Northern Myanmar, the hell on earth I experienced

"What else? Do you really think that the employees of Hentai Hospital were bribed by the commander-in-chief?"

I pursed my lips, trying to digest what Brother Xiang said to me.

"Isn't it?"

Brother Xiang sighed.

"How is it possible? You need to know who can enter Hengtai Hospital. How could they be short of money? And even if they are short of money, would they dare to do so? Aren't they afraid that Brother Hao will investigate them? Brother Hao should not have any questions or investigations on Hengtai Hospital! But that's right, he doesn't need to investigate, because few people outside know that Hengtai Hospital is his."

"So he doesn't need to investigate at all."

After Brother Xiang said this, he had finished his cigarette, and so had mine. Brother Xiang took a new one for himself and handed me one.

"Brother Xiang, what do you mean by telling me these things..."

"It's nothing, I just want to tell you the truth. I remember Ah Xin said that if there is anyone in the park who can leave here, that person is you."

I turned and looked at Brother Xiang.

Brother Xiang smiled.

"Yes, we know better than anyone that we can never go back. The reason we can go back is just to leave ourselves with a thought! Ah Xin and I depend on each other, and I almost regard Ah Xin as everything to me. Now that Ah Xin is gone, even if I can really go back, what's the point of going back?

Ah Xin, I should have told you! Actually, I also know that Ah Xin doesn’t love me at all. I am so much older than her, how could she love me? But I really love her. To be honest, I don’t know if I can hold on without her in the future. "

After Brother Xiang finished speaking, he continued smoking, and the atmosphere was extremely depressing.

After a while, Brother Xiang seemed to remember something.

"Oh, this is for you. Ah Xin gave it to me before. She told me to give it to you if she doesn't come back."

After saying that, Brother Xiang handed me a cloth bag.

"I don't know what's in it. I'm actually quite curious, but I think it was given to you by Xin. Only you can see it. I have to respect you and Xin. Because only in this way can I be worthy of Xin."

I took the bag and nodded.

Then Brother Xiang said that he was a little tired and wanted to rest, so I said goodbye to Brother Xiang.

But I didn't expect that this farewell would become a farewell forever.

I should be the last person in the park to know about Xiang Ge’s suicide.

Because after Brother Xiang and I parted that night, I returned to the park and sat in the study to read the letter that Ah Xin left for me, and then I cried all night.

Ashin wrote:

"Sister Piao, I'm sorry, I can't go with you to eat Lancheng Ramen and Beicheng Fried Chicken because I can't go. Don't cry, I'm fine. It's too hard here, just think of it as me going to enjoy life in advance.

Sister Piao, I am very lucky to have met you. You gave me the courage and hope to live. I have never met someone as silly and persistent as you. It is a pity that I cannot watch you go back, let alone accompany you back. By the way, it is time to harvest the vegetables in my vegetable garden. Remember to harvest them and then plant some beans. I remember you said you like to eat beans.

I don't have much to leave for you, but I'll give you a handwritten encyclopedia of planting, a recipe handed down from my ancestors, and a Chinese pastry tutorial handed down from my ancestors. When you go back in the future, you can open a shop with these skills I taught you and make a lot of money. As promised, if you become rich, don't forget me! Burn more for me every Qingming Festival and on my death anniversary.

In this life, I was deceived and sent to northern Myanmar because I was short of money, so when I get there, you must not let me be short of money. Burn me bills with a denomination of 100 trillion yuan, and burn a basket for me each time, so that I can be a rich woman over there. If I am rich enough, I will talk to the King of Hell and buy an official position for me. When you come in the future, you and I will have grown up, and then we will not be reincarnated and will never come to the human world to suffer this punishment again.

Actually, I still want to tell you that I am still a little scared. I am afraid of walking alone at night. I don’t know if I will die alone. The Black and White Impermanence should come to pick me up! Forget it. I originally wanted you to help me visit my family in China, but after thinking about it, forget it! Just pretend that I have never been here.

Sister Piao, in the next life, if possible, I hope we can still be sisters. Anyway, you have to be well! "

I finished watching it in tears.

Then I kept crying and crying, and after I finished crying, I scolded Ah Xin harshly.

"What sister? Why didn't you tell me such a big thing? Why did you hide it from me? It's obvious that you don't treat me as a sister."

I fell asleep after crying myself tired, and when I woke up it was already past two in the afternoon.

I don’t know where Brother Hao has gone. He must be going to implement his plan again!

Thinking that I hadn't been to the club for a long time, I decided to go and take a look.

When I passed by the cafeteria, it was surrounded by people.

When I got closer, I saw Brother Xiang lying on the ground with blood all over his body.

"this..."

I looked at Supervisor Bai who was maintaining order in the crowd.

"Manager Bai, what's going on?"

"Didn't Xin leave? Brother Xiang was so upset that he jumped off the building."

"what?"

At this time, everyone was talking about it.

"This brother Xiang, I didn't realize he's quite infatuated."

"That's right. I heard that Brother Xiang is very good to Xin and he always agrees with her on everything."

"Ah Xin, this life is worth it to have someone who loves him so much."

Afterwards, under the command of Supervisor Bai, Brother Xiang's body was carried to the back mountain and buried together with Ah Xin's urn.

I followed everyone to see them off. There weren't any complicated rituals. We simply burned some paper money. And at Xin's request, I burned a whole basket of paper money for her.

I kept saying as I burned:

"Spend it well. If there is a place called Northern Myanmar over there, remember not to trust me no matter how much money you give me. If you run out of money, come to me in your dreams. At worst, I will burn it for you every day. Just spend it as much as you want. It's okay, we have money."

I didn't expect Brother Xiang to die. After coming back from the back mountain, when I passed by the cafeteria, the bloodstains on the steps had been cleaned up. I don't know why I just felt empty in my heart.

When I returned to the club, I just had a brief conversation with Wang Yujie and the others and then went straight back to my room and lay down on the bed.

In the next few days, when I had nothing to do during the day, I would go to Ah Xin's vegetable garden alone to water the vegetables and feed the chickens, ducks and geese.

Every time I pushed open the iron door of the breeding shed, the chickens, ducks and geese would keep shouting at me as if asking me:

"Ah Xin, why didn't you come? Where did she go?"

After that, I would sit alone on a small stool in the vegetable garden and stare blankly.