Rebirth with Award

"Qianqian, are you going to the airport? Have you bought your plane ticket? You didn't bring anything with you. Wait for grandma and I'll buy you a plane ticket. I can't let you go out alone on New Year's Day. I'll pack your luggage and go with you. Wait for grandma. If you don't wait for grandma, I'll go by myself."

Cheng Qianyun couldn't help crying when she heard this. The destination hadn't been decided yet, and she hadn't even checked the hotel yet. She could do it alone, but how could she take care of her grandma?

After hanging up the phone, Cheng Qianyun was a little upset. Her parents' words and actions made it difficult for her to completely separate them from the world of "Cheng Qianyun" who had never given up on her but always disliked and criticized her.

Why are they similar? Why do they clearly seem to love her so much...

If those memories had not been "activated" by her mother's scolding, she would have made a fuss, asking why she was deceived and why she was not respected.

She would also argue: they said it was her money and she could make her own decisions, so she could buy a car if she wanted to. It didn't cost her family money, nor did it add any burden to the family, so why couldn't she buy one?

However, those fragments are like shackles and tight hoop, heavy and painful.

She couldn't feel her parents' love anymore...

Now, when she is with them, she can't help but wonder: What do they want her to do by doing and saying these things? What do they want her to pay?

Like what her uncle and aunt said today, she knew that the loan might be an excuse her parents made to prevent others from borrowing money. But at that moment, she couldn't help but wonder if her mother suspected that she still had a lot of money and wanted something from her, so her uncle and aunt asked for this?

"I'm so tired... I don't think I'm suitable to live with my parents anymore..."

"Since I was little, I have always seemed dumb compared to you who are so smart. My parents would defend me, but it was only verbal, especially my mother. My aunts and uncles would make fun of me, saying that I was stupid and that I had to look better in the future so that I wouldn't have trouble getting married."

"They always say that I can't take a joke, that I'm stupid and unhappy, and that I'm unpopular. Mom would tell them not to say that and shut up. It seems like she's protecting me, but Mom isn't angry. If she's not angry, who cares if she says that?"

So when she was little, her relatives often "joke" her about her stupidity. Obviously, she was not stupid. She could get 90 points in the exam. It was just that she was a little worse than her brother. But she was still called stupid. Her mother stopped her again and again, but they would still laugh at her grades and make fun of her for her spelling mistakes.

Because her mother is not angry, Cheng Qianyun will be criticized in person by her relatives again and again, denying her achievements, character, and everything she has done.

Didn't the mother know that "Cheng Qianyun" felt so guilty that she wanted to commit suicide because she felt that she had killed her grandmother and implicated her family? She knew, but she just thought that these were facts, so what if others talked about them?

You have done it, but you don't allow others to say it?

"When you were little, you didn't grow tall, so your relatives always said that I robbed you of your nutrition in the womb, so you didn't grow tall. They called you a potato grain, a short melon, and one time you got so angry that you cried and said you would never go to your grandpa's house again. Mom had a big fight with those relatives who said that to you, and everyone knew she was angry, so no one ever called you a short melon or a potato grain in front of you again."

"My sister developed early, and she was so angry at her cousins' excessive jokes that she went home crying. When my mother found out, she didn't waste a moment and rode her bike over to scold her cousins. So my sister no longer heard the jokes she didn't want to hear."

"It's just me. If I cry, make a fuss, or am unhappy, she will protect me even if she knows. But there will be a next time. Why is it that someone wants to propose marriage to me, and they refuse, but my aunt still dares to bring relatives directly to our house? The principle is the same, isn't it?"

Motherly love, yes, but not much, really not much...

This was the conclusion she came to after she came back from the hospital, when she suddenly recalled her childhood. She tried her best to search for evidence that she was favored, but in the end she could only understand the fact that she was not loved from her memories.

There are three children in their family, with the same parents and the same relatives. Why do the relatives always dare to make fun of her and tease her?

Because others know from the parents' attitude that the cost of hurting her is less than that of hurting the other two, or even no cost.

"On grandma's birthday, my second aunt Zhang Huilan had a quarrel with my mother because she brought someone to a blind date. She angrily said she would not associate with her anymore. But after she sincerely apologized to my mother several times, they are now a close family again."

"In that matter, the person that Second Aunt should apologize to is me, right? I am also the one who is disrespected, right? Why did she only apologize to mom? And on what basis did mom forgive me?"

"I don't want to see my parents' inconsistent actions and words. That would make me feel that they are hypocritical and make me doubt that their love for me in the past was all fake..."

After saying these words from her heart, Cheng Qianyun stopped the recording and sent it to their home so that her father, mother, grandmother and sister could all hear it.

in case……

If they apologized, if they talked to her and let her untie the knots in her heart, she would try to believe that her parents still loved her, and she would try to get along with them harmoniously again.

If, if not...

Then don't have any expectations, and don't worry about whether they love you or how much they love you. Just live your own life and live the way you want. If you need her to show filial piety, just use money to solve it.

After comforting herself, Cheng Qianyun called her grandmother again: "Grandma, I'm not going to the airport, and I don't want to go back. I'm going out to play with my friends."

After hanging up the phone, Cheng Qianyun was thinking about where to go next.

"Are you going to look for Kang Mingyu?" After hearing what his sister and grandmother said, Cheng Shuyan didn't feel that the problem was solved. But if they didn't leave here, everything would be solved well. Once they left, they would probably have to wait until school started to find her.

"No. It's New Year's Day, he's with his family, why would you look for him? You guys shouldn't look for him either..."

But when she saw the phone call reminder, she knew it was too late.

"Qianqian, don't run around. Where are you? Wait for me, I'll be there soon..." Kang Mingyu was almost dying of anxiety. Why did they quarrel? Qianqian called him when she went out to pack fried chicken hamburgers in the morning. She was in a good mood.

"I'm not running around. I'm just in a bad mood and want to go buy some milk tea. Don't worry, I'll come find you after I buy the milk tea. Aren't we going to the movies in the afternoon?" Cheng Qianyun's tone was gentle and calm, which calmed the anxious Kang Mingyu.

"Then I'll pick you up?" Kang Mingyu no longer cared to continue eating and was looking for his bag and car keys.

"No need, my brother is here." Cheng Qianyun said and patted Cheng Shuyan.

Cheng Shuyan immediately understood and said loudly: "Qianqian and I are together. I will drive her there. You don't have to come."

Cheng Qianyun really went to buy milk tea when she said she wanted to drink it. It was a milk tea shop in front of a chain tea shop. A cup of milk tea cost 68 yuan, and Cheng Shuyan almost had indigestion after drinking it.

I forgot what I was worried about and tasted it carefully again and again: "Everything you cook tastes better than this, why does it cost 68 yuan a cup?"

"Then I'll sell it for 78 a cup?"

Cheng Shuyan's mouth twitched slightly: "78 yuan for a cup of milk tea, a roadside stall? Are you crazy..."