After a secret marriage, I became the biological mother of a rich and cute baby

Zhao Jingchuan stretched out his hands and carefully held Yun Luoxi's palm-sized face.

I felt both regretful and heartbroken.

"Luo Xi, thank you for your trust in me. I am sorry for you..."

Yun Luoxi shook her head and said, "No... don't say these things. I just hope that you can believe me. Whether it was before or now, what I said to you is absolutely true."

Jingchuan had asked her before whether she had let go of Matt.

At that time she answered that she didn't know because she really didn't know what was in her heart at that time.

After all, she had liked Matt for so many years. If she answered decisively that she had let it go, even she herself would not believe it.

But during the days she was separated from Zhao Jingchuan, she calmed down and thought carefully for a long time.

Now, she could say without any psychological burden that Matt had completely become a thing of the past in her heart.

Zhao Jingchuan nodded, "I believe you. I believe every word you say."

Yun Luoxi suddenly laughed, and as she laughed, tears began to flow down her cheeks. Her joyful tone revealed a sense of grievance, "It's really hard to be trusted by you."

The hot tears flowed onto Zhao Jingchuan's hands.

Zhao Jingchuan felt distressed, and gently wiped away her tears with his thumb, "No matter what you say, I believe it, and... I have never stopped believing you."

"Sometimes, I even hope you'll cheat on me, do you understand? Luo Xi."

All he had ever wanted was her attitude.

Even if she had lied to him before, saying that she had let go of Matt and that she had fallen in love with him, he would still believe it.

He would rather she deceive herself.

What had always bothered him was that she was unwilling to even deceive him.

She disdains lies and instead blinds him to their future.

Yun Luoxi stared at the complex emotions in Zhao Jingchuan's eyes. At this moment, she suddenly realized what the problem between them was.

It turned out that it was because she had never given Jingchuan hope that made him feel insecure.

"I... understand." Yun Luoxi tried hard to hold back her tears, but as she nodded, tears still fell from her eyes like pearls from a broken string.

Zhao Jingchuan wiped her tears distressedly, "Don't cry, let's be fine from now on, okay?"

Seeing her tears falling, his heart was broken.

Yun Luoxi shook her head, took two steps back, and her wet little face left Zhao Jingchuan's palm.

"Jingchuan, I think we still need to give each other some time and space to calm down and not make any decisions when we are emotional."

Zhao Jingchuan's hand, which had been frozen in mid-air, drooped down dejectedly, and he looked at Yun Luoxi with frustrated eyes.

"So... you still decided to leave me?"

Yun Luoxi bit her lip and nodded.

Over the past six months, she has come to understand that Zhao Jingchuan is a person with very volatile emotions.

She believed that he really wanted to be with her at this moment.

But when this strong feeling at this moment fades, his patience with her may fade with it.

People always forget the pain once the wound has healed.

She finally made the decision to divorce and mustered up the courage to take this step with great difficulty.

Now, she doesn't want to turn back.

In the past, Lanlan always said that she was love-brained and a crybaby.

Now she should stop being love-brained and stop being a crybaby.

She tried hard to hold back the tears in her eyes and said, "Jingchuan, I'm sorry..."

Zhao Jingchuan raised his hand to prevent Yun Luoxi from saying the three words "I'm sorry".

He lowered his head and took a deep breath. When he looked at her again, a relieved smile appeared in his tearful eyes.

"I understand, Luo Xi. I just want to ask you now, are you sincere about what you said to Lan Lan?"

Yun Luoxi was stunned: "..."

Zhao Jingchuan reminded: "Tell Lanlan that you want to start over with me in the right way."

Yun Luoxi nodded, "Hmm..."

Zhao Jingchuan said: "Okay."

Yun Luoxi looked at him in surprise: "You... agree?"

"I agree. My dad was right. He said that we skipped the adjustment period of dating and went straight to marriage. So our relationship is definitely not as smooth as that of a normal couple."

Zhao Jingchuan looked at Yun Luoxi's red eyes sadly: "When we proposed divorce, you said that we were torturing each other by being together. At that time, I was angry about this sentence and ignored your inner feelings."

"Seeing you like this today, I realized how much harm I have caused you."

"You are right. You are indeed unhappy and unhappy with me."

Zhao Jingchuan blamed himself very much, "But Luo Xi, believe me, this is not my original intention to marry you."

"When I married you, I wanted to take care of you for the rest of your life and give you happiness. But after we got married, everything went in the opposite direction."

Zhao Jingchuan laughed at himself and said, "I have never been in love before, so I really don't know how to love someone. Starting over, I will learn how to be a qualified partner."

After hearing what Zhao Jingchuan said, Yun Luoxi's tears, which had been held back with great difficulty, burst out again.

She covered her mouth with her hands to prevent herself from crying out loud.

Zhao Jingchuan frowned painfully, "Are you still willing to start over with me?"

Yun Luoxi was choked with sobs and couldn't speak, she just nodded.

This was the first time the two of them had such a heart-to-heart talk.

Finally, after talking everything out, Zhao Jingchuan let out a long sigh and raised a gentle smile at the corner of his lips:

"Then stop crying. If you keep crying, I really don't know what to do."

The corners of Yun Luoxi's tearful eyes immediately curved into a smiling crescent.

The two looked at each other and smiled, and the depression in their hearts was finally relieved.

Suddenly, Zhao Jingchuan remembered something and said, "Wait for me."

After saying that, he turned and ran downstairs.

In the living room downstairs, Han Shulan and Yun Hong were originally sitting on the sofa. When they saw Zhao Jingchuan running down, they quickly stood up.

Han Shulan asked: "Jingchuan, how was your conversation with Luo Xi?"

Zhao Jingchuan didn't answer and ran out.

Han Shulan and Yun Hong looked at each other in confusion.

Yun Hong asked anxiously, "Why did Jingchuan run away? Did they break down in the conversation?"

Han Shulan shook her head in bewilderment, also unable to understand the current situation.

"I'll go upstairs and ask Luo Xi." Yun Hong was about to go upstairs when he suddenly saw Zhao Jingchuan running in from outside again with a diary in his hand.

He still ignored Han Shulan and Yun Hong and ran upstairs.

Yun Hong scratched his head: "What... is going on?"

Han Shulan said: "I don't know, but I believe they will reconcile."

Yun Hong nodded, "I hope Luo Xi will learn to cherish it and not be ungrateful for the blessings she has."

Han Shulan retorted, "How can you say that about your own daughter? Luo Xi must have felt wronged when she came back to her parents' home. Once they have made things clear, Luo Xi will definitely go back with Jingchuan."

In the bedroom upstairs, Yun Luoxi stood there waiting for Zhao Jingchuan.

When she saw Zhao Jingchuan running back breathlessly with her high school diary in his hand, her heart skipped a beat.