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"You know it all?"

Although she had already made some guesses, Xia He still asked.

"Ah."

Zhou Fengliu nodded, and then said: "I know everything I should know and shouldn't know... You are pretty good, really."

What he said was quite good, he really felt that Xia He had something.

First, she gave birth to the child because of a disagreement, and then hid it from everyone and gave the child to Zhang Lingyu to raise, while she herself was in prison...

This set of silky little combos made Jay Chou think of a sentence: You have to get pregnant secretly and then surprise everyone...

Hearing Zhou Fengliu's answer, Xia He sighed slightly:

"It seems... the tight-lipped Lingyu Zhenren is not that tight-lipped..."

Seeing that Xia He was still blaming Zhang Lingyu for the responsibility, Zhou Fengliu was somewhat unhappy. Seeing him speak bluntly, he said:

"You're not responsible at all for handing your own child over to Zhang Lingyu, a young idiot!"

"No...what on earth are you thinking?"

"If you don't want it, then don't give birth to it in the first place..."

Facing Zhou Fengliu's mouth that was like a machine gun, scolding him for being irresponsible as a mother, Xia He didn't know why, but tears welled up in her eyes and then quietly slid down her cheeks under Zhou Fengliu's scolding.

She explained herself with a little cry:

"I...I want her...I don't want to abandon her...She is the flesh and blood of my body, she is everything for the rest of my life, how could I not want her..."

"I just... I just don't want to get you into trouble. I've had enough of hiding from you... I want to face my past head-on... I want to give Tuantuan a clean future..."

"But I have no other choice. I am a demon with all my qualities. No one will help me. I can only use this method. I will not implicate you, and I can use Nadutong to whitewash my identity..."

Xia He said this with tears in her eyes. She wiped away the tears on her cheeks with a little stubbornness, and then continued:

"Master Lingyu is a good person. Regardless of his status as a member of the Tianshi Mansion or his relationship with you, I believe he will not harm Tuan Tuan..."

"Although this is very irresponsible for a mother...but I...but I really have no other choice."

Xia He said so much, and the words between the lines revealed one meaning, that is, she wanted to clean up her name and get ashore, but she had no connections or money, so she could only take a different approach...

Once you are a Quanxing person, you will be one for the rest of your life. It is easy to join Quanxing, but it is difficult to leave Quanxing.

In history, those old people who wanted to quit the world would find a remote corner, hide their identities, live out the rest of their lives honestly, and not ask about other people's affairs...

This way of going ashore is simple, but it is not what she wants.

What she wanted to do was to be able to stand in the sun with her daughter, so that her daughter could have a normal childhood like other children...

In this era, only Nadoutong can accomplish this kind of whitewashing.

Listening to Xia He talking about her difficulties, Zhou Fengliu was not very moved. He did not hear the difficulties of a mother from Xia He's words. Instead, he heard a bit of... escapism.

"You're just flattering yourself..."

Zhou Fengliu’s sharp words hit Xia He’s heart directly.

It’s the same old story, what the hell were you doing this morning?

You didn't go ashore before, but now you feel the pain? You're wiping tears and empathizing...

"Are you facing it head on? You're just escaping it in a different way."

Zhou Fengliu slowly stood up and looked down at Xia He. He continued speaking in a calm tone:

"You keep saying you're facing it head-on, but you're still avoiding it, avoiding responsibility, avoiding me..."

He glanced at the small interrogation room and said, "Hiding in this small single room, I don't have to bear the responsibility of raising a child, and I can move myself, clear myself, and not implicate me..."

"You are noble, you are great, you don't want to implicate me, then why did you give birth to this child before? You want to clean up your act, then why do you keep making mistakes and go so far down the path of Quan Xing?"

"You say one thing and mean another. You're just the same as before. You haven't changed at all."

"Do you know why I dislike you?" Zhou Fengliu looked at Xia He and questioned her word by word.

Seeing that Xia He did not answer, he continued:

"You live in your own self, always forcing yourself to make up for something..."

"Just like our previous relationship, we were already together, so how can we talk about indebtedness or fault? I am a dog licker, and that's what I deserve. It has nothing to do with you..."

"Since we've broken up, just admit it openly. Maybe we can still be friends. If you force yourself to be moved, make amends, and find excuses for yourself again and again, it will only make me feel that you are not sincere enough, or even... a little hypocritical."

Listening to Zhou Fengliu's heart-wrenching words, Xia He felt as if her heart was being cut by a knife. She looked at Zhou Fengliu and then said to herself:

"It's not like that... I just can't help myself..."

"Can't help myself?"

Hearing that Xia He was still avoiding him, Zhou Fengliu shook his head: "Don't talk about being unable to control yourself. How can you control your body?"

"Before you say you have no choice, first ask yourself whether your heart is upright enough."

"If your heart is truly upright and you don't want to implicate me, then you wouldn't give birth to this child. If you really want to face it all and even let it go, then the first person you would look for would not be Zhang Lingyu, but me..."

These words were undoubtedly sharp, like a sharp knife that cut through the fig leaf in front of Xia He and exposed her improper heart nakedly in front of Zhou Fengliu.

...

Yes.

Zhou Fengliu was not wrong.

Xia He and Zhang Lingyu have the same problem.

In some ways, Xia He's problem is more serious. She has used the excuse of being forced to do something wrong so many times... that she is now escaping out of habit.

Contradictions filled her heart. Between getting and letting go, she seriously implemented the idea of ​​wanting it all.

Wash your hands and get off the beach? Stand in the sun...

This was not a difficult task for Zhou Fengliu, a well-informed director, but she did not make the right choice...

I didn't look for Jay Chou when I should have, and I looked for him blindly when I shouldn't have... In the end, I even moved myself and said: I just couldn't help myself.

She is not as good as Zhang Lingyu.

Not even as good as Zhou Fengliu.

Although Zhou Fengliu is so unreliable and money-hungry, when faced with the truth and his own flesh and blood, he always chooses to take responsibility instead of running away from it all.

This is the decision parents should make when they choose to have a child...

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