As a male insect, I am cooking food live

Shen Hui first used his mental tentacles to explore the surroundings and found no signs of surveillance.

He glanced at the butterfly wings and the sun and moon earrings placed on the table and chose not to step forward.

Alan looked at Shen Hui who remained silent, and knew clearly that now was not the time to speak.

Shen Hui's heart was not as calm as his appearance. After living for 28 years, this was the first time he knew that his identity was actually a bug. Even Shen Hui needed some time to buffer.

As a human, Shen Hui had always rejected the Zerg. He always viewed everything about the Zerg from a third-person perspective, and when he was actually a member of the Zerg, Shen Hui found it absurd. For the first time, Shen Hui was unable to resolve his emotions.

Split. Shen Hui used these two words to describe himself. He was always thoughtful, but now he no longer wanted to delve into it.

Allen looked at Shen Hui's expression and realized that something was wrong with Shen Hui's condition. He wanted to speak, but hesitated.

Allen also saw that, apart from the netizen XCG, Shen Hui had no attachment to the Zerg. In other words, Shen Hui even hated the Zerg. Allen guessed that this might be related to Shen Hui's previous experience.

Allen was naturally happy that his brother was still alive. But Allen was a little hesitant. He felt that there was always an invisible barrier between Shen Hui and them.

Allen had a feeling that if he tried to persuade Shen Hui, it would not be very effective. Shen Hui would just withdraw all his emotions and tell him not to worry.

Allen was extremely anxious, but he couldn't do anything. In his opinion, the only person who could enlighten Shen Hui was undoubtedly XCG. Just like when he felt uncomfortable, he would go to Dupont first.

At this moment, the person Shen Hui wanted to see must be XCG.

Dubang is always the first female insect to notice that she is in a bad mood. XCG may also be able to detect Shen Hui's mood at the first time.

Didn't XCG care about Shen Hui before? Allen thought, maybe the other party would send a message to Shen Hui at this time.

In reality, Shen Hui's eyes revealed complex emotions.

Shen Hui planned to suppress all these negative emotions as he had done in the past. Now was not the time to relax, Shen Hui told himself.

The optical computer on his wrist vibrated slightly. In order to attend the male insect party, Shen Hui had previously set the Do Not Disturb mode, so that he could only receive messages from the special guards.

Shen Hui felt the vibration on his wrist and then turned on the computer.

Alan noticed that Shen Hui's emotions seemed to have calmed down a little. He secretly glanced at Shen Hui and tactfully shut his mouth without saying anything.

It was a message from Tabby. He should still be working at this time. Perhaps, there was something important.

Shen Hui opened the chat interface with Tabby.

【XCG: Shen.】

The other party only sent this one message. Shen Hui paused for a moment and quickly replied.

[Set a small goal: Tabby, I'm here. What's up? ]

Tabby never sent messages to him during work hours. Therefore, Shen Hui thought that Tabby sent a message at this time because he had something important to tell him.

【XCG: Nothing happened. 】

The interface shows that the other party is still typing.

【XCG: I just miss you a little. 】

Shen Hui was speechless.

Allen stared at Shen Hui carefully, not missing any of his emotional changes. Well, he is indeed a bug with terrifying intuition.

Alan nodded in satisfaction.

[Set a small goal: I'm surprised, Tabby. I didn't think you would post these during work hours.]

However, Tabi did not play by the rules and did not respond to Shen Hui.

【XCG: Can’t I miss you? 】

Perhaps the tense string relaxed and Shen Hui was tricked by Tabby.

[Set a small goal: ...Okay. Why choose this time? 】

【XCG: I just felt that I should say it. 】

Shen Hui automatically translated for Tabby. He just suddenly felt that he should say something, so he said it.

This is Tabby, straightforward and casual.

It was precisely this casualness that allowed Shen Hui to relax his nerves and not put all his worries behind him. Then, an overwhelming feeling of fatigue came pouring down.

There was fatigue in Shen Hui's eyes and he sat down on the sofa.

Tabby on the other side of the computer seemed to have sensed Shen Hui's emotions.

【XCG: Shen, are you in a bad mood? 】

Shen Hui looked at the message sent by Tabby, was silent for a while, and then replied.

[Set a small goal: Just some small things that I can solve. ]

[XCG: You are lying. Shen, if it is really a small matter as you said, your emotions will not be disturbed. ]

As before, Tabby got straight to the point.

[XCG: You don’t need to hold on by yourself, your female father and male father can both be the ones you confide in. ]

In Tabby's impression, Shen Hui had a very perfect family. It could be the kind of model of the empire, but Shen Hui was a bug who liked to take on everything.

Taber looked at the chat interface between the two insects. Shen Hui had not replied yet.

The White Eagle had already given up when he saw the message sent by his master: "I miss you so much."

White Eagle discovered that the master and the small goal were not aware of how ambiguous their chat records were. Unfortunately, the sentence "I miss you very much" was sent to a female insect that he had never met.

White Eagle came to the conclusion that the opponent was also a single bug.

God knows why the master who was originally handling official business suddenly stopped the matter at hand and set a small goal to send a message. White Eagle also didn't know why Taber did this.

The reason why Chong Taber did this was very simple. He suddenly felt that after being with Shen for so long, he had never expressed one thing to the other party - they needed each other.

Mr. Shen thought he helped him, but he himself never helped Tabby.

Taber sometimes felt puzzled. Under the Zerg's concept of the survival of the fittest and the rule of the jungle, Shen's Zerg tended to be devoted and tended to belittle itself.

According to what Shen said about his family situation, it was basically impossible to form such a character. Perhaps this was also the place where Shen wanted to hide it from himself. Taber didn't care.

As long as he could meet Shen, he would have more opportunities to understand Shen and his true family situation. But before that, he had to tell Shen.

Shen, you also helped me. They need each other, there is no one-sided indulgence and giving.

If it weren't for the forum, Shen took the initiative to add his communication to ask for advice and discuss with him. They were strangers to each other, Taber wouldn't have met a close friend, and he wouldn't have returned to the Breakthrough Army safely.

Perhaps because of the violent sea of ​​consciousness, Ekman, who came to the lower star, took the opportunity to mark him. Or perhaps, he died in the alien beast's den before the violent sea of ​​consciousness.

Before meeting Shen Hui, Taber's fate was clear. It was Shen who changed him and made him want to survive in the Zerg society. Taber didn't want Shen to know this.

But now, Taber changed his mind. He couldn't let Shen think that he had been accepting his help while he hadn't helped him at all.

This would put pressure on Shen, and Taber had a feeling that he should have told Shen about his feelings earlier, so Taber quickly dealt with his official business and sent his thoughts to Shen during the break.

This is the situation that has arisen.

Taber saw that Shen did not reply and guessed that he seemed to be in a strange mood. Taber continued to reply.

【XCG: Shen, I can also be someone you can talk to. You also helped me. 】

This time, Shen responded quickly.

[Set a small goal: Tabby, you have always been helping me. ]

[XCG: No, you helped me too. You proved my theory. Before this, no other bug could be like you except me.]

[Set a small goal: Tabby, this is just because your theory itself is feasible. ]

[XCG: The prerequisite for proving feasibility is that there must be bugs that can persist. Shen, you are the only one who persisted. ]

[Set a small goal: It’s just that you happened to meet me. 】

【Set a small goal: I don’t think this is helping you. 】

【XCG: Put it another way, Shen, why do you think I helped you? 】

[Set a small goal: You help me take my control of mental power to a higher level. ]

【XCG: I just provided training methods. It is your hard work that has led to your current achievements. It has nothing to do with me.】

[Set a small goal: your training and guidance every night. ]

[XCG: It was you who took the initiative to come to me every night. It was your own consciousness. If you didn’t persist, it would be just empty talk.]

[Set a small goal: It was you who enlightened me and helped me overcome my fear. ]

[XCG: What really helps you overcome fear is your courage to face it. I just said that casually.]

[Set a small goal: Tabby, it was you who pointed out my mistakes and enabled me to change myself. ]

[XCG: You are the one who is humble and willing to admit and take the initiative to correct it. I am just pointing it out objectively.]

【The only one who can really change you is yourself. 】

Shen was silent for three minutes, apparently being left speechless by Taber's words.

[Set a small goal: Tabby, you are just making excuses. ]

Taber readily admitted it.

[XCG: Shen, aren't you also making excuses? You keep denying your own contributions and keep exaggerating the contributions of others.]

[Other bugs' advice is certainly useful, but the most important thing is that you are willing to change. Otherwise, no matter what other bugs say, it will be useless.]

[I feel the same way. Shen, I have learned a lot in the process of teaching you, and I am constantly enriching my theory.]

【At the same time, I also became your close friend. This is the greatest help you have given me. 】

[Don't deny yourself, Shen. When you deny yourself, you are also denying me in disguise.]

This time Shen did not reply as quickly as usual.

[Set a small goal: Tabby, you are right. ]

Taber's brows relaxed slightly. He continued to reply to Shen.

【XCG: Shen, you can talk to me. 】

Shen Hui looked at the message sent by Tabby, and felt a lot in his heart. He took a deep breath and exhaled the depressed air in his heart.

Shen Hui sent out the words hidden deep in his heart.

[Set a small goal: I suddenly felt that I was too proud in the past, always looking at things as if they had nothing to do with me. It was not until this matter was really related to me that I realized that my mood was not actually calm. ]

[XCG: Is this important to you now? Do you still need it now? ]

Relatives were what Shen Hui longed for, so he was a favorite child of the adults in the orphanage. Young Shen Hui suppressed his playful nature and became well-behaved just to have a family.

As an adult, Shen Hui would feel a little envious when looking at Liu Yan and her father and mother.

What the young Shen Hui thought about day and night, what the adult Shen Hui envied deep in his heart, are these what the current Shen Hui needs?

Shen Hui was a little unsure for a moment. Originally, he no longer expected something, but suddenly a bug told him that he actually had it a long time ago, but he had never experienced it.

Perhaps it was unnecessary. He had no attachment to the Zerg. He was no longer the Shen Hui in the orphanage who cried secretly because he missed his parents.

But the Zerg really had no place for him to stay. Shen Hui looked at the chat history between himself and Tabby.

He had feelings for the Zerg, and he couldn't just give them up.

Shen Hui replied truthfully.

[Set a small goal: Tabby, I don’t know.] Shen Hui was a little confused for the first time.

[XCG: Does this matter conflict with other things? ]

Stay, or go back. Of course, there is a conflict. Since ancient times, there are few solutions that can achieve both ends. Stay, and be the Night Pearl, and take on everything that the Night Pearl has. Go back and continue to be Captain Shen.

There is not much difference between the two in terms of what they are about, but there are also big differences.

[Set a small goal: There is a conflict between the two, and you can only choose one. ]

[XCG: Do you need to make a choice immediately? ]

【Set a small goal: Not necessary. 】

[XCG: Shen, you always worry too much. Since you don't need to make a choice right away, why don't you do what you want to do before the real choice comes. ]

[Don't think too much and hesitate before making a choice. Before the choice comes, why don't you follow your heart? ]

[You have to consider everything and worry about everything. Shen, you will only become more and more tired. ]

[You can follow your heart, the heart that has been buried for a long time. ]

This was the first time a bug told Shen Hui that he could indulge himself. In the orphanage, the adults said that only good children would be adopted, so Shen Hui worked hard to become a good child. In Dolan Star, Angus and other bugs told Shen Hui that he should take back his own position. Alger looked at him fanatically and said that he was the only night-shining pearl.

Too many identities, too many responsibilities, too many burdens, too many risks. Shen Hui always consciously took on everything, until one day, a chrysanthemum told him, Shen Hui, you can be yourself.

Shen Hui then realized that what he had always wanted was just told to him by Chong.

Shen Hui, you have done a good job. You can do what you want to do.

[Set a small goal: Thank you, Tabi. I know what I should do. I will come to the Breakthrough Army to see you in two months. ]

This time, the one who was slow to reply was Tabby. The other party took a long time to type out a message.

[XCG: I look forward to meeting you, Shen. :)]