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Yan Wenmo couldn't help it, so the system could only bear it for her. He told Yan Wenmo that the Demon Lord had a heavy karma debt, and once contaminated by the karma debt, not only would it implicate oneself, but also one's relatives, even dead relatives. Therefore, she didn't dare to touch it, let alone get close to it.

She was forced to endure it for a long, long time. Death is not scary. What is scary is living in despair. You clearly want to kill the other person, but you still have to compromise in front of the other person and try to please him or her.

So, she killed more than a hundred of Chi Weiming's men. So, she annoyed Chi Weiming again and again. So, she was tortured by Chi Weiming again and again.

But everything is over, the boat has crossed thousands of mountains, and she now has the strength to take revenge. She could have let the Demon Lord know little by little what the consequences of angering her would be, but Gu Hansheng appeared.

Her love tribulation, oh, the husband who was gentle and polite to Yan Qingshuang in the original novel, in reality, was the culprit that caused the Yan family to be wiped out. How could she love him? !

She doesn't love him, but he keeps pursuing her and asks her not to kill Chi Weiming. But is this possible? !

This is impossible. She has suffered so much, endured so much pain, wasn't it just for revenge? !

If that was the case, how could she possibly give up? Even if that man was Gu Hansheng, even if that man was Yan Qingshuang's lover, even if he was really outstanding and good, she couldn't love him.

So what if it's God? ! God can't stop me from revenge, Jiang Wenbai can't, Yang Jin can't, Gu Hansheng can't, no one can, she doesn't care about anything, she just wants the Demon King to die.

You said Chi Weiming was also very pitiful, but was that pitifulness caused by her? ! No, what does it have to do with her? ?

He is pitiful and miserable. He was almost abandoned by the world, which is why he has developed his current personality. These have nothing to do with her, because she didn't do it. But it was indeed Chi Weiming who caused her family to be broken up.

Jiang Wenbai looked at Yan Wenmo's face for a long, long time, then lowered his eyes, took a deep breath, and then said:

"I can choose not to stop you, and I can choose not to hinder any of your plans, but you have to prove that you are really strong, and then I will give up. Otherwise, I will definitely destroy all your plans again and again."

Yan Wenmo didn't take Jiang Wenbai's threat seriously at all. She just looked at him and said in a flat tone and arrogant attitude:

"You don't have any leverage to stop me now?!"

Jiang Wenbai was silent, because what she said was right, he really didn't have any bargaining chips to stop her, but, was he going to give up just like that?! Let her take risks alone, let her do whatever she wanted alone, let her leave him alone? ?

He didn't want to, he didn't want to leave Yan Wenmo. Yan Wenmo had no idea how important she was in Jiang Wenbai's heart, which was why she left so decisively, but Jiang Wenbai knew.

So, he spoke up. He looked at Yan Wenmo and couldn't help but ask:

"What about Fourth Uncle?! Don't you care? He is your only relative. If you die, do you think he will still live alone?!"

Yan Wenmo remained silent in response to Jiang Wenbai's question, and then spoke without any burden:

"If I really die, he will forget me, and you will too."

She said it calmly, as if it was a trivial matter, but in Jiang Wenbai's heart, it set off a huge wave.

Forget her?! Forget all the memories between her and me, forget all the past ties, forget this person, forget that she was ever here?!

Inexplicably, he suddenly understood where those inexplicable fears came from?! No wonder he was always afraid that she would leave him, afraid that she would die, was this the case?!

But, Thirteen, when you did this, have you ever thought about my feelings? Do you know that the nights in the Ten Thousand Demon Sect are very difficult to endure, with screams everywhere?

Do you know that the worm nest stinks and the bites of poisonous insects are really painful, but I am more afraid of the corpses that have been bitten beyond recognition, and one of them is yours.

Do you know that I am afraid that Gu Hansheng will take you away, and I am even more afraid that I can only watch you fall in love with him, so I keep disturbing your good times.

But Jiang Wenbai is so weak. He can't protect you, let alone help you. Even wanting to save your life is a luxury. You don't understand my thoughts at all, and you don't know how important you are in my heart.

Jiang Wenbai turned his head away inexplicably, his eyes turned red, and then he asked with a sob:

"Am I not important at all in your heart?! You can just leave me, discard me, dislike me, don't want me, and even erase the memories of you and me. Am I dispensable to you, and can be thrown away at will?! Even dealt with at will?!"

As he spoke, as if he really couldn't hold back his grievance, Jiang Wenbai looked at Yan Wenmo, stretched out his hands to pinch her shoulders, and asked hysterically:

"Has my existence always been so annoying to you?"

Hate it? Not necessarily, I just don’t want him to shed tears, I don’t want him to cry and struggle in his sleep alone, and I don’t want him to cry and call her name in his dreams as if he missed his relatives.

But it seemed that everything was going against his wishes, because he was still sad, heartbroken, and even heartbroken.

Yan Wenmo stared at Jiang Wenbai blankly, his expression a little dazed. Now he has lost the immaturity of more than ten years ago, and has even become more stable.

But in her memory, she clearly remembered that the teenage Jiang Wenbai hugged her tightly, crying and shouting in his sleep, asking people to save his parents and his clansmen.

He is a man who values ​​friendship and loyalty. The more he cares about someone, the more he will consider the other person. But she doesn't want Jiang Wenbai to treat her like this, and even subconsciously rejects it. However, the development of things always seems to catch her off guard.

Whether it was threatening Su Nian and telling her not to come up with any plan to hurt her, abandoning Xie Xiaofeng so that the Demon Lord could not find her, or designing Ouyang Xian to pester Xuanyuan Jing so that Xuanyuan Jing could not get close to her, it was all simply because he wanted her to be safe.

She knew what he was thinking, understood his ideas, and understood his reasons, so she didn't get angry, but just stayed away from him because that was not what she wanted.

What she wanted was revenge, adventure, the possibility of escaping death, and a gamble, rather than being protected by others and living in a daze. She was afraid that as time went on, she would forget the hatred, forget everything, and just want to live a good life.

Does she deserve to live? ! She doesn’t deserve it. If she hadn’t left, those people in the Yan family would definitely not have died.

Even though I was very weak at that time, if I were there, there would definitely be people who would survive, definitely more than one, right?

She always blamed herself, blaming herself for leaving in the first place, but she never thought that if she didn't leave, it would just be one more corpse, and there would be no other ending.

But she didn't think so. So, she hated the Demon Lord, but what she hated even more was actually herself. Jiang Wenbai saw this hatred, Su Nian saw it, and Xie Xiaofeng also saw it.

That's why Jiang Wenbai tried to stop her again and again, because of her repeated adventures. That's why Su Nian tried his best to keep her, saying again and again that the Demon Lord was too powerful and needed to be endured. That's why Xie Xiaofeng stayed by her side, just to keep an eye on her.

They were all really good, but she really couldn't forgive herself. Why was it me who survived? ! Why was it me who survived? ! Couldn't it have been someone else? ! Why did it have to be me? !