Northern Myanmar, the hell on earth I experienced

After that, Brother Hao didn't say anything. He just picked up the toothpaste and toothbrush and started brushing his teeth. During this time, I noticed that when I was secretly looking at Brother Hao, he was also secretly looking at me.

However, when our eyes met, as long as I didn't avoid them, Brother Hao would immediately avoid them, and then I would do some small movements to cover up the embarrassment.

Ah Xin was right about all these things. It seems that I have really made some changes.

I brushed very slowly on purpose, while Brother Hao just left after brushing in a daze.

"Um, um, I'll go wait for you downstairs."

Brother Hao's lips actually got a little hot while he was talking. After watching Brother Hao walk out of the room in a flash, I actually found it a little funny.

It turns out that controlling a person can be so much fun.

If I had known this would be possible, I wouldn't have suffered so much.

After I finished washing up, I walked out of the bathroom and took a look at the bed. Today, Brother Hao didn't prepare any clothes for me to wear for the first time, so I just chose them myself.

Since I was going to make a change, I might as well make it a big change, one that even my own mother wouldn't recognize me. So I chose a piece of clothing and style that I had never tried or worn before - cheongsam.

I have heard for a long time that cheongsam is the clothing that best understands women. I have always felt that such clothing is too far away from me, because such clothing is clearly exclusive to goddesses, and for a tomboy like me, such clothing is not worthy at all. Of course, I don’t like such clothing either.

I always feel that such clothes are too coquettish and extremely inconvenient to walk in. If I were to fight with someone wearing such clothes, I'd probably be exposed to the other person.

But today, I suddenly had an idea and wanted to give it a try.

But when I really put on this dress, I looked at myself in the mirror and found that I was not just stunning. The dress was stunning, and so was I.

No wonder Ah Xin has said this to me more than once. If I understand a little bit about men's minds, I can control all men with my good looks, as long as they are not gay.

I looked at myself in the mirror again and again, then went downstairs feeling satisfied.

Today, I not only wore a cheongsam, but also wore high heels and put on some exquisite makeup.

At this time, Brother Hao was sitting at the tea table with his back to me, drinking tea. He said lightly without turning his head:

"What's taking you so long? You're dawdling. Do you know that my time is precious?"

If I had heard Brother Hao say this in the past, I would either keep silent or quickly apologize: Brother Hao, I was wrong, I’m sorry.

But not now, I said:

"I know that Brother Hao is in a bad mood, so I dress up to look pleasing to the eye so that Brother Hao can feel better when he sees me."

After I finished speaking, Brother Hao turned his head away.

Hao's eyes were obviously different from the way he looked at me before, a little dazed. I think it might be because my outfit was indeed a little more seductive. After all, I was obsessed with this outfit myself.

Then I walked down the stairs step by step under Brother Hao's gaze.

He walked up to Brother Hao, picked up the teacup on the table, poured himself a cup of tea and drank it all in one gulp.

"I just happened to be a little thirsty. I didn't understand tea before, but now I understand. Good tea really needs to be tasted."

I was a little surprised at my own performance, let alone Brother Hao.

After listening to this, Brother Hao coughed lightly.

"What's wrong with you?"

When I heard Brother Hao say this, I pretended to be well-behaved.

"Before, Brother Hao always told me to be obedient, but unfortunately I was too dumb to comprehend, let alone understand Brother Hao's good intentions, so I really let Brother Hao down. Now I understand, just like Brother Hao said, everything is for my own good. Now I think that my so-called struggles and resistance were just manifestations of immaturity and ignorance."

After listening to this, Brother Hao pursed his lips and frowned as if he had eaten a salted duck egg.

Brother Hao nodded.

Just as he was about to get the teapot to pour himself some water, I saw this and quickly stood up, got the teapot before Brother Hao, and refilled his cup.

"Brother Hao, for such a small matter, you can just give me a look, why do you have to do it yourself?"

Brother Hao pursed his lips again.

Then he hesitated for a moment, picked up the teacup and brought it to his mouth, took a sip and quickly put it down, as if it was a little hot, but I knew the temperature was just right, after all, I had just drunk it.

Brother Hao smacked his lips, wondering what he was thinking but not knowing what to say.

At this moment, I finally understood what Ah Xin meant by "if you can't beat them, join them, and take their path so that they have no way out." It's like someone who has a deep hatred for you and fights with you every day, and suddenly one day he stops fighting with you and takes the initiative to make peace with you. You will be confused at this time.

You may even feel a little disappointed and at a loss. You know, you have used all kinds of methods, props and even helpers to kill the opponent. However, the enemy who has always been irreconcilable with you suddenly runs in front of you and kowtows twice in front of you. What will you do?

Then the other person gives you all his or her best food, does whatever you ask him or her to do, and even becomes a little fanboy. What will you do then?

Will you feel guilty from the bottom of your heart and think that you are a piece of shit? Look, the other person is so good, how could I be so evil that I want to kill him? I am simply not a human being!

In fact, I don’t know whether what Ah Xin taught me is useful or not, but I am really tired of resisting. Just like Ah Xin said, the only one who can save us is ourselves. If it is tiring to walk against the wind, then just run with the wind. The opposite direction is not necessarily wrong.

It just means you reach the destination a little later than going in the other direction, because the world is round, and all roads lead to Rome.

And even if you choose the wrong road, it is not necessarily wrong. You can stop and enjoy the scenery along the way.

"Brother Hao, is the water too hot? Do you need me to blow it for you? It will cool down faster this way."

When I asked this question, Hao's expression became distorted. After a moment of silence, he said:

"Um, Pia, are you sure you want to do this?"

After hearing what Brother Hao said, I asked:

"Brother Hao, don't you like it?"

"Well, well, it's not that I don't like it, I just feel a little uncomfortable with it."

Brother Hao shrugged and said.

Humph, it’s normal to not be able to adapt. In fact, I am not used to it either, but I want to try. I want to be a smart person like Ah Xin and be better to myself.

"Just get used to it."

This is what Brother Hao has said to me more than once before, and now I am returning it to him directly.

When Brother Hao heard this, he looked at me again and then immediately turned to stare at the teacup in his hand.

"Well, Pia, why don't you just be like before? You make me feel a little..."

"What? Don't you like me a little? Brother Hao, you can't dislike me!"

I said this while making a pouting expression.

Before, Ah Xin gave me a lot of guidance in order to help me practice this expression. It was Ah Xin who taught me how to make it more natural and how to make it more charming.

I can say this thanks to my good teacher Ah Xin. Actually, when I said this, what I was thinking was: There are so many bullshit.