Rebirth with Award

Because of severe malnutrition, Grandma Cheng hoped that Cheng Qianyun could stay for a while longer, and wanted to cook more delicious food for her to nourish her. Cheng Qianyun moved from the hospital to the hotel, but only stayed for one day.

There was nothing wrong with staying in a hotel, but Cheng Qianyun couldn't stand seeing her grandmother and the others visiting her as if they were going to the hospital. Then Cheng Qianyun asked Mu Feng and the others to prepare to leave on the pretext that she had something to do.

When Cheng Shuyan came to see her off, he seemed to want to say something but stopped himself several times.

"Do you want to talk about Kang Mingyu?"

"You..." Cheng Shuyan was a little surprised that Qianqian actually knew what he wanted to say.

"In fact, he also came during the two days you were in a coma. My sister contacted him and asked him to come. He cried very sadly..."

"I heard his voice..." Actually, Qianyi recorded it and played it for her. Not only Kang Mingyu, but everyone else's voice.

Qianyi said, if the problem with my mother can't be solved, the problem with my ex-boyfriend must be solved. The problems left by family and love must be solved.

Pretending that there is no wound and covering up the surface will only make the inside rot faster. Open the wound and face it, then it will have a chance of getting better.

"In fact, breaking up with him can only be regarded as the last snowflake before causing the avalanche. It just accumulated to that amount, so it seems that the damage is particularly great." Since the breakup, Cheng Qianyun has never told anyone about her thoughts.

"If, if you still can't let go..." You can try to get back together.

Because of the fake girlfriend, Cheng Shuyan originally hated Kang Mingyu, but the way Kang Mingyu cried and apologized beside the bed touched him deeply. If his sister really can't let go, she can give herself and the other person a chance. It's better than torturing herself and suffering alone.

"Brother, some damage has been done and there is no going back to the way it was. It's the same with mom and him. It seems that love is still there, so I can't hate him, but I can't forgive him either."

"At least my heart tells me that I can't forgive."

Just like her new room, she knew it was not a big deal, even a very small matter, just like her mother said, just change the sheets and quilts. But she couldn't accept it.

What I can't accept is not the bed with changeable sheets and quilt covers, but my mother's preference.

My sister was not at home that day. As luck would have it, she was moved by what my father said and went back. Because the house was too lively and she wanted to know who else was at home, she asked Qianyi to broadcast the situation inside.

"Mom said that my sister's room has not been used by her yet, so we can't let someone else use it first, otherwise my sister will be unhappy. So, if there is not enough room, you can sleep in my room."

"You went back?" Cheng Shuyan was at home at the time, but he didn't hear what his mother said. He only knew that his grandmother was very unhappy because his mother let his aunt and her family live in Qianqian's room. She was unhappy all night and still unhappy the next morning. When she found out that Qianqian had a fever that afternoon, she scolded both her parents.

"I'm back. I was in the yard. I heard a noise at home, so I didn't go in. I just checked the surveillance. It's my fault for learning too well..."

If what her father said had not been so heartwarming and touching, she would not have been curious and wanted to go back to see her warm and beautiful new room decorated by her parents.

Cheng Qianyun slowed down and continued, "As for Kang Mingyu... In the world of love, when trust is in crisis, love will disappear. I can't trust him completely. It's easy to reconcile, but it's hard to be like before. Why put yourself and him in such a dilemma?"

"Brother, whether it's mom's partiality, Kang Mingyu's concealment and acting, dad's inaction, or Xiao Rongrong's blame when she's sad, I care about all of that. I can't do anything about how others treat me. In order not to continue to get hurt, I just want to avoid it."

So, I can’t get along with my parents like before, I can’t reconcile with Kang Mingyu, and I can’t be friends with Xiao Rongrong anymore.

Over the past six months, she has suffered a lot from family, love, and friendship.

She didn't understand why her parents were so partial, as if hurting her was a trivial matter to them. She didn't understand why Kang Mingyu could say he loved her while pretending to be in love with someone else. She also couldn't understand why Xiao Rongrong blamed her after the breakup.

Xiao Rongrong was sad because of the breakup and blamed her for scaring her with the bloody scene, causing her to give up applying for medical school, which led to their breakup. Even though Xiao Rongrong later got over the sadness of the breakup and sincerely apologized to her, she could not get along with her as before.

She already had a grudge against Xiao Rongrong, who had caused her the least harm. How could she numb herself to forgive others?

“Not all ‘I’m sorry’s’ can be exchanged for a ‘It’s OK’. The wound remains, the pain may be forgotten, but the scar will remain. The rope is broken, even if it is connected, there will always be that knot on it.”

"Besides, I am a human being, an ordinary person with emotions. No matter how clearly I think and how thoroughly I see, I cannot force myself not to be sad. I will have my own obsessions, and I will not let go of the hurt."

"Brother, if I could really forget the past and look at the future without any grudges, I wouldn't want to kill myself..."

This was the first time that Cheng Qianyun directly expressed her desire not to live.

Cheng Shuyan was stunned for two seconds, then walked up to her and hugged her carefully: "I'm sorry..."

"Don't be sorry, brother. You haven't done anything wrong to me. You haven't done anything wrong to me because you never asked me to forgive you."

"I just want to tell you that I can't let go of myself who was hurt by them but still cares about them, so how can I possibly forgive them who hurt me? The ending with them should be decided by me, not by them."

Cheng Shuyan hugged his sister and blinked hard: "Okay, it's up to you. You decide what to do in the future." Decide the plot and write the process, instead of writing the three words "grand ending".

Cheng Shuyan wiped his eyes, stood up and looked at his sister: "Don't forget, you promised Grandpa, you said you would make money and let brave people go to the moon for you and Grandpa to see the rabbits raised by Chang'e. I'm still waiting to see how you work hard to realize your dream."

Cheng Qianyun:......

"Grandpa said there are no rabbits on the moon."

She was afraid of heights and her grandfather was afraid of the dark, so they agreed to make a lot of money and invite brave people to explore. However, the agreement she made with her grandfather when she was a child had long changed during the country's repeated explorations of the moon.

The money for exploring the moon is not something that ordinary people like them can earn.

"There are no rabbits on the moon, but there are stars in the universe. Our country is big, the world is big, and the universe is even bigger. There are so many beautiful things waiting for you to explore."

"Qianqian, I just hope you can be well, just like grandpa told us countless times: grow up happily and live happily." Live while you can, live while you can.

Cheng Qianyun knew that he was worried that she would be unable to get over it.

"I will try to make myself happy." Caring will hurt, she is tired. She doesn't want to care anymore, no matter if it's him or her...

"Thank you, brother."

After Cheng Qianyun finished speaking, she waved to Cheng Shuyan, looked to the right, and said nothing more.

Only after he could no longer see his sister did Cheng Shuyan walk to the right.

Kang Mingyu slowly walked out from behind the billboard.

Cheng Shuyan didn’t know what to say, or what he could say, and in the end he just sighed.

Cheng Shuyan wanted to ask his sister that question because he saw Kang Mingyu hiding here. However, thinking of his sister's words, Cheng Shuyan thought that maybe it would be best for Qianqian to end it like this.