After picking up a system

Guan Leng's life can be considered smooth.

Before his younger brother was born, he was his parents' only baby for two years.

After my younger brother was born, there was one more person who loved him, but the way the person loved him was more special.

……

Later, he met something even more special, even more special than his brother's love that was "targeted" at him in every way.

Adolescence is a time when hormone secretion is high.

Guan Leng is one of the more slow-witted people.

Because of his family background, he is good at dealing with people, has a good personality, is good at speaking and is capable.

So there are many people who can speak, among whom Zhang Xing is the most prominent.

For a while, Zhang Xing found some movies from somewhere and dragged everyone in the dormitory to watch them together.

Fearing a bad influence, they never turned up the volume and just stared at the screen, watching the different shades of foundation blend together.

Guan Leng was even a little annoyed at that time, and didn't understand what was so exciting about it. He suspected that Zhang Xing secretly wore headphones to rewatch it at night. After all, the one who looked the most exhausted at that time was Zhang Xing himself.

There would be people who confessed to him, and those who were just trying to fall in love, but he always rejected them. They would exaggerate and say, "A beautiful girl confessed to you, and you rejected her!"

A beautiful lady? But he wasn't stunned by her beauty, nor did he feel that she was someone he couldn't bear to look at?

Studying hard is not just a way to reject other people's excuses, it is also something he has always insisted on.

It's not that no one said he liked to pretend, but they only dared to whisper in places where he couldn't see, so what could he do? He couldn't just beat him up like he did with Zhang Xing!

Although it may be annoying, if you ignore it, you don't have to waste your study time trying to understand the people who slander you.

His favorite sport is badminton. For this reason, he can skip doing homework in physical education class and play badminton on the badminton court after school until almost the time for evening self-study.

Before he met Ling Han, he felt that he was special, or at least, an outstanding person.

But after meeting Ling Han, he began to doubt himself for the first time and confirmed that he had mild facial paralysis.

Of course, this is just an adjective. He doesn't need surgery. He just needs to manage his facial expressions well.

After an inexplicable spring of love, he met someone who amazed him. No matter how long it has been, he will always remember that moment beautified by the filter of first sight.

The sickly person looked up, his lips were pale. The weather was not particularly sunny, but in Guan Leng's eyes, a beam of sunlight shone on Ling Han, making her whole body emit a soft light. She took the folder from his hand and wrote down her class and name.

A stunning sight of the opposite sex and his own curiosity made him start pursuing Ling Han.

His determination to follow the Tao has always been firm, but it is not the case now.

After spending time with Ling Han again and again, he fell for her.

This is not a bad thing. It just makes Guan Leng, who always believes that life should be left to nature, hope that they can grow up faster.

He knew that all his words now were pale, so after discovering Ling Han's lack of security, he did his best to give Ling Han enough sense of security.

It’s just that sometimes, there may be some deviation in the understanding between the two parties.

He was really scared when Ling Han was pregnant, when everyone was happy for the fact that Ling Han was giving birth to a new life.

His lover is sick.

And there was nothing he could do.

……

The person who amazed me when I was young, later spent the rest of my life with me.

Guan Leng was so proud when he got married, and he was so sad and blamed himself when Ling Han was pregnant and sick.

If he had taken preventive measures every time, if he was a DINK and had been sterilized early, his wife would never have suffered such pain.

……

Guan Leng really loves Ling Han. Love has not been worn away by time. Before their unknown end comes, love grows stronger.

He respected every choice Ling Han made and gave appropriate advice.

After Ling Han gave birth to the child, he still felt deeply guilty towards Ling Han, which made him almost ignore his daughter.

Ling Han had told him about this, but regardless of whether he felt guilty about Ling Han or not, he would probably always love Ling Han the most.

He can love everyone, but everyone is not Ling Han. Ling Han is the most special one.

This concept is difficult to explain. He is a good father and a good husband in the eyes of others, but no one can separate these two kinds of love so clearly.

He can.

He still remembered the sufferings his lover had gone through, he remembered that his lover had a very insecure feeling, and he remembered that his wife was also a delicate little girl...

He loves Guan Yuyu, but he always sends a message to Guan Yuyu that "he loves Ling Han the most", so Guan Yuyu also loves him and loves Ling Han the most.

People's feelings are usually not too separate from each other.

When you speak to others, you can't speak clearly and others can't hear you clearly.

But there will always be people who divide themselves into clear areas, and keep telling themselves that they must divide them in this way.

Repeat this over and over again until you subconsciously distribute your emotions in this way in all future situations.

Guan Leng and Guan Yuyu are both such people.

From school uniforms to wedding dresses, Guan Leng and Ling Han went through almost their entire lives together.

Later on, he was always lucky, with loving family, good health, a successful career, and his lover by his side.

At the end of their lives, they can sense it.

When he and Ling Han were seventy-eight years old, they both knew that their days would not last long.

One day, they were basking in the sun together on the balcony as usual.

The warm morning sunlight shines on their slightly uneven skin, allowing people to clearly see the brown spots on it.

As they grow old, they are about to end their life of mutual support.

Guan Leng still had his eyes closed, and suddenly he felt someone using his own voice to ask Ling Han, "Do you love me?"

Oh, it seems that the person who asked this question was himself. It's so strange. He obviously didn't want to say such a sentence, so how could he blurt it out?

This moment of doubt made him not notice Ling Han's hesitation. After all, he had asked Ling Han so many times.

Hearing the known answer again was not as exciting as the first time. In his heart, he was already certain that Ling Han would say "I love him".

Ling Han did say that he loved him, but the next second, he saw Ling Han disappear, yes, disappeared.

Unlike the more concrete old age, Ling Han was still the young Ling Han, only his appearance had changed a little. But that was his lifelong love, no matter how her appearance changed, he would remember her.

But now, his lover has left, and there is only a shell beside him.

It doesn’t matter, he will soon be just a shell.

He stretched out his hand and interlocked his fingers with Ling Han once again, and for the last time.

They sleep together.

Guan Leng didn't even know that he himself had the "force shutdown" function.

He was still thinking, how great it was that when I met you, I was in my prime.