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The thin coffin was still shaking, but it never fell. Chi Weiming stared at the bones in the coffin in a daze for a long time.

Chi Weiming didn't know what love, care, and warmth were. He once thought that what inexplicably appeared in his memory was the best. Now, he realized belatedly that he already had these.

My father was just a low-level servant. He was submissive, honest, hardworking, and never complained when he was ordered around every day.

Every day when he returned home, he would bring some cakes. Some of the cakes were not complete. Later, Chi Weiming discovered that the incomplete cakes were stained with blood.

My father tried his best to preserve his innocence, but the Ten Thousand Demons Sect was a place that was not supposed to have innocence, so my father died, at his hands, and he died willingly.

Sometimes, Chi Weiming wondered, if his father was more ruthless and killed him, would he be able to survive? But, it was just a thought, because his father would not do that.

He told Chi Weiming that Chi Weiming was the treasure his mother had exchanged her life for, so he was his mother's life and he had to live well for his mother.

Later, he was not only responsible for his mother's life, but also for his father's life. He lived well for them.

He just wanted to live, just wanted to live well, but living was difficult. Even if he became the leader of the Ten Thousand Demons Sect, it was still difficult.

Although the strong memory that appeared inexplicably made him forget his father, it could not restrain his instinct to survive, so he often killed people.

Destroy entire families, exterminate clans, exterminate entire tribes, and even massacre villages, towns, and cities.

He killed more and more people and became stronger and stronger, but he was still afraid, afraid of death.

The more afraid he is, the more he wants to kill people. The more he kills, the more people will hate him. It becomes a vicious cycle and he is entangled in cause and effect.

He always thought that humans were like ants until he met Yan Shisan and saw the tears on her face and the sad and desperate look in her eyes.

He always thought that the look was like the woman in his memory, but in fact it was not. The look was very much like himself when he accidentally killed his father.

He didn't know why, but that look was imprinted in his mind, lingering and lingering, making him unable to help but glance at her again and again.

Perhaps, unconsciously, the Demon Lord regarded Yan Wenmo as himself when he was younger and powerless, so he provoked her again and again, trying to anger her, trying to make her stronger, and trying to make her provoke him.

But she is really patient and really looks like her old self, so he really admires her, because looking at her is like looking at another self.

He took her to Chunshui City, he took her to see her mother's hometown that her father had talked about, and he let her know that his parents had also lived here.

My father is an excellent horseman. I heard that he was originally from a noble family, but was abducted by the Demon Lord. He then entered the Palace of Ten Thousand Demons and met my mother.

So, even if he had forgotten his father, even if he had forgotten all memories about his father, he unconsciously learned horse riding, unconsciously came to Chunshui City and bought a courtyard, and unconsciously wanted to be the owner of a house.

But Yan Shisan was really naughty. She didn't continue to endure it and she killed many of her subordinates. Chi Weiming felt angry and happy for the first time. He was angry at her betrayal and happy at her provocation.

She finally couldn't bear it anymore, she finally became strong, she finally resisted, even if that person was herself, he was unwilling to kill her, even if killing her was easy.

Chi Weiming admitted that, at the beginning, what made him soft-hearted was the memories that inexplicably appeared in his sea of ​​consciousness, and in the end, what made him soft-hearted was the person that Yan Wenmo represented.

The person who had to compromise in order to survive because of his weak strength was very much like my younger self.

Who would attack another self?! Chi Weiming would not, he could not, he could not bear to see someone who wanted to live as much as he did die.

But he was still very angry, so he had her thrown into the insect cave, but he still managed to save her life. However, she was rescued by Jiang Wenbai and left him completely. He was very angry, but more importantly, he was envious.

How great! Someone saved her?! Unlike himself, there was no one to save her, no one to rely on. He envied Jiang Wenbai, who was clean, with no blood on his hands, like a blank sheet of paper. Just standing there made him feel ashamed.

If Jiang Wenbai is the blazing sunshine on a sunny day, then he is a puddle of mud in the gutter. But if given a choice, who would want to be the mud, and who would be willing to just fall into depravity?

He also wanted to be romantic and upright, he also wanted to be a good person, a hero respected by everyone, but he had no choice from the beginning.

He is the demon flower born by the Ten Thousand Demon Sect, so his bones, his blood, his flesh, and his soul are all tainted with the mark of the Ten Thousand Demon Sect's law of the jungle, which cannot be removed or erased.

If he had a choice, he would not want to grow up in this place where the strong prey on the weak, but he grew up here, as if he was destined to become a stepping stone for others to become famous and head towards a destined ending.

But, why is it him? ! Why is it he who has to suffer? ! Why does he have to be the one to accept all this? !

He didn't understand, but he had to admit the fact. His life was arranged like this. He had no way to avoid it and had nowhere to escape. He could only hold on and bear it.

But, if he could do it all over again, he would not regret it. He would not regret anything he had done. From the beginning to the end, he was always that little child who wanted to live. He had never changed.

It’s a pity that no one saved him, no one pitied him, no one loved him, and he allowed himself to degenerate and went crazy and became a demon.

Yan Shisan is really good. She is very strong, really very strong, just like he killed those enemies after he became strong. Chi Weiming had never expected that Yan Wenmo would definitely come to kill him.

Karma is a cycle and retribution will come. He knew it and he was willing to do it because he saw that person, who was just like him, was walking the path he had always wanted to walk, a path that he could only walk in his imagination.

He knew that in the future she would be admired and praised by everyone, and this period of history in the Ten Thousand Demons Sect would be glorified as a story of sleeping on straw and tasting gall, and he would even be portrayed in a very vilified way.

Does he care?! He doesn’t care, not at all, so, Yan Shisan, come, kill me, let me be a stepping stone on your road to success, let me pave the way for your fame and fortune, let my death accomplish your unparalleled achievements and lasting great deeds.

Yan Shisan, I'm waiting for you to come and kill me.

If you kill me, you will be the strongest person in the world. From now on, you don't have to lie dormant every day, put on a forced smile, or be servile and fawning. You will truly become a cultivator admired by thousands of people.

And I, and my name, will be immortal along with your deeds. Let me add a glorious touch to your resume.

If I were to die in your hands, in your hands, someone so similar to me, I would be willing to surrender and sacrifice my life.

Because you are another me, another me who has no rights, no strength, is weak, humble, and can sell out everything in order to survive.

It’s just that you are walking on the bright road with a promising future, while I am walking on a long dark road with only death waiting for me.

I am afraid of death, I used to be afraid of death, but now, I am tired, I want to find my father, I want to reunite with him, so, Yan Shisan, will you come back? ! Today or tomorrow, this month or next month, it doesn’t matter, I can wait, I can give you a chance to kill me.

But Yan Shisan, will you remember me in the future? ! Do you remember the time in Chunshui City? ! Will you still remember the dance I danced with you? !

Yan Shisan, if...if I were the same as Jiang Wenbai, would you also choose me? ?