Rebirth: I Want to Be a Hot Heroine

"I drank too much today. When I looked at the bright moon in England, I thought of my hometown. We walked hand in hand through long roads under the moonlight. I wanted to propose to you after the exams, but I don't have the chance in this life. In the next life, I will meet you first and give you a happy family. By then, you must give birth to a plump, fair girl for me."

"Happy New Year, Wanwan. I don't dare to go back to China because I'm too cowardly. As soon as I go back, I can't help wanting to see you, but I'm afraid to disturb your happiness. Are you okay now?"

"Today is my daughter's death anniversary. I framed the test results. I feel sorry for her. I have not fulfilled my responsibilities as a father. I hope she will be reborn into a good family."

"It's raining. You hate rain the most. I wonder if our daughter hates rain as much. I often wonder if you both hate rain, but you will still take her to step in puddles on rainy days. I can only go back and wash your shoes."

"My friend gave birth to a boy. I don't think that's good. Boys are the most difficult to raise. You also often say that boys like me are the most annoying. A daughter is better. If she were still alive, she would be two years old now."

"Graduate school life is hard. I liked numbers, but now I hate them. I hope our daughter doesn't hate studying as much as I do, after all, her mother is such a good student."

"After graduation, all my friends are engaged. I would be lying if I didn't envy them. I always say what if, but there are not so many what ifs in life. Even so, I still can't help thinking about it. This fantasy has become an indispensable part of my life. If it is my daughter's graduation ceremony, the two of us have to dress neatly to attend her graduation ceremony."

"It's annoying. You always say this. Now I like to say it too. My friend gave birth to another baby, a daughter this time. I'm envious and jealous. I think our daughter will definitely be prettier than my friend's."

"The company went public, and I've been too busy to go home lately. Ah, I've unknowingly considered this place my home, but how can a place be called home without you and the children?"

"My junior sister is pregnant and asked me to think of a name. I am a rough man, how can I think of a nice name? I couldn't help but give our child a name. I thought a lot but still haven't decided. I can't make up my mind about such an important matter without you. You originally said that you wanted to have two children, preferably a boy and a girl. We chose names and drew lots to decide whose surname we should take. In fact, it doesn't matter if we both take your surname. I am also happy to take your surname."

"The atmosphere abroad is really open. Young children have learned to date. I think this time is the most innocent. But if it were our daughter, I wouldn't want her to date so early. She should be in high school at least. I have to help her check it out. You will definitely be mad at me and say I'm too controlling."

"I adopted a daughter. I called her Tong Nianwan. I really want to see you again. I saw on the news that he got married. Where are you? I can't find you anywhere. I still don't believe that what you said back then was true."

"Another year has passed. I've been having nightmares lately. They're not good. I've lost a lot of weight. I dream that our daughter is always hurt, and I dream that you're always crying."

"The company has signed another big contract, and the partner wanted to introduce me to a girlfriend, but I quickly rejected it. My heart is only with you. You know, I love giving up the most, but I have an indestructible perseverance in loving you."

"My friend knew about my story and said that I was just being self-touching. I don't feel touched. I wish I could move you. I regret it. I should have knelt for two more days."

"Wanwan, I can't find you. Where are you? I shouldn't have just left. I am sorry for you."

"I was invited to give a speech at school. I'm not good at giving a speech. I just talk a lot. The students are really young. I was so lucky to meet you at the welcome party. But I don't know whether it is a blessing or a curse for you."

"I am now the shrewd businessman who is ashamed of money as you say. I have accidentally become the richest man in Britain. Earl Anglesey is very kind to me. He insisted that I arrange a marriage with him to have children. How can I have children in this life? I can only arrange a marriage to please him. He has also helped me a lot. Nian Wan was only adopted, and I have been helping her find her biological parents."

"I accidentally bought a lot of dolls that girls like. The bed in this room can no longer hold them. I cleaned out some old ones. My daughter must be paired with the best man in the world. My friend said that I am always daydreaming. He doesn't know that this is the worry of an old father."

"I'm old and often suffer from insomnia. I can't sleep all night. My friend found an old Chinese doctor for me. He said I have a heart disease. My friend said my symptoms are what is commonly known as a dog licker in China. I didn't understand. He explained it to me and it really is like that. But how can you slander a person's love?

I argued with him for a long time, and he said I was stupid. I don’t think so. Love means giving without expecting anything in return. My love for you is a purposeless thing.

I discussed this with a professor, and we both agreed that love is a very high-level emotion. It is not stupid to be unrequited. The love between two insignificant people is a resonance of souls and a spiritual entanglement. I just hope that it will not bring burden to the person being loved. In this utilitarian society, few people can have such pure feelings. Everyone is afraid of being hurt. "

"My friend is not very willing to talk to me about this topic because he has also fallen in love with someone and he is confused about it. I can't answer it either."

"Life is getting more and more boring. If I die, I will return to my country. My grave is on a mountain in Ningcheng. I can see the whole Ning University from there. It's great. In my next life, I want to meet you first."

"My friend is so happy. He's married and his wife is pregnant. Her belly is two months old and swollen. It's said she's pregnant with twins. It's scary to me. You'd better not have children. I don't want you to suffer this. Why do you have to have children? It's hard not to feel heartbroken when I think of the unborn child."

……

There were still many pages in the diary, but Lin Tong couldn't bear to turn them over.

Why must they separate these two who love each other so much?

Is the order really that important?

Lin Tong put the notebook back tremblingly, and the cell phone suddenly rang.

Lin Tong took a glance.

It’s Qin Guanjiu’s!

She was very familiar with that number.

I hurriedly picked up the phone and called his name, "Qin Guanjiu!"

Qin Guanjiu's heart tightened when he heard the slightly crying voice, "What's wrong? Don't cry."

"I miss you, Qin Guanjiu." When she heard his voice, she unconsciously wanted to act coquettishly.

There were two chuckles on the other end of the phone, and the sexy voice was mixed with pampering. He said, "Come down."