Male protagonist, you are targeting the wrong person

After thinking for a long time, Yan Wenmo couldn't figure it out. Looking at the scar on Jiang Wenbai's neck, he couldn't help but asked in a low voice:

"Does it hurt?!"

Jiang Wenbai looked at her distressed expression, and his eyes became gentler. He said softly:

"It doesn't hurt. When I think about finding you, it doesn't hurt at all?"

Yan Wenmo was shocked by these words, and she looked at Jiang Wenbai in disbelief. Jiang Wenbai looked at her shocked expression, and directly reached out to hold her in his arms, and said with a worried and fearful look:

"I didn't know he hid you in that insect cave, so I had to look for you one by one. There were so many people in the insect cave, and I couldn't find you anywhere. But do you know Thirteen?! At that time, I was really going crazy."

He hugged her very tightly, as if he wanted to press her into his body. Yan Wenmo didn't care about the pain in her body. Before she could open her mouth, she heard him say cheerfully:

"But fortunately, God still has mercy on me. You are okay and you are still alive. Is there anything better than this?!"

Leaning in Jiang Wenbai's arms, Yan Wenmo felt inexplicably guilty. She knew how difficult it was for a person to find someone in a worm cave.

Not to mention whether the poisonous insects in the worm cave will attack people, the tragic scene that seems like hell on earth is enough to scare away many people.

But he still went, just because he was looking for me, just because he was worried about me, so he went without hesitation.

She didn't know how Jiang Wenbai was determined and had the courage to face the poisonous insects that feed on humans, nor did she know how he had the perseverance to search through the insect cave just to find her.

The last time she was in the worm cave, she saw that there were about dozens of people thrown into each worm cave, and there were ten worm caves in the Ten Thousand Demon Sect. If she calculated that there were twenty people in each worm cave, Jiang Wenbai had looked for her more than two hundred times just to find people.

Furthermore, the poisonous insects that Gu Juming raised were not kind ones. They were extremely aggressive and toxic. Therefore, compared to himself who was thrown into the insect cave, the one who was actually devoured by thousands of insects was him, who should have been safe.

But why?! Why save her?! Why look for her?!

At that time, he and I were just fellow students, acquaintances, or even superiors and subordinates. Why did he try so hard to find me? !

Besides, will it really not hurt? ? It shouldn’t.

Even for an ordinary cultivator, if bitten by a poisonous insect in the Valley of Ten Thousand Insects, the pain could be unbearable at best, and death could be severe.

The poisonous insects in the insect cave are all extremely toxic and aggressive, hundreds or thousands of times stronger than the poison in the Ten Thousand Insect Valley. But he bravely broke into the insect cave just to find her? !

My heart felt warm, with a little pain, and my eyes began to feel sour, with tears flashing across them. Yan Wenmo took a deep breath, suppressed the bitterness in his heart, and said jokingly in a relaxed tone:

"You should know that I have a way, you shouldn't take risks"

Although she said this, she did not dare to look up. She was afraid to meet Jiang Wenbai's eyes, afraid that he would see through her pretense of calmness and her regret and guilt.

"I know"

Jiang Wenbai said in a low voice. He looked at Yan Wenmo's eyebrows and said gently and compassionately:

"But I don't dare to gamble. What if you really have no power to fight back? What if you are really eaten by the poisonous insect? What if I really can't find you? What should I do!!! Thirteen, you are all I have. Without you, what is the meaning of this world to me?!"

It seemed that he had opened the conversation. Before Yan Wenmo spoke, Jiang Wenbai continued:

"Thirteen, I know you hated me and blamed me before, thinking that I didn't protect you well, or even didn't care about you. But... everyone makes mistakes sometimes, can't you give me a chance to like you, love you, and protect you? I can promise you that I will do better than Gu Hansheng."

As he spoke, he looked at Yan Wenmo, forced her to look into his eyes, and said in a pleading or even begging manner:

"So...so don't leave me, don't go with him, don't fall in love with him, stay with me, let me make it up to you, let me prove that you didn't choose the wrong person, okay?!"

Yan Wenmo looked into his eyes and really had no way to refuse, because she also knew that sometimes Jiang Wenbai really had no choice.

But can I really love him?! Yan Wenmo was not sure either. She was tossing and turning, unable to figure it out.

After listening to Yang Jin's words, she admitted that she was a little moved, so she kissed him, but when she thought of her previous experiences, she couldn't help but start to back off.

She was afraid that all her efforts would be in vain. She was even more afraid that even if she loved wholeheartedly, it would still end in failure. She was even more afraid that the consequence of opening her heart would be betrayal and deception.

Giving is for the sake of receiving, loving is for the sake of being loved. If it is not a firm choice, it is difficult for her to let herself fall in love with someone? ! It is even more difficult for her to love others, because she cannot accept any uncertainty.

Love is eternal, she has always believed this, but she also knows that love is not.

People are complex, ever-changing, and unpredictable. They have too many ideas, too many choices, too much hesitation and vacillation, and too many temptations. Some people cannot even love only one person for a lifetime, let alone a monk.

The life of a monk is longer. Such a long life has more temptations, more choices, more hesitation and wandering, and even more problems.

Is it really possible to spend such a long time just loving one person? She really doubted it.

It’s not that she doesn’t believe in love, it’s just that she can’t believe her own luck, and she can’t persuade herself to go on an adventure.

But the man in front of her had been injured, bled, fought for her life, and even been eaten by insects to find her, but she never said a word. Could she really refuse this friendship? ! Could she really refuse it? ! She couldn't do it either. She thought she couldn't do it.

It’s not that she doesn’t desire love, she is just afraid that her love will not be cherished. However, the man in front of her has unknowingly held his entire heart in front of her, but she is unaware of it and is even full of defense.

Bitterness, touching, regret and other emotions that Yan Wenmo herself couldn't explain were growing wildly at this moment. She wanted to escape, but Jiang Wenbai held her tightly and forced her to look into his eyes.

In those eyes, from beginning to end, there was her reflection, as if promising her that I can really do everything you expect of love.

Should I agree to him?! What if I was deceived?! Should I not agree to him?! But I couldn't bear it?! She looked at Jiang Wenbai, and Jiang Wenbai also looked at her, as if he wanted her to give an answer, a final answer, at this moment.

In those eyes, all that was reflected was her face, as if she was the only one in his whole world. Facing such a pair of eyes, it was really hard to say the words of rejection, so Yan Wenmo subconsciously lowered his eyes.

Seeing that she didn't look at him, Jiang Wenbai took a deep breath, lowered his eyes in disappointment, and said to himself with a bit of self-mockery and bitterness:

"You're still blaming me. Yes, I..."

Before he finished speaking, Yan Wenmo forcibly covered his mouth and told him to shut up. She turned her head away with an awkward look on her face. After a moment of silence, she spoke softly:

"You don't need to explain. You have your own difficulties, I know that. But at that time, I didn't know whether to cooperate with you, so I wanted to stay away from you to avoid getting you into trouble. I didn't expect that in the end..."

At this point, the awkwardness on her face became more serious, and she said to herself:

"I'm sorry, I'm holding you back"