Male protagonist, you are targeting the wrong person

Gu Hansheng didn't know why he came here, let alone why he was standing at her door. He didn't even know why he didn't want to go in even though he was at her door.

She inexplicably felt that he should appear here, be the first person she met, and tell her that he also had faith, or at least, he once had it.

He didn't want to show weakness in front of Yan Wenmo, nor did he want to lose to Jiang Wenbai in front of her, and he didn't want to be a person without faith in her eyes, even if he had already lost his Taoism.

He was certainly not a coward, at least he had not been one before, so he came here to prove to her that he also had faith, a heart for the Tao, and his own pursuits.

But his actions were somewhat puzzling in Yan Wenmo's eyes. She looked at Gu Hansheng in surprise. Gu Hansheng looked at her steadily. Then, Gu Hansheng took a step forward, and Yan Wenmo subconsciously took a step back.

Because she was puzzled by the other party's approach, Yan Wenmo seemed a little alert. Although she knew that the other party had no ill intentions, she still subconsciously took a step back.

Gu Hansheng ignored her retreat, and even more so the alertness on her face. Instead, he looked at Yan Wenmo seriously, with a rare look of confidence and pride on his face, and said to Yan Wenmo:

"My belief is that the world will be peaceful, the people will live and work in peace, and there will be no more injustice in this world."

Therefore, it is not without reason that the system said that he was once a person who slayed demons, defended righteousness and saved the people.

But Yan Wenmo felt that this had nothing to do with her, so she just nodded perfunctorily and said casually:

"Um"

Seeing her perfunctory response, Gu Hansheng looked at her and couldn't help but explain again:

“So, I’m not a coward.”

The moment the word "coward" came out of his mouth, Yan Wenmo looked at Gu Hansheng in disbelief, thinking that he must be sick.

Whether you are a coward or not has nothing to do with me. You are not related to me, and I don’t really want to know whether you are a coward or not. After all, it has nothing to do with me.

So, she was just surprised for a moment, then responded softly, and that was all.

Gu Hansheng saw Yan Wenmo's indifferent expression, a trace of disappointment flashed across his face, and his expression was a little discouraged. Yan Wenmo had no time to pay attention to him, and couldn't help asking:

"Anything else?!"

Gu Hansheng glanced at Yan Wen with a feeling of grievance and said in a low voice:

"there is none left"

When Yan Wenmo heard that he said it was okay, she prepared to leave on her own. After all, she had a lot of things to do now and had no time to listen to all this nonsense.

Seeing that she was about to leave, Gu Hansheng couldn't help but grab her arm and forced her to stay where she was. Yan Wenmo saw that he couldn't move, and couldn't help but look at Gu Hansheng, and said in a good-tempered manner:

"Something's wrong?!"

Gu Hansheng pursed his lips and didn't look at her, but his expression was a little hurt, and his hands were stubborn and refused to let her go.

Helpless, Yan Wenmo took a deep breath, looked at Gu Hansheng and said impatiently:

"If you have something to say, just say it. Don't be like this?!"

"You don't care about me"

Gu Hansheng spoke very abruptly, with a tone of accusation and grievance, and said in a low voice:

"Not only do you not care about me, you also care about him. How is he better than me?! Is it because he is your fiancé?! But I... I am still your husband?! Why do you care about him and not me?"

These words made Yan Wenmo rub his temples with a headache, thinking that Gu Hansheng was simply sick.

Early in the morning, I blocked the door of someone's house, said a lot of inexplicable words, felt aggrieved for inexplicable reasons, and even more inexplicably made myself feel like a scumbag.

She didn't do anything?! How could she be called a scumbag all of a sudden?! Who can she complain to?!

She felt that she needed to explain clearly, so she took a deep breath, looked at Gu Hansheng and said:

"In addition to being an engaged couple, Jiang Wenbai and I are also senior and junior brothers and sisters. These relationships make me feel closer to him. There shouldn't be any problem, right?!"

As soon as she finished speaking, Gu Hansheng looked at Yan Wenmo indignantly and couldn't help but raise his voice and said:

"We have lived together for ten years. We are like family, or even closer than family. Why, in your eyes, is he more important than me?!"

For a moment, Yan Wenmo didn't know how to talk to the other party. She felt that Gu Hansheng was being unreasonable... Never mind, she must have been overthinking it.

Covering his forehead with a headache, Yan Wenmo held back his urge to punch, took a deep breath again, looked at Gu Hansheng who still felt aggrieved, and patiently explained:

"Your ten years are your past life, the things that happened before. For me, the past life is like a TV drama. Although the plot is very touching and the sense of substitution is very good, it always feels a little distant."

As she spoke, she looked at Gu Hansheng and said sincerely:

"But I have personally experienced Jiang Wenbai's past ten years. Although everything that happened between us is not worth being happy about, this kind of personal experience makes me feel more secure than a TV drama."

Gu Hansheng looked at Yan Wenmo's serious expression and couldn't help but raise his voice and said:

"That's because you didn't come to me. If you met me first, you would know that I am more reliable than him."

Yan Wenmo looked at Gu Hansheng. Seeing his stubborn and serious expression, she was too lazy to talk nonsense with him. So, she asked in a calm and contemptuous tone:

"He can help me kill the Demon King, can you?! If you kill the Demon King and bring his head to me, and let me use his head to comfort the souls of my entire clan in heaven, then, don't say that I care about you, I can marry you, but... will you?!"

Gu Hansheng was silent. He looked at Yan Wenmo steadily, then lowered his eyes.

Yan Wenmo took a deep breath and struggled subconsciously, but found that he still couldn't get rid of Gu Hansheng's grip. He stubbornly refused to let go.

Seeing that he didn't let go, Yan Wenmo couldn't help but said angrily:

"Since you can't do it, don't ask me why I don't care about you! I have a lot of things to do, things that are more important than love, past lives, and the people I like. I don't have time to pester you...

Gu Hansheng heard this, a trace of hurt flashed across his eyes, but he still stubbornly held her arm and said hurriedly:

"Except killing the Demon Lord, I can do everything else, as long as I don't kill him. Shuang'er, please don't kill him, let him go."

Yan Wenmo was so angry that she laughed when she heard this. She looked at Gu Hansheng, sneered, and asked:

"Why can't he die?! Just because he is the Demon Lord, just because you care about him?! Just because you are begging me?! But the hundreds of lives of our Yan family are nothing in your eyes, right?!"

The more she spoke, the angrier she became. She even raised her voice a lot and scolded:

"Yes, you said that I was forced to death by those people of the Yan family in my previous life, but I also said that was in my previous life. I don't care. What I care about is that they shouldn't have died. What I care about is that they were really good to me. I care about them, not other things."

Having said that, she looked at Gu Hansheng and asked:

"In your eyes, the Yan family forced me to death in my previous life and deserved to die. Jiang Wenbai also deserved to die for allowing others to force me to death. Then what about the Demon Lord? The Demon Lord who slaughtered hundreds of people in my Yan family shouldn't die, right? In your eyes, other people's lives are not lives, but the Demon Lord's life is life, right? Is that right? Answer me."

"Because if the Demon Lord dies, I will leave you. I don't want to leave you, Shuang'er. I don't want to leave you because of his death."

Emotionally excited, Gu Hansheng held Yan Wenmo's arms and couldn't help but pray in a low voice:

"I don't want to know about any grudges, love-hate entanglements, or genocide. I just want to be by your side like I did in the past. I want to stay by your side forever and never leave you. Is that not okay?!"

[I've been a bit busy lately, so I won't update from time to time, but I'll try my best to keep going]