After a secret marriage, I became the biological mother of a rich and cute baby

Gu Jinlan reached out to grab Shi Ye.

Seeing this, Shi Ye also extended his hand to her.

But the world was spinning, everything was falling apart, and their hands couldn't even reach each other.

Gu Jinlan felt his body flying in the air, but in just a few seconds he quickly fell down and rolled on the hillside.

She tried several times to grab onto something, but to no avail.

I do not know how long it has been.

It seemed like a very long time, but also very short, and my body finally calmed down amidst the spinning of the world.

Consciousness also fell into darkness.

She had a dream.

Not a dream, exactly.

This was my experience four years ago...

She was sitting in a car with her eyes covered with a black cloth.

After getting off the car, a nurse untied the bandage for her.

She opened her eyes and found herself deep in the forest, surrounded by towering trees.

The gray clouds seemed to be right above the treetops, and the sky seemed about to collapse at any moment.

There is a building in front of us that doesn't fit in with the surroundings.

There is no sign and it looks like a nursing home.

"Why... did you bring me here?"

Gu Jinlan felt vaguely uneasy.

A nurse smiled gently at her. "The environment here is good and quiet. It can heal your soul. You will feel better soon if you live here."

"Come in quickly." Another nurse gently pushed her shoulder.

The tall iron gate opened from both sides, and the sound of a creak echoed in the forest.

Gu Jinlan walked in accompanied by two nurses.

Suddenly, a man in patient gown rushed to Gu Jinlan.

The man took off his pants, revealing his body, and laughed at her while twisting his body.

Gu Jinlan glanced at the man's body and frowned in disgust.

“You don’t like it, wuwuwu…” The man ran away crying without pulling up his pants, and fell after running a few steps.

The nurse pushed Gu Jinlan again and said, "Keep going. Don't waste time."

The further he went inside, the more Gu Jinlan felt something was wrong.

Along the way, I saw many strange and mentally abnormal people.

After climbing a few steps and about to walk into the building, Gu Jinlan suddenly stopped.

“Is this a mental hospital?”

One of the nurses smiled and said, "Yeah, what else do you think?"

Gu Jinlan said: "I want to go back. I'm not mentally ill. I don't want to live here!"

Another nurse said indifferently: "All mentally ill patients do not think they are mentally ill."

Gu Jinlan said: "I know very well that I am not mentally ill, I just have depression, and I am almost recovered now."

“And bipolar disorder,” the nurse said. “They’re all mental illnesses.”

"No!" Gu Jinlan shook his head, "I'm not!"

The nurse grabbed Gu Jinlan's hand and turned her wrist over. "Look for yourself. Would a normal person do something to hurt themselves?"

There were several shocking scars on Gu Jinlan's fair and slender wrists.

She couldn't even look straight at herself.

"I... just lost control of my emotions before, that's all, and mental disorder is two different things!"

The nurse lifted her sleeves again. "And these, look at them yourself. Normal people just want to live, how could they want to die? Those who want to die are all psychopaths!"

"No...you're wrong, I'm not!"

"Okay, stop talking nonsense and get in!"

The nurse pushed Gu Jinlan in forcefully.

There was no light on inside, and it was empty and dark.

It seemed as if there were countless eyes hidden in the darkness, exuding a cold and eerie look.

Gu Jinlan turned around and tried to run, but two nurses immediately caught her.

One of them pinched the wound on her wrist which had not yet fully healed.

Gu Jinlan was in so much pain that she had no strength to resist and was dragged by two nurses to the door of a ward.

"Behave yourself, your roommate is a monster."

The nurse opened the door and pushed her in forcefully.

Gu Jinlan fell to the ground, her knees hitting the hard floor. Combined with the pain in her wrist, she broke out in a cold sweat.

When I struggled to get up from the ground, the nurse had already locked the door.

She banged on the door: "Let me out! Let me out!"

No one responded to her.

She continued to beat until she was too tired to do so, then she leaned against the door and sat down on the ground dejectedly.

Only then did I begin to observe this ward.

The ward was very small, with only an iron bunk bed in it.

Near the roof, there is a small glass window.

It's just like a prison cell.

There was no light on in the room, and it was cloudy outside, so only a faint light came in through the small window.

Gu Jinlan slowly calmed down.

Raising her hand to wipe away her tears, she stood up and sat on the bed, trying to keep her brain thinking rationally.

The changes in her family, coupled with the double blow of losing her child, caused her to suffer from postpartum depression.

The disease was not controlled in the early stage but became more and more serious.

When her grandmother discovered that she had depression, she took her for a checkup and was diagnosed with bipolar disorder.

In order to allow her to recuperate in peace and away from the sad world, her grandmother sent her to a professional hospital in Country M for treatment.

Although she still has a tendency to self-harm in the past two months, she has improved a lot compared to the beginning.

Today her doctor suggested that she undergo some outdoor spiritual healing, so she got into the same car.

But unexpectedly, I was sent to this place.

She knew very well that she was not mentally ill and would not normally behave in an aggressive manner.

They should not be imprisoned and treated as mentally ill.

There must be something wrong!

Grandma certainly doesn't know what's going on with her now.

She must find a way to contact grandma!

Gu Jinlan bit her lips hard and was racking her brains to think of a solution when suddenly, a head fell from the upper bunk.

A girl's face appeared upside down in front of her, and her eyes met.

The girl had red hair and grinned at her, "Hello!"

Gu Jinlan looked at the girl calmly.

Seeing that she was unmoved, the girl seemed unhappy and the smile on her face gradually faded.

Suddenly, the girl bared her teeth at Gu Jinlan again and growled, "Hey!"

Gu Jinlan frowned, "Not scary at all."

The girl jumped off the bed and leaned over to look at Gu Jinlan.

"You're the first one who said I'm not scary, so if I told you I eat people, would you not be afraid?"

Gu Jinlan turned away and didn't want to pay attention to the girl.

Now she just wanted to plan how to escape from here.

"Ah!!! I'm talking to you! Don't ignore me!!!"

The girl yelled and put her face close to Gu Jinlan again, but suddenly her eyes lit up and her voice became gentle.

"Wow~ I didn't see you carefully just now, you are so beautiful."

A happy smile appeared in the girl's eyes. "I just like beautiful things. It's really beautiful."

It was only at this time that Gu Jinlan could see the girl's appearance clearly.

The girl's facial features are small and delicate, very smart and playful, like an elf walking out of the forest.

Gu Jinlan also has a good impression of good-looking people. Seeing that the girl has become more normal, her attitude also softened, "Hello, I..."

Before she could finish, the girl suddenly raised the corners of her lips and smiled strangely.

"Beautiful things make people want to destroy them. What I like most is... destroying beautiful things."