Jiang Baige rejected Han Li's kindness. She knew that the pain she felt would never go away - just like Jingchai said, because what they were doing was moving mountains and filling the sea.
When doing something as big as this, wanting to take it easy is actually a form of cowardice.
She is very tolerant of others' retreat, but very strict with herself, because doing these things that she thinks are meaningful can make her feel strongly that "she is alive": her sensitivity to being alive is much weaker than that of the people around her, but she needs confirmation that she is alive more than others.
This may be because she is someone who died once and was reborn.
Although it has been five years now and she has almost completely integrated into the life five years ago, the traces left by her experiences in her previous life in her mind make her always unconsciously "predict" the direction of herself, society and more people. These are all reminding her: You are a person from the future.
This made her always feel that she should do something. Even if she couldn't do something great, she could do her best.
***
The weather in Aoshan is good, with temperatures as high as 10 degrees in winter. If the sun is out, it is enough to wear a thick sweater over a base layer at noon, which is very suitable for going out for a walk, and your whole body will be warm.
The Ao River flows along one side of the film and television city. There are various American, Korean and European-style cafes on the shore. Tourists can often be seen taking photos, and of course there are also people taking classes with their computers.
Jiang Baige is one of them. She uses the soft membrane keyboard to type out powerful words.
The president's story is coming to an end. Faced with the exposure of old ugliness, the heroine is preparing to fight back.
The story of self-rescue after being trafficked has also entered a critical plot, where the heroines finally find each other and support each other in finding a way to survive.
She had also come up with a new ending for the patricide novel. She printed out the entire novel and began to revise the logic, foreshadowing, and plot from beginning to end to ensure that the revised ending would not be abrupt.
But she can only face one manuscript every day, otherwise even if she is not schizophrenic, she will sooner or later become mentally disturbed: usually she will write in the order of CEO articles, kidnapping and self-help articles, and patricide articles. Sometimes when inspiration comes, in order to ensure the continuity of her thoughts, she will work on the same article for several days in a row.
Just like that, after she rotated through the three articles, Yu Xiaobei received the result of the first round of interviews: passed.
Yu Xiaobei jumped for joy. The three of them had planned to go out for a good meal to celebrate, but she immediately remembered that she had a second round of interviews in a few days. If she accidentally ate too much, got edema, or got a sore throat, it would be a big trouble and the loss would outweigh the gain. She had to wait until everything was confirmed before celebrating.
However, they couldn't say when the dust would be settled. After all, many people were replaced halfway through the filming, even though her role was not that important.
Compared to the uncertainty of the other two, Jiang Baige was more pessimistic. She was 95% sure that Xiao Bei would not be selected in the second round. But she also had a 5% chance that she would get the role.
Because a lot of things have changed, haven't they? This is a drama produced by Zhao Bi, and Han Li is also in the crew.
If Xiao Bei could be selected, they could save a lot of trouble.
Jiang Baige accompanied Xiao Bei to the second round. Because the crew had a lot of things to do before the filming officially started, Han Li quickly found a part-time job and was so busy that he couldn't leave.
Perhaps it was like this in the previous life, and Shen Po took advantage of it. Of course, Jiang Baige knew that she couldn't be completely sure that Shen Po was the one.
Yu Xiaobei was called in, and Jiang Baige was waiting outside the room with his hands covered in sweat.
There were more people participating in the second round of interviews than she expected. She thought that many would be eliminated in the first round, but perhaps there were too many people participating, so there were still dozens of people competing for a small role.
They were scattered in the waiting area, all beautiful and anxious. Some were mumbling something, perhaps introducing themselves or reciting a line. Some were walking around quickly, as if following some kind of "if you stop, you're eliminated" instruction.
Compared with them, the staff on site were calm and composed, and even whispered a few comments.
Jiang Baige rarely feels the opposition between subject and object, gaze and being gazed at so concretely.
Similar to what Han Li said, those details that are weakened to the point of being common sense in daily life will be infinitely magnified in a small crew.
She didn't know why, but she felt that way.
Yu Xiaobei came out with a bad look on her face. Jiang Baige walked over and held her, and she put all her strength on Jiang Baige. If Jiang Baige hadn't been trained, they would have fallen to the ground together.
"are you OK?"
"Yeah, it's okay... I haven't eaten anything all day, and the air here is not good, so I feel a little dizzy."
Jiang Baige handed her the water and beef and egg sandwich. Yu Xiaobei originally wanted Jiang Baige to buy vegetarian food, but seeing her frail appearance, Jiang Baige knew he had done the right thing.
After Yu Xiaobei ate something and recovered a little, Jiang Baige asked her how she felt about this round of interview.
She shook her head: "The assistant director was not very satisfied with me. He said that I looked too student-like and did not fit the glamorous image of the role."
"You play a witch?"
"No, she's one of the male protagonist's sisters, but she's a big brother complex, so after the protagonists got together, she turned evil and has been targeting the female protagonist."
A typical misogynistic character, but so common that it seems like one or two can be found in every romance novel.
When Jiang Baige didn't quite understand the logic, she was always curious: why do people always like the protagonist? The male character is usually the affectionate second male lead, while the female character is usually the vicious female supporting role. Is it possible that the goodness or badness of a person is related to gender? And once a woman doesn't get the love of the male protagonist, will she automatically turn evil?
Judging from the role Xiao Bei tried just now, it seems that this is really the logic.
Jiang Baige patted Xiao Bei on the shoulder and said, "Don't think too much. Man proposes, God disposes."
But Jiang Baige's 5% hope did not come true, and the notice of failure arrived the next day.
When Yu Xiaobei put down the phone, her spine seemed to be pulled out. Her originally upright body suddenly collapsed. Then, she fell sideways on the bed. Jiang Baige had to hold her breath to hear her.
Tao Mindai has gone to work on the crew - she is very busy, leaving home early and coming back late, sometimes even not coming back at night.
Jiang Baige and Yu Xiaobei were not that familiar with each other. Yu Xiaobei could not speak out her deepest grievances and could only keep them in her heart. It might have been the same in her previous life, so she fell into the trap set by others, and later Tao Mindai blamed herself and regretted it so much.
Now, there are more clues and the puzzle is becoming clearer.
The most crucial piece of the puzzle appeared on the next day: when Yu Xiaobei was getting dressed to go out, Han Li sent a message to Jiang Baige, saying that Shen Po had just said that he had something urgent and left the crew in a hurry.
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