Reborn as a concubine's sister, the eldest lady went crazy

Xu Yixing lowered his head, tears welling up in his eyes, he didn't know whether he was crying for himself or for his father.

Why is this world like this!

If he really couldn't even trust his father's past love, then how would Xu Yixing cope with himself, and how would he face himself now that he had died once?

After returning home and sending Siqin and the others away, Xu Yixing buried his head in the quilt, hiding his crying deeply in the not-so-thick quilt.

But unlike before, she couldn't fall asleep this time. The memories in the fog came back little by little, and while she was still awake, she was dizzy and headache.

She first saw herself, a small person, with her neck stiffened, scolding someone. Then she saw that person, although she scolded him, was still walking away happily, and even the deep scar on his arm that was so deep that the bone could be seen didn't seem to hurt anymore.

Arms... Scars... Grandson is worried!

Xu Yixing remembered that Sun Ziyou had a scar on his right arm. At that time, he asked him how he got it, but he didn't answer and looked at him strangely. Later, when he asked urgently, he said that he was injured in the army.

Could it be that the injuries he suffered when he was a child were caused by me?

Although she couldn't quite remember what she had done at that time, Xu Yixing could clearly feel that she absolutely hated that man to the core and was deliberately teasing him.

The scene changed, and she saw herself sitting on a horse again, saying something to a few people around her. Then everyone looked at the man in the middle of the horse field, only to see that he was almost embarrassedly being dragged behind by a big horse.

The horse was tall and strong, and the person being dragged was just a child of the same age as him, not even as tall as the horse, and was struggling to keep his balance and not be dragged down.

Xu Yixing couldn't see the man's face clearly, but the scars on that half arm were vaguely visible.

This is still the grandson's worry.

When he saw his grandson's expression, he laughed heartily, and the people around him also laughed with him, like a group of emotionless executioners.

"I've already told you he's an idiot. He'll do whatever I tell him to do! Hahahahaha!"

Xu Yixing could certainly recognize the voice of her childhood, so harsh and so sharp. She covered her ears tightly, but it was useless. The voice came from her mind, laughing into her heart without any resistance, making her uncomfortable and distressed.

Going further, she returned to the time when there was no scar on the figure's arm. The two stood opposite each other, and it seemed that the little boy was very happy because he was happy to be friends with her.

"Hey, do you dare to compete with my bodyguard in swordsmanship? If you can beat him, I will let you play with my Western Region horse."

"A word is settled!"

Xu Yixing smiled bitterly. He knew that he couldn't stop the situation from going this way, but he still wanted to remind the child that this was very dangerous.

Our bodyguard is tall and strong, with a big sword on his back. With a small body like a chicken, how can you be his opponent?

Moreover, the Western Region horse is the largest one in the stable. Her father never lets her touch it because it has a bad temper and is difficult to train. Letting her grandson You ride it is simply trying to make him fall to death.

Xu Yixing didn't even need to recall how the knife wound on his grandson Yu's arm and the scene of him being dragged by a horse came about.

It seems that I was really bad when I was a child, at least I was very bad to my grandson You.

The picture kept changing. Anyway, as long as it was about the memory of Sun Ziyou, he was either playing a prank on him or trying to encourage others to isolate him.

Xu Yixing didn't want to recall the past, but she also saw something else at the same time. She had to know why she treated her grandson like this. It was definitely not without reason!

"You know nothing! I'm training your cold tolerance. Practicing martial arts shirtless in the snow is a real skill!"

"Can you act like a man? You can't even lift such a light stone. Otherwise, I will call you Miss Sun from now on. Shame on you!"

"Tsk, you can't even outrun my hound, how can you be my friend? Let me tell you, I like kids who run fast!"

"You're so disgusting, why didn't I throw you to death?"

"Go away! Do you think you deserve to like me? Why don't you buy a mirror and look at yourself properly?"

"If you bother me again, I'll let my dad beat you up!"

. . .

These words were becoming more and more excessive, and Xu Yixing now found them unfamiliar. She seemed to understand a little bit. Gao Yao's comment that Sun Ziyou asked her to learn the meaning of a mean old lady's words was indeed a very accurate one.

Among these extremely unbearable memories, there are also some warmer scenes. For example, Aunt Bai told me every day what the schedule was, who I was going to meet, what I was going to do, and then every night I would be fed a sweet little pill.

But Xu Yixing didn't remember what this candy pill was. Did he have the habit of eating candy before going to bed at night? No, I haven't eaten it since I grew up.

It was not until Xu Yixing fell seriously ill that she finally knew what that thing was.

She was lying on the bed, with darkness before her eyes and only the sounds around her able to be heard. It looked like she might be asleep or unconscious.

"Doctor, look, what should we do? This child has had a high fever since he came back from the palace. This..." It was Dad's voice!

"Old General, don't worry. In my opinion, the young lady seems to have been strongly stimulated, which is why she is so frightened and unconscious. I dare to ask, what exactly did the young lady go through? Maybe if we find the source of the stimulation, the young lady's illness will be cured."

"This... Actually, I don't know either." The old man suddenly became angry and spoke louder: "Those useless servants, who accompanied the young lady into the palace and lost her, should be beaten to death! But, hey! After Xing'er came back, he kept repeating a name. I heard it was the child from the Duke's Mansion, called Sun Ziyou."

The doctor didn't say anything for some reason, but Xu Yixing immediately felt worried: Here it comes, the reason is finally coming!

The door opened, and a man walked in. He seemed to have received permission from his father, and then he whispered in the room: "Master, I have already inquired. Young Master Sun did not enter the palace that day. The Sun Ziyou she mentioned should not be the one from the Duke's Mansion."

This is the voice of Uncle Xu Qian when he was young, but why did he say that Sun Ziyou did not enter the palace? This is not right...

"Did you hear it right?... Okay, got it... You can go out..." Dad's voice was a little intermittent, as if because he and Xu went to the door. Now only the doctor was left by Xu Yixing's side, wiping his forehead with a cold towel.