Surviving in a Collapsed World, Is Something Wrong?

"Hmm...where is this? Hmm~ My head feels so comfortable, it must be a high-end pillow."

Jiang Ming thought to himself and then opened his eyes.

"A strange... bear? Good man, this must be almost a D-rank warrior."

"Ah! You're awake! That's great."

A familiar voice reached Jiang Ming's ears.

Jiang Ming then remembered that he came to Qianyu Academy to find Mei. With the help of his divine performance in public, he killed a large number of assassins. Finally, he met Mei and even gave her a bear hug.

But in the end, he fell into a coma due to the side effects of appearing in public, which means...

"I am enjoying Mei's lap pillow now?!"

Jiang Ming, who looked a little dazed, finally reacted at this moment.

"No wonder I feel so comfortable. Hehe, Mei smells so good." Even though Jiang Ming was exhausted both physically and mentally, he couldn't help but smile.

"Stupid... idiot! Don't say it, it's embarrassing." Mei blushed.JPG

"Haha, because Mei is cute."

"Hmm! So cute and all..."

"I really want to lie down like this forever~"

Jiang Ming pursued the victory.

"......" Xiao Mei was so shy that she couldn't speak.

It took a long time before the pain gradually eased.

"Jiang Mingjun."

"What's wrong, Mei?"

"Why...are you coming here?"

The girl expressed her doubts. There were scary white creatures and assassins everywhere around her, but the boy still came to her without hesitation. He was covered with wounds, but he still insisted on smiling. But... she was so happy.

"Well... because Mei is my only one."

Jiang Ming thought for a moment and replied

"Eh? Only...only?" The girl's face turned slightly pink.

"Yes, Mei is the only person I know in Senba Academy, and my only friend, and..."

"And?" After hearing Jiang Ming's words, Mei felt a sense of loss in her heart for some reason.

"Really, what am I thinking about?" Mei couldn't help but feel ashamed of her own thoughts.

"Besides, I am the one being kept by Miss Mei. I can't survive without Mei." Jiang Ming answered with a grin.

"..."

"Okay, okay, let's not talk about this for now. Mei, are you familiar with this area?" Realizing that something was wrong with Mei, the smart Jiang Ming immediately changed the subject.

I have only been in Changkong City for a few days, so of course I can't be more familiar with it than Mei, who has been here for several years.

"Yeah." Mei nodded slightly.

"Then Mei must know where the store is, right?" Jiang Ming asked.

"Yeah." Mei just nodded slightly.

"Then... let's go together."

"Hmm...eh?" Mei seemed to have not yet reacted.

"Huh? What's wrong? Meiyi, do you want to wait for rescue? According to the current situation, I guess the entire Changkong City has fallen into disaster. It is almost impossible to wait for rescue. One more person means one more hope of survival. If we leave now, we may find other survivors. Meiyi, are you worried that you can't support me? Don't worry, Jiang Ming is not picky about food and is easy to feed." Jiang Ming teased Meiyi in a casual yet graceful tone.

"No...it's not."

"what is that?"

The girl clenched her hands so tightly that her fair hands almost bled.

"...this disaster..."

Mei closed her eyes and prepared to tell the truth. It didn't matter anymore. Jiang Mingjun said that to comfort me, and the previous teasing was also to make me relax. But... yes, things... can't be undone.

"...I did it. I killed everyone."

...After saying it, Mei Raiden lowered her head weakly, and the last luster in her purple eyes lost. Just like when they first met, the pressure on her body seemed to break this poor girl into pieces.

Sure enough, the kind-hearted Mei was unable to lie to the few friends in front of her.

The despair in Mei Raiden's heart has reached its end. She is waiting, waiting for hatred, waiting for abuse, waiting for revenge. These are even the best medicine for her.

She wants to pay for the sins she has committed, and the one who can help her is Jiang Ming, who is now enjoying his rest on her lap.

"..."

Jiang Ming remained silent.

It's funny to say that before I traveled through time, I was still thinking about how I would redeem Mei if she were me, but now that I've really met her, I'm caught off guard.

I can comfort her and say that it is not her fault, that you are also a victim, and the murderer is someone else. You are a kind girl and it is impossible for you to kill so many people.

Ridiculous consolation!

I could scold her and ask her why she did this? She disappointed me so much because I trusted her so much. I could also give her a slap in the face, which she would be more than happy to do. I could even make an outrageous request, which Mei, who was already desperate, would not refuse.

Disgusting redemption!

I can even say loudly that I love her, fall in love with her, and let love, which has infinite power, wash away the sins in her heart. Now is the time when Mei's psychological defense is the most vulnerable. If I confess to her, she will definitely not refuse. In this way, I can become the most important person in Mei's mind.

These three options, especially the last one, are very attractive to me.

But...is that Mei really the Raiden Mei in my mind?

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