Northern Myanmar, the hell on earth I experienced

If he really had me in his heart, he would not have asked me to have an abortion. He would have said to me like all the good men:

"You give birth to the baby, and I'll raise it!"

I don't think I can get over this hurdle for a while, after all, two little lives are gone. And they stayed in my body for so many days. When I had the abortion that day, when something slipped out of my body, I clearly felt as if something was missing, and then my heart became empty.

In fact, the reason why I am willing to do what Ah Xin said is mainly because I have thought it through completely. Just like Ah Xin said, I must protect myself well at all times.

Besides that, I thought that if possible in the future, I should make Brother Hao pay for the evil he did to me, because I am a person who will never forget my grudges.

Take Alang for example. Just because we had some minor conflicts at the beginning, we are now irreconcilable.

Moreover, after being in contact with Brother Hao for so long, I have also learned some things from him, such as trying to use extraordinary thinking when considering problems, and then trying to make plans to make profits for myself.

I had this plan a long time ago, but I didn't know how to do it. Now I understand, that is, don't trust anyone. Of course, this is not absolute for me, for example, I still trust Ah Xin and Brother Tong.

First, they have no hostility towards me, and second, they are all nice to me.

Then a big question popped up in my mind?

That's why Ah Xin was so good to me. Why did she teach me so much about that? Rather than making me smarter and better for myself, it was more like cultivating me.

Yes, it is cultivation, just like when Ali taught me Burmese.

Thinking of this, I suddenly looked up at Ah Xin in front of me.

Ah Xin was stunned for a moment.

"Sister Piao, what's wrong with you? Why are you looking at me like that?"

I took a deep breath, thought for a while and then threw out the doubts in my heart. The biggest difference between Brother Hao and me is that Brother Hao believes in his intuition and guesses and figures out everything by himself, while I want to confirm it myself because I feel there are some people I can trust.

"Ah Xin, what do you think of Brother Tong?"

"Ah? That? Brother Tong? Why are you asking me this all of a sudden?"

The reason why I suddenly asked Ah Xin this question was that I felt that since Ali left, Ah Xin seemed to be intentionally contacting me and getting closer to me. Of course, I have no doubt that she is sincere in being nice to me, but she always teaches me how to grasp a man's psychology. Now that I think about it, it seems a bit deliberate.

During the more than one month that I have been recuperating, this is what Ah Xin has been saying to me almost every day, giving various examples, and every day is just like attending class or completing a task.

So when I thought about these things, I suddenly wondered if this was intentional?

If so, I think it was Brother Tong who asked Ah Xin to do this.

"because..."

I originally wanted to tell Ah Xin directly about how Brother Tong had asked Ali to teach me Burmese, but as soon as the words came to my mouth, I suddenly realized that I couldn't say everything, so I said it in a tactful way.

"Because I think Brother Tong is unfathomable."

My words were a double entendre, and Ah Xin was not a fool, so she naturally understood. Unless she wanted to pretend that she didn't understand, or she had no cooperation agreement with Brother Tong.

"Uh, you mean this! That's true, I think so too."

Ah Xin smiled awkwardly.

"So how is your relationship with Brother Tong?"

I asked.

Ah Xin smiled awkwardly again.

"Me and Brother Tong? What's the relationship between him and me? Sister Piao, why do you ask?"

"It's okay. I just said it casually. You told me almost everything about the personalities of the administrators in the park, but you didn't mention Brother Tong to me, so I was a little curious."

After hearing what I said, Ah Xin seemed relieved.

"Well, it's just like what you said. Brother Tong is a mysterious person, so I don't know him either."

I nodded and could only say that this reason was sufficient.

"By the way, thank you for teaching me. Now I not only understand it but also have mastered it."

"Is it? Is it useful?"

"Very good, you are my mentor."

"Stop being so nagging. Are you going out dressed like this?"

"Yes, Brother Hao said he would take me out for a trip."

Then Ah Xin looked me over.

"Not bad, not bad, very feminine! If I were Brother Hao, I would always keep you by my side."

"why?"

"You are so beautiful, of course I am afraid that others will miss you, so I can feel at ease by keeping you by my side all the time."

I glanced at Ah Xin. Of course I was very happy to be praised by Ah Xin.

"I won't tell you anymore, or else Brother Hao will think I fell into the toilet if he waits too long."

"Okay, go ahead! By the way, will you be back in the evening? I want to eat meat pie today, do you want some?"

"Not sure, but whatever you eat, keep my portion for me."

"Okay, I know. Be safe."

"kindness!"

After returning to my seat, Brother Hao's plate had been eaten till not even a crumb was left. It wasn't because the food in the cafeteria was so delicious, but because Brother Hao was so bored waiting for me that he had to eat, so that the bowl was cleaner than if it had been licked by a dog.

"Why have you been gone so long?"

"Oh, maybe I didn't drink enough water yesterday, so my poop today was a bit dry, so I had to work a little longer."

Yes, I let go and said whatever I wanted.

At this time, Brother Hao was holding soy milk in his hand and drinking it in small sips, just like taking medicine, after hearing what I said.

He just put down the bowl in his hand.

Then he coughed lightly and said to me:

“Actually, there are some things that don’t need to be said.”

I nodded after listening.

"Brother Hao, is there a model essay for chatting? If so, isn't the control you are giving me a little too harsh?"

I added immediately after I finished speaking:

"However, if Brother Hao has a model essay, he can give it to me and I can recite it, but I may not be as happy as I am now."

As I spoke, I continued to point my lips. My red, attractive and sexy lips were the result of me just touching up my makeup in the bathroom. The color of the lipstick was the one that Ah Xin recommended to me before.

She said that after I posted the picture, any man who saw it would resist the urge to take a bite.

Haoge didn't say anything, so I continued:

"Brother Hao, how about you have pity on me and stop restricting me so strictly! In fact, this is the real me. I was like this before, really."

I said this with great sincerity.

Brother Hao smacked his lips and looked at me again.

"I'll deal with you tonight."

Brother Hao said lightly.

"Not tonight, if you want to clean it up, do it now."

Brother Hao frowned.

Then he turned around and looked around.

"Now, isn't this location a little inappropriate?"