As a male insect, I am cooking food live
Chapter 200 Coward
Shen Hui did not immediately switch identities with Allen.
Now is not the best time to change back your identity, but you still have to meet the bug you need to meet.
Allen told Shen Hui that Lord Angus would be here soon. Shen Hui did not reply immediately, but looked outside the door.
Tabby was still waiting outside the door.
Allen saw the deep meaning of Shen Hui's actions, and he had some doubts in his heart. The old gentlemen will come over soon, and the female insects outside the door should be sent away at this time, but Shen Hui did not make any move at this time.
He didn't allow himself to send the female insect away from the door.
"Shen Hui," Allen called Shen Hui's name, but he turned his gaze to Dupont, "The old gentleman and his men are coming."
Duban understood Alan's actions and took the initiative to speak.
"Alan, Todd and I are going out." DuPont opened the door and then closed it to block out all eyes.
The moment DuPont closed the door, Shen Hui noticed the gaze outside the door.
The look was completely different from before, with a chill that could not be ignored by Chong. Just as Shen Hui realized that his current identity was like a castle in the clouds, ready to fall apart at the slightest touch.
Similarly, he subconsciously avoided the loss in his heart.
This time, he still chose to escape.
Once again. Taber thought coldly. Shen... shameless male insect. I gave you many chances to confess.
Taber followed DuPont away without looking back.
Allen just breathed a sigh of relief. He patted his chest and said thankfully, "Luckily, Brother Dupont is here. Otherwise, it would be really difficult to get the female insect outside to leave."
After Alan finished speaking, he looked at Shen Hui, but Shen Hui did not reply to him for a long time.
How strange! Allen thought to himself. Why didn't Shen Hui take any action?
Even Allen noticed Shen Hui's situation. Allen realized that Shen Hui seemed to have put all his energy on the female insect outside the door.
Allen suddenly felt something was wrong. It was impossible that the hateful female insect had successfully deceived Shen Hui in a few months. The female insect with a cold appearance had no feelings for all insects. It was obvious that she would die alone. She was not considerate or caring at all.
What on earth made Shen Hui take such good care of her, and even like her?
Alan even felt that his love was a little too obvious for Shen Hui, who was not the type to show his emotions easily.
He rarely showed his emotions, no matter how dangerous the situation was. But now, Shen Hui was a little anxious and even confused.
"..." Alan hesitated to speak.
He seemed to understand why Shen Hui was like this. It was impossible to love someone to this extent.
Just like once I face anything related to Brother Dupont, I will panic.
Although he didn't want to admit it, Allen's mind was extremely complicated. Joy and annoyance were intertwined. He was happy because Shen Hui finally had someone he cared about in this world. Did this mean that he would stay? His fellow brothers would stay with them.
What annoyed him was his despicable thoughts and the female insect that took away all of Shen Hui's sight. He might be able to keep Shen Hui, but he was also an obstacle to Shen Hui.
He is a stumbling block for Shen Hui to return home.
Alan wanted to speak, but in the end no sound came out.
Could this be love?
Just as he had seen in his memory, the love of the male father for the female father.
Allen shook his head in denial. Based on how they had just interacted, it would never have evolved to this point.
Shen Hui might not care, but he could definitely feel the cold gaze.
The female insect's attitude towards Shen Hui was definitely not love, that was a distorted emotion, the look that only a mad insect would have. After staying on Dolan Star for a long time, Allen's horizons became broader.
What's more, with the presence of someone like Alger around him, Alan's understanding of these bugs with character flaws is extremely sharp and accurate.
Shen Hui was going to go back, so why not let Shen Hui understand his feelings? At least not let him go home with regrets.
Considering this, Allen no longer bothered about it. He put on a smiling face and said to Shen Hui:
"Quick, let's change back first, the Excellencies are coming soon."
Allen watched Shen Hui come back to his senses and smiled apologetically: "Sorry, Brother Allen, I was a little distracted just now, can you repeat it again?"
"..." Allen sighed deeply in his heart, but still kept a smile on his face, "Well, let's change back first, Mr. Angus will be here soon."
Shen Hui nodded in agreement.
"Shen Hui, do you still want to go home?" Alan asked suddenly.
"Of course, Brother Allen." Shen Hui said firmly.
"But, but I feel that your attitude seems to have changed." Alan finally said these words that were hidden deep in his heart.
He had a strange intuition that if he didn't say this, Shen Hui would be separated from them forever.
After saying this, Allen saw Shen Hui with an expressionless face for the first time. His whole body exuded an indifference that kept insects away from him.
"I won't change my attitude." Shen Hui replied, pausing his hands as he was changing clothes.
"But you seem to have a special relationship with that female insect." After struggling for a while, Alan said this.
He felt that the relationship between the two insects was not what they had just shown. Just based on the look in Todd's eyes when he looked at Shen Hui, and the distracted Shen Hui at the moment.
An unsettling silence.
"Brother Allen, what answer do you want from me?" Shen Hui asked uncharacteristically.
Rarely, Shen Hui showed his aggressiveness.
Allen was stunned by what Shen Hui said. He didn't expect Shen Hui to give an evasive answer.
The more Shen Hui tried to avoid him, the more Allen realized that his relationship with Todd was unusual. He couldn't just give up.
"Shen Hui, I just want to know what you really think," Allen cast a sincere look at Shen Hui, "I just feel that you have been pushing yourself too hard."
"There's no point in saying this, it's just a waste of time."
"…You are refusing to answer my question."
"Yes, I refuse to answer." Shen Hui rejected Allen's concern. "What can we do by exploring these issues at this time?"
"There are a lot of things we can do," Allen replied, "It's better than going back with regrets."
"I don't want you to regret your actions this time."
Shen Hui made a gesture to Allen, which was a signal to stop.
"Brother Allen, I know you're concerned about me, but I don't need it. I will make sure you and Dupont leave safely."
Alan was furious: "You know that's not what I meant, I just wanted you to know..."
"Let's stop here." Shen Hui didn't want to discuss this topic.
In order to ensure the host's health, system 1111 has been monitoring Shen Hui's physical data.
1111 discovered that Shen Hui's emotions fluctuated greatly, although on the surface Shen Hui did not appear to be out of control at all.
Alan's temper flared up all of a sudden, and he said without thinking:
"Your behavior is a cowardly one. Why don't you dare to express your feelings? Why don't you just do it?"
"Why do you lose your reason and judgment once I mention something about Todd? If you are already like this, why don't you dare to look directly into your own heart?"
"In the end, you will only be filled with regret and reluctance."
Alan vented all his inner emotions all at once. After realizing what he had said, he immediately covered his mouth and looked at Shen Hui without saying a word.
Silence fell.
What's the point of facing your inner self? Shen Hui thought indifferently, and then he went to tell Tabby his feelings, satisfied his own selfish desires, and left without looking back?
Shen Hui was not surprised that Allen thought too simply. He was protected too well by DuPont.
And I am going backwards as I live.
Shen Hui looked at Allen, who was full of regret, and did not intend to argue with him. He went to the locker room to change his clothes.
A few minutes later, Shen Hui, who had just come out of the locker room, saw Allen, who was fidgeting. The other party hesitated, but finally spoke bravely.
"I'm sorry..." Allen stood up and walked to Shen Hui, his head lowered, "I was impulsive just now and said something really excessive."
"No, you're right." Shen Hui asked Alan to sit down first. The two insects sat side by side, with similar faces, one calm and the other sad.
Unsuppressible sadness spread in Alan's heart, and he didn't know why it happened.
Obviously, I am the one who should apologize. I said something too much, and the one who should be the most sad is Shen Hui.
Why does Shen Hui still have this expression?
Tears dripped from Allen's face, and Allen burst into tears like a larva.
Shen Hui silently handed Allen the paper, like a silent comfort.
"...I'm not the one who should be crying." Allen cried, "but I feel so bad."
"It's so difficult. There are many difficult bugs on Dolan Star, crazy bugs like Alger, countless parties, countless courses..."
Shen Hui can always solve these problems perfectly, but he must be very tired. It's just that he never says it, just like now.
But he was clearly Shen Hui's relative, their brother. But what he could do was insignificant, just like now.
He couldn't open Shen Hui's heart, and couldn't help Shen Hui relieve his emotions. In fact, all he could do was to follow Shen Hui's arrangements, just like he did on Dolan Star.
Looking at Allen who was crying loudly in front of him, Shen Hui's expression fluctuated slightly. He comforted him:
"It's okay, I'm here. Allen, thank you for your hard work. Leave everything from now on to me."
But this is not what I want. Alan shouted in his heart, I want to help you. I am not crying because of the hardship.
"No, I can still help you." Alan replied intermittently.
"Yeah, I know. Brother Allen, you can always help me."
"..."
"Timid, cowardly, and only able to escape. This is the real me." Shen Hui said softly, "Alan, you are braver than me."
"You're right, I'm the coward."
"I like Tabby, but I can't tell him." Shen Hui looked straight into Alan's eyes.
"If I had said it, I wouldn't have gone back."
Tears blurred Alan's vision, but he still saw Shen Hui's painful and confused expression.
"But I can't help going back, Alan. I can't help going back. There are people waiting for me there."
It's a person, not a bug.
"That was my only surviving member."
"It's too selfish to let the only surviving team member suffer while you enjoy happiness, Alan."
But your expression is so painful, Alan thought, tears welling up in his eyes again.
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