to eat everything.”

"You're so greedy, but Doctor Song said that you should try to eat something light after you wake up. I specially asked Brother Xiang to buy a lot of pigeons and rabbits yesterday. How about I ask Brother Xiang to cook for you now?"

"Okay! Thank you, Axin."

"Why thank me? Brother Hao will reimburse me anyway, and I can also make a small profit. Oh, and I've asked Brother Hao to take care of you for a month. I will definitely take care of you until you are fat and plump this month."

After Ah Xin finished speaking, my tears started to fall.

"Ah Xin, thank you."

"There's no need for this!"

"Thank you very much."

"Okay, okay, stop crying. We are good sisters, right? I can't handle you like this, and I'm not serving you in vain. I can just use your name to ask Brother Xiang to buy some new things, like a lot of delicacies from land and sea that I have never tasted before. You won't mind, right?"

I shook my head.

Then Ah Xin smiled and called Brother Xiang.

After hanging up the phone.

"Brother Xiang said that Brother Hao told him to make you old hen soup when you wake up, and Doctor Song said you would wake up today, so the old hen has been stewed for you. How about we have the old hen soup with fried pancakes today?

The fried dough cakes made by Brother Xiang are delicious, you should try them."

"it is good."

I nodded, and then Ah Xin helped me up and went to the bathroom.

After we were done, he scratched my back again. Because the weather here is quite hot, and probably because I had been lying in bed without moving much, some red spots appeared on the back of my hand, which felt very uncomfortable.

Fortunately, Axin can help.

Then I got up and washed up again.

Then Brother Xiang brought the food over, and Ah Xin and I went downstairs to eat.

Maybe it was because I hadn’t eaten for a long time and my stomach was empty, so I drank two big bowls in a row. Of course, the main reason was that I thought Brother Xiang’s cooking was delicious.

Axin and I devoured a large bowl of hen soup and hen meat. Of course, the fried dough sticks were also delicious. I ate two and Axin ate three.

After dinner, Ah Xin said she had to go back to help Brother Xiang and would come back in the afternoon. Then she cleaned up the leftovers and left with the basin and tableware.

After Ah Xin left, I stretched, and then thought about how I hadn't taken a shower for a long time and my body was itchy, so I went upstairs to take a hot shower. Of course, I also knew that it would be better not to take a shower in my current situation, but I really couldn't stand it, and I even felt a little sour smell on my body.

I like to smell good, so I simply rinsed myself, washed my itchy head, blew it dry, changed into clean pajamas, and went to the balcony.

After opening the balcony, it was around three or four in the afternoon, and the sunlight was shining directly on the window. It was not too hot on my body because of the trees, which blocked most of the sunlight.

Cool air blew in from the window and I took deep breaths, feeling like I had survived a disaster.

As for what to do in the future, Ah Xin told me a lot, and I also thought a lot.

Just like Ah Xin said, I will definitely achieve great things in the future. If God doesn't want me to die, he naturally hopes that I can survive. So there is naturally no need for me to seek death. After all, death is too difficult and too painful for me.

So there is no need for me to torture myself anymore. I should be smarter and live more freely like Ah Xin.

Just like Ah Xin said, as long as you are alive, there is hope. Just like Ali, although they failed to escape back, they did their best and got one step closer to home.

Just as I was greedily breathing in the fresh air outside the window, I heard the door downstairs being pushed open. I hurriedly and carefully walked to the stairs to check.

The person who came was Chen Shen.