Reborn as the little tail of the cool master

As an older brother, he didn't care much at first, looking at Shelley Xuanyan's blushing cheeks and ears.

Just a casual compliment: "Why do you blush when you talk? You are so cute, brother. I really like your chubby face."

Later, things like this became common.

Those eyes, with an innocent admiration, had been cast on him since he was four or five years old, and he regarded it as the love and respect of a younger brother for his older brother.

Slowly, when I was fifteen years old, the naive admiration in those eyes seemed to change slowly as I grew older.

Sometimes the sky is clear and the sun is shining, and sometimes it is cloudy and gloomy.

That day, when he returned from the restaurant half drunk and half awake, it was already late at night and most people in the mansion had gone to bed.

But when he just pushed open the door, Shelley Xuanyan was standing in the middle of the courtyard with a resentful look on her face. It was a little scary in the early morning with bright moonlight and a cool breeze.

"Ouch! You scared me. It's you. What are you doing here so late at night? Aren't you going to sleep?"

Shelley Xuanyan's eyes looked very bright under the white moonlight, but it was hard to tell what her emotions were.

He was drunk at the time, and his brain might have been having a seizure. He thought that the little bastard wanted to tell his parents about him.

Then he softened his voice and said to the kid in a gentle tone, "Don't tell our parents about my brother drinking tonight."

Shelley Xuanyan didn't say anything, but just raised her eyes and chin slightly, as if she agreed unhappily.

"I know, brother, I won't say anything nonsense."

He was very happy at the time, hugged his skinny little brother and said in a soft voice: "You are my good brother, I like you the most, be good."

Unexpectedly, it was that drunken nonsense that Shelley Xuanyan remembered for seven whole years.

That very simple sentence "Brother loves you the most" has slowly turned into an obsession in his heart.

When my brother was 22 years old, he was betrothed to the eldest prince in the palace.

He and the eldest prince had never met and had no feelings for each other. Even if he was unwilling, he could not disobey the emperor's order.

He did not utter a word of resistance, and as his father could no longer withstand the pressure from the royal family, he agreed to the marriage.

On the morning of the day when I was about to enter the palace, I searched everywhere in the mansion, but I couldn't find my brother.

When he woke up, his consciousness was still vague and shallow, and he only felt as if he was in a shaking carriage.

My first reaction was pain all over my body, pain in every bone joint, and my waist was swollen and sore.

"It hurts so much..." He subconsciously felt that he was run over by a car, and he held his forehead when he sat up.

Only then did I realize that my arms were covered with deep and shallow teeth marks, both blue and purple, which were traces of the ambiguous relationship in bed.

However, he had no impression of any of this and could not remember what had happened at all.

"I was raped...by whom..."

He felt extremely helpless at the time. He raised his hand and opened the car curtain. When he saw the thin and small figure, he felt relieved.

"Brother, why are you here? Where are you taking me? What happened to me? Who did this to me..."

Shelley Xuanyan turned her head, her eyes shining brightly, as if something happy had happened.

That was the only time he smiled from the bottom of his heart, so happily and sincerely.

"Brother, I will take you away."

"Didn't my brother say he liked me? I like him too. Let's go to a place where no one knows us and live together."

What was originally an extremely warm and beautiful vision of the future exploded in his head like a bolt from the blue.

"You...what do you mean? If you say so, all these things on me are left by you..."

"You've made me stronger..."

When his anger destroyed his reason, he ignored the shaking carriage and rushed forward to kick Shelley Xuanyan.

The thin boy was kicked into the mud, kicked by the horse that couldn't stop, and run over by the carriage that couldn't stop.

"I am your biological brother! How could you do such a thing? Why! Why do you do this!"

He lay in the mud and dead leaves in a mess, the pain and confusion in his eyes gradually turned into paranoid darkness.

"Brother, I just like you. You said before that you like me, and you like me the most."

"Why can you obey that prince whom you have never even met, but you can't come with me? Why?"

How could my brother remember a joke he made when he was drunk when we were kids? He had already forgotten it.

"You're talking bullshit! When did I ever say such bullshit?"

The innocent and clean younger brother pounced on him like a hungry wolf, grabbed his wrist, turned around and leaned against the dead tree next to him.

"You said it! That night, you said you loved me, why don't you keep your word!"

He struggled hard but to no avail. A few tears fell from the corners of his eyes and he closed and opened his eyes again.

Besides hatred, there was also endless disappointment and lifeless decadence in his eyes.

"We came from the same mother's womb! You are my biological brother, how could you do such a disgusting thing?"

"How can you do that? When you think of your parents, doesn't your conscience hurt?"

"No! I won't!" There was only his shadow in Shelley Xuanyan's eyes, and she was yandere and paranoid to the extreme.

"I can abandon everything, I can ignore everything, all I want is my brother!"

"Even if it goes against the will of heaven and ethics, even if I am condemned by thousands of people and cursed for eternity, I cannot suppress my love for my brother."

"I like you, it drives me crazy! I don't want to be in the crowd, I just want a brother."

"I also don't want us to be connected to so many people by a line called relationship."

"Even between us, there is such a red thread connecting us, but I... just fell in love with someone."

"It's just that that person happened to be you. Brother, I don't want this to happen, but I have been suppressing it for more than ten years."

"If I don't do this and try my best to hug you, I really can't live anymore..."

The cool autumn breeze gently lifts the yellow leaves around, and then lets them fall heavily to the ground.

There was a very light rustling sound, and Shelley Xuanyan carefully hugged her brother amid such noise.

The brother he loved so much but had not dared to touch for twenty years. Even if he wanted to take a look at him, he had to do it secretly.

But this fragile hug, which would be blown away by the wind sooner or later, did not last more than two seconds.

The person who wanted to lean on his neck but didn't dare to lean his forehead against him was suddenly kicked to the ground.

"Ah...who?"

He subconsciously turned his wrist, which had finally been loosened. When he saw who was coming, his pupils suddenly contracted.