Rebirth with Award

In the end, Cheng Shiyu and Cheng Shuyan both stayed in the hospital.

Su Lingheng helped send Grandma Cheng and Cheng Zhuxuan to the nearby hotel and then rushed back to the hospital. However, he could not enter the ward and could only watch from outside.

Cheng Shiyu and Cheng Shuyan were both very scared, but they tried not to cry and talked about their childhood, things before the college entrance examination, and happy things that did not involve their parents.

They both worked hard, and Qianyi also worked hard.

When Cheng Yingying said that she should feel dirty after sleeping with him, it knew it was over.

Sure enough, after a violent fluctuation, it was like a taut string that was almost at its limit and was pulled hard by someone and broke.

Fainting was no surprise.

Qianyi was so angry that he wanted to rush out and beat Cheng Yingying up.

Last time, those harsh words unlocked part of Cheng Qianyun's sealed painful memory. This time, these words unlocked another part, which was the part that the shop owner resisted deeply.

"Cheng Qianyun" suffered all kinds of harsh treatment and heard all kinds of ugly and vicious words from Cheng Yingying.

I thought things would get better in this life, but Cheng Yingying was still Cheng Yingying, and her mouth was still able to say harsh and vicious words.

The reason: she doesn't love Cheng Qianyun.

It cannot be said that there is no love at all, it is just that there is very little love.

When there is a conflict without involving her life, he would wish her dead. But when there is a conflict with her life, he would spare no effort to save her.

This is also one of the reasons why "Cheng Qianyun" is suffering.

Not too close, not too far...

Because of Cheng Yingying's stimulation, Cheng Qianyun suffered from the memory of "Cheng Qianyun".

Because it has been proven that even if there had been no jumping off the building, even if the family had not been unable to buy a house or a car, or even if they could have bought a house and a car for their family, they would still be the one who was not loved, and even money could not buy it.

Because she doesn't feel favored, she regards Kang Mingyu's passionate love for her as the only favoritism she has, and in the end, it ends with "you are the only one I can't live without".

So, she suppressed herself. After breaking up with Kang Mingyu, she never boxed again.

There are countless opportunities to vent emotions, and there is so much time to vent the unhappiness in my heart. But I chose to suppress it and "ignore" it! It makes my heart feel uncomfortable to the point of difficulty breathing, and I am often in this state.

Qianyi knew that she was "killing" her in her own way, just like "Cheng Qianyun", although she stopped committing suicide after being persuaded, she never stopped ignoring her own life safety and health. Otherwise, how could Lin Huihui get her downstairs so easily?

It was trying so hard to shift the focus of her life, and she was slowly trying to get rid of the despair in her heart. Unexpectedly, she was called back by her grandmother and met her mother again.

"Cheng Qianyun" lost her life because of Lin Huihui, but the owner of this life lost his life because of his biological mother...

It seems even harder to save...

Is this really the end now? Is it going to perish along with the owner?

Qianyi looked at the mental status indicator light on the indicator board. The red light was so bright that it was blinding, and he was anxious.

After searching through the memories of Cheng Qianyun and "Cheng Qianyun" again and again, I finally found some useful memories.

Dreaming back to the past can only stimulate the store owner's memory of the past to make her "dream", but it can't create something out of nothing. If it could create something out of nothing, it would have created a beautiful dream for the store owner and stayed away from Cheng Yingying and the others.

"Grandpa, why did she jump? Didn't she know she couldn't swim?"

"She knew, but because she was cheated on, she couldn't get over it and drowned herself."

"Will it be easier to die?"

"It is the family members who feel sad when someone dies."

"Then isn't her mother sad? Why didn't her mother cry, but just pulled the man and asked them to pay compensation?"

"So she became commodity in her mother's eyes."

Cheng Qianyun didn't know why she vaguely recalled this scene when she went out to play with her grandfather when she was a child. Because her grandfather and his friends were fishing, she was playing by herself and saw a person with a bulging belly floating on the river.

I didn't understand at the time and tried to save him with a stick. My grandfather's friend saw me and called the police.

She was still young at the time and didn't understand what it meant to drown, but the scene caused by the woman's family was too fierce, and she was frightened later. On the way back, she was comforted by her grandfather, who asked many questions and said a lot of words.

But I had a fever that night and was very confused. After the fever subsided the next day, I couldn't remember what my grandfather said that day.

Cheng Qianyun frowned.

Now she understood why her grandfather said that the girl had become a "commodity" in her mother's eyes. Her daughter had lost her life, and she did not ask for fairness or punishment for the other party, but only for the benefits she could get. Isn't that a commodity?

All the grievances disappeared with her death.

In her mother's view, the only purpose of her life was to "exchange money".

"Then I am happier than her. My grandparents spoil me, my parents love me, my brothers and sisters care about me, and I have a lot of good friends."

Cheng Qianyun looked at her little self and smiled so innocently.

So naive.

"Cheng Qianyun" died, and her parents also received compensation. In the future, her memories will only exist in her brothers and sisters, and even in Lin Youqian's life. Dad is rarely, and mom... seems even less...

What about yourself?

You won't get it this time, right? After all, she was killed by her mother, not by anyone else.

It's a pity, she has so much savings, nine figures, but they can't receive it.

She has a will.

"Because of the hurt caused by others, you added fuel to the fire and ended your own life. This is a very wrong approach. It is not easy for a person to grow up. It is so difficult to grow up, why should you stop yourself from growing up because of others?"

"Qianqian, you have to remember that from now on, no matter whether your parents treat you well, whether your grandparents treat you well, or whether your friends outside treat you well, you have to treat yourself well."

"Remember, no matter what happens, don't be like the aunt who drowned herself. If someone wrongs you, you should punish her (him). If someone hurts you, you should hurt him (her) back. Don't help others to punish yourself and hurt yourself."

"Grandpa's Qianqian, when you grow up, you must be a happy girl. Don't love anyone who doesn't love you. There are many people in this world, you can choose any one you want. If someone doesn't like you, just find someone who does. You can always find someone who can make you happy."

"Even if you are happy at first but unhappy later, it doesn't matter. Change it! Just like the fried dough sticks you love, if you get tired of it and don't want to eat it anymore, we can just change to something delicious. But you must never sacrifice yourself for others."

"Your grandparents can't do that, your parents can't do that, your brothers and sisters can't do that, and your friends outside can't do that either."

"Remember, if you don't like it, change it. If you are uncomfortable, leave. If a place makes you uncomfortable, we will move. We can't control others, but can't we control ourselves?"

What if it’s the parents?

What if it’s a boyfriend you like and love very much?

What if it is a friend you value and care about?

Can it be changed?

Cheng Qianyun asked in her heart.

The emotional fluctuations were so great that the instruments outside sounded the alarm again.

I felt groggy and didn't seem so sad anymore.

Grandpa's voice.

Grandpa's voice seemed to come again.

What did grandpa say?

What else did grandpa say?

"If one day you find out that your parents are partial and only love your brothers and sisters but not you, don't be too sad. Just cry and vent. If they don't love you, you just don't love them. It's like grandpa. His parents didn't love him, so after he cried, he didn't love them either. But he was still a happy grandpa afterwards."

"When the time comes, Qianqian will be like grandpa and find a comfortable place to live. When you need your parents, you can go back to see them. If you don't need them, you won't go back."

"They have your brothers and sisters, Qianqian, you must love yourself well."

"Heaven is the eldest, earth is second, and lovely Qianqian is the most important third."