Male protagonist, you are targeting the wrong person

Yan Wenmo is a person who clearly distinguishes between gratitude and resentment. She always has two different attitudes towards friends and enemies.

This also led to her attitude changing immediately when Gu Hansheng said not to kill the Demon Lord.

Therefore, Gu Hansheng couldn't find Yan Wenmo. Even if he could see her fate star, even if he could guess her location, he couldn't find her, or couldn't discover her.

As if he had abandoned him, Yan Wenmo unilaterally blocked his existence, not seeing him, not thinking about him, not looking at him, not paying attention to him. He was so decisive and did not give him any chance.

Once or twice, Gu Hansheng would still be confused, but after so many times, the doubt turned into a bitter smile or even heartbreak.

Did she know how to hurt others? At least, she knew how to hurt him?! This incident also made him realize that what he said before was indeed too self-righteous.

He thought that their relationship was so strong that she would not kill the Demon Lord, and would even torture him to prevent him from dying. However, he overestimated her love and underestimated her concern for family affection.

Thinking of this, Gu Hansheng smiled bitterly, the bitter smile turned into a miserable smile, the miserable smile turned into bitter crying, and the bitter crying turned into silence.

He thought, he understood, he understood Yan Wenmo's attitude, and also understood what he was in her eyes? !

He paid such a huge price, but the person he longed for, the person he wanted to see, the person he loved, gave up on him so easily, without hesitation, as if he was giving up an unnecessary decoration.

So, I am the one who should be abandoned, right?! Abandoned once I am no longer needed, right?! In your eyes, I am not as good as your relatives, and even worse than that Jiang, right?!

But, I just don't want to leave you, I just don't want to leave you, I just want to be with you, is that wrong? ! Is it? !

I just hate... I just hate why I had to meet you, to fall in love with you, to... what did I want?! How can I complain?! I said the words, I did the things, I paid all the costs voluntarily, it was me who wanted to see you, not you who wanted to see me.

You enter reincarnation, you go to reincarnation, you easily abandon the memories and memories between us, and then appear in front of me again, saying that I am just a stranger to you.

Stranger?! Oh, what a stranger! A word of stranger can make everything pass, a stranger can let go of all grudges and hatreds, a stranger can make the connection between you and me disappear.

You only remember the pain of your family being exterminated, you only remember the kindness of the Yan family towards you, you only remember everything that happened in this life, then what about me? !

Do I deserve it?! Do I deserve to endure the pain of your death, do I deserve to endure the hatred of being betrayed, do I deserve to be imprisoned by Xiaoyaozi for a thousand years just because I wanted to take revenge on you, and endure the pain of being burned by fire?!

Why can't I hate, why can't I complain, why can't I be angry, and why can't I easily let go of the hurt of others? ! Is it just because of you saying, "You don't care"? !

You don't care, but I do. Is that okay?! Is that okay?! Do you understand?! Is it really necessary?! Do you really want me to let go of all that hatred?!

Yan Qingshuang, why did you hurt me like this? ! Do you still have a conscience? ! How could you hurt me like this? !

Yan Wenmo didn’t want to know what Gu Hansheng was thinking?! He didn’t want to know if he hated him?! He didn’t want to know what he was thinking?!

The reason for this is that the relationship between them is a mess that cannot be sorted out no matter how you look at it. In that case, let's just pretend it never happened, pretend we've never met, pretend we've never loved, pretend I'm not worthy of it, and pretend all the faults are mine.

Live your life well, pursue the truth you want, do what you want to do, and satisfy yourself.

Stop following me. I don't want to be followed by you, nor do I want to be stared at by you. I even less want to be a substitute for the love between you two.

Your hatred, your resentment, your anger, and all your negative emotions must always be vented. If you must hate, then hate me.

After all, I am the culprit that caused your tragedy, and I am the sinner who made you become like this. I will pay you back what I owe you, but I can't forgive the Demon Lord.

How can I forgive?! How can I tell myself that I can easily let go of a person who wiped out my entire clan! How can I comfort myself and give up my hatred?!

How can I make myself feel at ease after hundreds of lives have been lost, and still pretend that nothing happened, forgive the perpetrator, and live on in this world. How can I comfort myself that the harm he did to me was supposed to be like this? !

Just like the two ends of a scale, Gu Hansheng and Yan Wenmo each held their own chips, looking at each other from afar, but refusing to meet.

One of them is obsessed with grudges from his previous life and refuses to repent, while the other is obsessed with hatred in this life and refuses to let go, and the ending seems to have been predetermined.

It was as if someone had played a huge chess game in the dark. Yan Wenmo, Jiang Wenbai, Gu Hansheng, and the Demon Lord were all chess pieces who could be used or abandoned.

Some people use grudges to make the people they love go against each other, use stubbornness to make them refuse to repent, use estrangement to make them hold different opinions, and use dislocation to make them no longer the same as before.

Or maybe, this was all a trap, a trap set against Gu Hansheng, a curse on Yan Wenmo, and a punishment for their former love.

They did nothing wrong, it was just the wrong time, the wrong place, the misplaced souls and the stubbornness that refused to let go.

If Yan Wenmo gave up her revenge of exterminating her family, Gu Hansheng would happily accept her and stay with her for the rest of her life, but Yan Wenmo didn't want to.

If Gu Hansheng was willing to give up the Demon Lord and let Yan Wenmo take revenge, Yan Wenmo would naturally treat him as a friend, a relative, someone who could be tolerated and even doted on, but Gu Hansheng disagreed.

Once the Demon Lord dies, he will leave, he will leave Yan Wenmo, he is unwilling to leave, even if Yan Wenmo will hate him and resent him, he does not want the Demon Lord to die.

Similarly, Yan Wenmo could not give up the revenge for the extermination of her family. This was related to her Taoism, her beliefs, her bottom line, and her principles. Facing these, she would not take a single step back.

Therefore, the two of them stubbornly adhered to their own principles, refusing to look back or bow their heads, and remained in a stalemate without giving in to each other. The stalemate lasted until one day, with the victory of one person as the end, and then the ending came, a foreseeable ending.

Time passed quickly, and it was time to leave. Yan Wenmo glanced at Gu Hansheng behind him, remained silent, and then turned and left without any hesitation.

Gu Hansheng knew that Yan Wenmo was here because her fate star showed that she was here, but he couldn't see her, didn't know her expression, and didn't know whether she wanted to see him.

Perhaps, it is best not to see each other, so that I don't have to see her face full of disgust. Perhaps, it is best not to see each other, so that I don't have to help but agree to all her requests.

Maybe, it is best not to see each other, so as to avoid himself... But, he doesn't want that. Maybe, he wants reality.

Whether it is disgust, anger, hatred, or resentment, it is always better to be able to see it than to just rely on imagination.

But she was unwilling to give him a chance, not at all, so decisive, so hurtful, and so stubborn.

Jiang Wenbai looked at Yan Wenmo's silent expression and couldn't help asking:

“Are you unhappy?!”

Yan Wenmo glanced at him and said nothing. Seeing this, Jiang Wenbai comforted him:

"Thirteen, your past life is your past life, and this life is this life. You don't have to feel guilty about this. Besides, their lives are also their lives, right?!"

Yan Wenmo naturally knew that this was the truth, but he just felt guilty. However, this guilt was insignificant compared to revenge.