Northern Myanmar, the hell on earth I experienced

I remember when I was a child, every time I passed by the door of a salted chicken shop, I would stand there staring at it for a long time because the smell was so delicious.

But when I closed my eyes and tried to recall, I always felt as if there was a figure taking me to buy salted chicken.

"Xiao Ran, here, mom bought you your favorite salted chicken."

"Xiao Ran, eat slowly."

Then there was another figure.

"You silly girl, you can't even walk when you see food. Were you a starving ghost in your previous life?"

"Hurry up and go home and turn the wheat. When I get back, if I see that you haven't turned over all the wheat I'm drying, I'll beat you to death."

"Still watching?"

"Mom, I want to eat salted chicken?"

"Do you want to go to heaven?"

I remember that the reason I was able to eat salted chicken later was because I found my adoptive mother and Wang Xiaohua’s father taking off their clothes on the bed, and my adoptive mother and Wang Xiaohua’s father bought it for me to prevent me from saying anything.

I didn’t eat much after that.

"A Pia, is it delicious?"

Uncle Qin’s words brought me back to reality.

"It's delicious. Thank you, Uncle Qin."

After I finished speaking, I looked at Uncle Qin, and there was a hint of disappointment in Uncle Qin's eyes again. I don't know why, but I felt full of guilt at this moment, but I can't always recognize my father everywhere like Brother Hao did! Regarding the matter of recognizing my father, I think perhaps only Brother Hao can do it.

I really can't do it anyway.

But I don’t know why I always feel that the taste of this salted chicken is so unique.

I even had an illusion that I might be Uncle Qin's lost daughter, Qin Ran, but I knew I was not.

Because the news report that Brother Tong sent me has confirmed that Uncle Qin's daughter Qin Ran is dead, and the reason why I am called Zhao Ran is because my adoptive mother said that when I was picked up, there was a word "Ran" on my bellyband.

In fact, I am not sure whether I was picked up, robbed or abducted by them. I just vaguely remember that the playground was very noisy one afternoon, and there was an uncle who gave me lollipops and drinks. I don't remember anything else.

But I occasionally have some strange dreams, but after waking up, I can't remember anything.

"I learned how to make this salted chicken specially for my little daughter. I just hope she can eat the salted chicken I made for her myself."

Uncle Qin kept looking at me when he said this, which made me feel so stressed that I could only say to Uncle Qin:

"Your daughter is so lucky."

After that, Uncle Qin asked me some other questions.

After I finished speaking, he said calmly:

"Obviously it is! Is it really not?"

Brother Hao on the side advised:

"There will be a way to prove it, don't worry."

"well!"

Afterwards, Uncle Qin seemed unwilling to give up and continued to ask me some questions about the past. I was really afraid of being exposed, so I just asked him back.

"Uncle Qin, where is your hometown?"

"Northeast!"

"Is there a sea there?"

“Why is there an ocean in the Northeast?”

I nodded.

"I remember when I was a kid I lived by the sea and often went to the beach to play. There were seagulls and the sky was very blue."

After listening to me, Uncle Qin fell into deep thought. Then he asked:

"A Pia, you just said that this bracelet was given to you by a classmate named Wang Xi?"

I nodded.

"Well, yes!"

"Does she look like you?"

"Like! Many people say we are twins."

"Really?"

After I finished speaking, Brother Hao was also confused?

"real."

Then Uncle Qin thought about it.

"I don't know why I feel like you are my lost daughter. Do you know why I always call you over for dinner?"

I shook my head.

"Because you eat exactly like her."

I nodded.

Brother Hao on the side suddenly suggested.

"How about I take you to do a paternity test? We'll know if it's true or not once we do it."

After Brother Hao finished speaking, Uncle Qin and I shook our heads at the same time.

"No way!"

Brother Tong wanted me to get a talisman by taking a step back. If I did a paternity test with Uncle Qin, the result would be exposed, needless to say, so I couldn't go no matter what.

Uncle Qin said:

"Forget it! Let me keep a thought for you, Pia. To be honest, you look too much like my little daughter. It doesn't matter to me anymore. I can't go back to my country anyway. If you have nothing to do in the future, come and visit me often!"

"it is good!"

After leaving Uncle Qin and returning to the villa, Brother Hao suddenly said to me:

"Why did you do this? Isn't this bracelet yours? Why did you say it belonged to your classmate?"

I pursed my lips.

"I just don't want to make Uncle Qin too sad."

"Too sad? He's sad because you don't acknowledge him like this."

"What am I not admitting?"

"He doesn't admit that you are his daughter."

"But I'm not!"

"Then how do you explain this?"

"I do not know."

Brother Hao sighed and said:

"Some other day, I'll take you and Uncle Qin to do a paternity test."

"If it's not, then it's useless to do it."

"How do you know it's not the case?"

"Certainly not."

"reason!"

So I said:

"I remember my family lived by the sea when I was little, and I went there every day. There is no sea in the Northeast, so it is not like that."

"That's not it."

"Also, I've only had salted chicken a few times in my life. That's a luxury for me."

After I finished speaking, Brother Hao fell silent.

Then he said in his heart: The most important thing is that this bracelet is not mine at all, but was given to me by Brother Tong. If you say that I am Uncle Qin's daughter based on this bracelet, it would be too hasty.

After a moment of silence, Haoge said:

"I really don't know which of your words is true and which is false?"

"What I'm saying now is true."

"But I think you are clearly one."

"That's what you think."

I just want you to feel that after the paternity test, if it turns out to be not the paternity, everyone will be embarrassed.

"Didn't you say that the bracelet was yours?"

"Then how do you know I'm not lying? Didn't you also say that I'm a frequent liar and a liar?"

Brother Hao sighed.

half an hour.

"You should go get a paternity test some other day!"

I shook my head.

"I dont go."

I replied.

"why?"

"Wouldn't it be nice to leave some memories for Uncle Qin and me? And whether it's true or not, nothing can be changed, right?"

After I finished speaking, Brother Hao fell silent again.

That’s right, I was just being unreasonable. It seemed reasonable but actually it didn’t make any sense at all. I made Brother Hao think that I was Qin Ran, but I refused to admit it.

This is what Ah Xin taught me.

Only by doing this can I better protect myself and get the amulet that Brother Tong mentioned.