Male protagonist, you are targeting the wrong person

The night was as dark as ink and the moon was as cool as water. After finalizing her future plans with Yan Wenmo, Yang Jin went to rest.

Yan Wenmo and Jiang Wenbai sat on the porch chairs looking at the stars, surrounded by the chirping of insects.

Yan Wenmo looked at Jiang Wenbai beside him, hesitated for a long time, and finally asked his question, and said carefully:

"Tell me, is it worth it?! For someone who doesn't love you, you would rather give up all your cultivation and let the other person have a stable life. Is this... really worth it?!"

Jiang Wenbai didn't know what he was thinking at this moment, and asked in confusion:

"What did you say?!"

Seeing Jiang Wenbai's bewildered face, Yan Wenmo curled his lips and reminded him unhappily:

"In your previous life, you gave up everything for someone who didn't love you. Was it worth it?!"

Jiang Wenbai took a deep breath after hearing this, and then answered honestly:

"I'm not him, so I don't know, but since he is willing, it must be worth it. In fact, I am very grateful to him. If it weren't for him, you wouldn't be alive and well until now."

Jiang Wenbai spoke sincerely, without a trace of resentment in his eyes. Yan Wenmo looked at Jiang Wenbai with a complicated expression, and couldn't help but test him:

"Don't you hate him?! If he hadn't helped me, you wouldn't have suffered so much, even..."

Before Yan Wenmo finished speaking, Jiang Wenbai held Yan Wenmo's hand and said sincerely:

"Thirteen, you don't have to test me. He did it voluntarily, and so did I. I was willing to be your stepping stone. I was willing to bend down. I was also willing to clear all the thorns for you. You don't have to feel sorry for this, because I did it voluntarily. I was willing to do so, and it was not forced."

Yan Wenmo felt extremely sad when hearing this, but he looked very serious, as if it was a matter of course.

But why? Why should we enjoy what others give us and expect others not to mind?

Is this possible?! This is impossible. People are selfish. Even Yang Jin has his own selfishness. So, how could such a thing happen?! But it happened!!

Yan Wenmo felt mixed emotions for a moment. She felt inexplicably ashamed, ashamed of her misunderstanding of Jiang Wenbai and also ashamed of her shamelessness.

Although I didn't understand these truths at the time, it was precisely because of this that I felt it was natural. But now, I feel more and more guilty.

"Why are you crying?! This is not like you. You should be happy. How can you cry?!"

As he said this, Jiang Wenbai reached out to wipe away Yan Wenmo's tears, and coaxed her gently and patiently:

"Thirteen, don't be like this. If you do this, I will feel that you are pitying me. I don't want to be pitied, I..."

I want to be liked and loved, not pitied, because that's not what I want.

But he didn't say it out loud. This was his pride, his only pride, and also his only stubbornness.

I can give everything for you, remove all obstacles, even die.

But I won’t say it, because I don’t want you to pity me, feel sorry for me, or feel sorry for me.

What I want is your willingness, your sincerity, and your full love.

Instead of ridiculous pity and heartache, it is not love. I don't want to use these to morally blackmail you and make you submit to me.

You are free, always free, just as I always love you and your freedom.

But why are your eyes so sad?! With tears about to fall?! Are you sympathizing with me or feeling sorry for me?!

Thirteen, please don't look at me like that. I'm afraid... I'm afraid that I will lose everything and even treasure even your pity.

It is obviously not love, it is not love at all, and I don’t want to... I don’t want to make things difficult for you or even compromise because of it.

But why didn't you listen? ! Why did you kiss me? ! Was it to make up for it, or was it really love? ! Was it the love I longed for? !

The entanglement of their lips made the atmosphere even more ambiguous. Although Yan Wenmo was the first to take the initiative, she felt that perhaps she would feel better if she took the initiative. After all, the other party had given too much, so much that she didn't know how to repay him.

But it seemed that Jiang Wenbai was more aggressive. It was Yan Wenmo who kissed his lips first, but in the end, it was she who was pressed on the chair and kissed until she couldn't breathe.

Fingers intertwined, hair tangled, and each other's breathing so close, so obvious, and yet so unbridled.

It was like the prelude of a lingering piece of music; even the wind at this moment was much gentler. Yan Wenmo looked at Jiang Wenbai's face so close to him and felt that if he liked him, there seemed to be nothing to lose.

Although she has never suffered any loss, it seems not bad. At least... at least he is worth it, very worth it.

The lingering kiss gradually moved down, even the neck was stained with wetness. Jiang Wenbai was like a beast that had been unchained, violently wanting to snatch something, but when he was undressing, his hands paused, and then stopped.

Yan Wenmo lay breathlessly on the porch chair, her eyes blurry and her chest heaving. Her breathing was fast and rapid, as if she was holding it in.

Jiang Wenbai touched her face lovingly, and then chuckled with pleasure:

"You're not behaving well"

Yan Wenmo closed her eyes and was too lazy to pay attention to him. Her loss of control just now made her think that she would die here, but fortunately, things had not developed to that point.

Although, she doesn't really mind it.

She is not a heartless person. If someone treats her sincerely, she is willing to give everything.

It is easy to get a priceless treasure, but it is hard to get a lover. If he is really a lover, why would she reject him? If he is really worth it, how could she bear to hurt him? !

Sincerity is the hardest thing to get in this world. The difficulty lies in his willingness, so she doesn't want to let him down.

After resting for a while, Yan Wenmo sat up. She looked at Jiang Wenbai awkwardly, hesitated for a moment, and then said:

"Aren't you going to ask something else?!"

For example, Star Lord?! For example, Godly position?! For example, so-called brothers and sisters?!

Jiang Wenbai shook his head, reached out and touched her face, and said gently:

"What I care about is Thirteen"

So, what status?! What interpersonal relationships?! What past and present lives, he doesn’t care, he only cares about this person, and it has always been this person.

So, don't ask, don't be curious, don't know, don't explore, let her have her own secrets, let her be free, let her be happy.

He knew Yan Wenmo's character. If he wanted to say it, he would have said it long ago. If he didn't, it was no big deal.

He believed in Thirteen, even if it was a lie, he believed her, even if it was a lie, he believed her. He believed in her character, her soul, everything about her, without the slightest doubt.

Seeing that Jiang Wenbai's expression did not change, Yan Wenmo felt a little bored. She looked at the scenery beside her, pondered for a while, and then said:

"He is a god, and Gu Hansheng is also a god. You know, gods cannot love mortals, so Gu Hansheng may have to leave the human world and return to heaven."

Although Jiang Wenbai didn't understand why she said that, he still agreed:

"Yeah?!"

Yan Wenmo hesitated for a while before looking at Jiang Wenbai and asked tentatively:

"Can I say goodbye to him? We should always part ways in peace."

It seems that he wanted to hear Jiang Wenbai's opinion, which is why he asked this question.

Jiang Wenbai looked into her sincere eyes, remained silent, then touched her hair and smiled helplessly:

"You are always soft-hearted"

After speaking, he added:

"Don't take too long, I'll get jealous"

Yan Wenmo nodded seriously, and then said:

"Don't worry, I'm measured"

You are naturally sensible, but the other person may not be, Thirteen!