Eros, take you through sex

Qiu Mu was born in a small town, a very small one.

Qiu Mu's family consists of five people. His grandparents live with his uncle's family. He has his parents, older sister, younger sister and younger brother. Qiu Mu's younger sister died in an accident when he was in the fifth grade. This was a big blow to Qiu Mu.

He stayed in his room for days without coming out.

I got better later, but my personality became quiet and introverted, and I didn't talk to others. In elementary school and junior high school, I just sat quietly at the back of the classroom. I had poor grades and a bad personality, and I was like a marginal person.

The excitement of the school has nothing to do with him. He is only good with his best friends, and not with anyone else.

Qiu Mu is a quiet person, so he often thinks about random things. For example, when he was in elementary school, he caught a small, non-venomous snake from somewhere, brought it to the classroom, and put it on the podium, which almost scared the female teacher to death. As you can imagine, he was punished to stand for a day.

He seemed to like small animals very much, but later, for some reason, he no longer liked small animals. When someone in the town died, they would hold a Taoist ceremony, and he became interested in this. After dinner, he would run to the Taoist priest's side, watch and listen, and imitate, so sometimes when playing house, he became a Taoist priest.

In those days, he developed a strong interest in things like hell, ghosts, and idols.

Sometimes he would dream about all kinds of funny things. These strange thoughts made him feel like he was an outlier. His grades plummeted, and his parents were the kind of people who ignored his feelings. They were just busy making money and didn't care much about their son's psychology.

My sister had good grades, went to a good high school, and was admitted to a good university.

My younger brother is a person who can't do anything. Sometimes Qiu Mu doesn't like him very much. Slowly, it seems to get better. Qiu Mu also likes his younger brother, but he is not very familiar with him. He always thinks that his younger brother is very sloppy and unhygienic. He has told him many times about this, but it doesn't work.

After junior high school, Qiu Mu gradually grew up and began to explore and understand his body, emotions, and many other things. He became curious about many things, such as feelings, sex, and friendship. These things made Qiu Mu's inner world complicated. He immersed himself in them for a while, constantly groping and searching, hoping to find the best way to heal his heart.

Among his classmates, he only has one best friend, Zheng Junlin. The two of them can chat well, and Zheng Junlin and he have similar personalities, so they have a close relationship. They often play together. Zheng Junlin likes to play table tennis, and Qiu Mu likes it too, so the relationship between the two is getting better and better.

Zheng Junlin's home is in the mountains, so he has been renting a house outside the school. The school did not have a dormitory building at that time, but was still building one. Because the playground needed to be expanded, some land was expropriated, and there were some graves on it. Some of these graves had no owners, so they were dug everywhere by excavators. At this time, Qiu Mu liked this scene very much. After class, he would rush to watch it.

Zheng Junlin was also curious, but he didn't know why Qiu Mu liked it so much.

The air was filled with dust and many students were terrified. Plus, there were Taoist priests beating drums and gongs, which added to the sense of mystery.

Qiu Mu watched with great interest, while Zheng Junlin seemed a little scared. After all, he was sleeping alone at night, and it would be a lie to say he wasn't scared. Zheng Junlin was kind and a little introverted, so Qiu Mu took the initiative to make friends with him. The two of them, who were in adolescence, didn't seem to have any feelings that were different from others.

It’s just that they have a very good relationship and sometimes they are inseparable.

Qiu Mu's strange personality, coupled with his awkward words and deeds, caused many people to give him nicknames, which made him feel isolated. Whenever this happened, Zheng Junlin would stand up to protect him, which made Qiu Mu feel very warm.

In the days that followed, the two became even closer.

In junior high school, some people work very hard and have clear goals, while others just get by and don't care about high school. Qiu Mu and Zheng Junlin agreed to take the entrance exam to a very good high school together, or an average one. The two of them became best friends in high school. After the agreement was made, they worked hard together.

Qiu Mu is like a girl, which makes him feel confused. The ridicule of others is the most hurtful to him. Boys also isolate him at the same time, which leads to his good relationship with girls and their close relationship. However, he is a little distant from boys and hardly plays with them, except Zheng Junlin. Qiu Mu knows that this is not good, but he has no choice.

Later, when they were divided into different classes, everyone started to focus on grades and high school, so no one gossiped about others anymore and everyone worked hard. Qiu Mu also worked hard, but one day he found that Zheng Junlin didn't come to school, and he was extremely depressed. He found out that Zheng Junlin had gone home because his father was sick.

It was several days before he came back.

When the two met, they missed each other very much. Qiu Mu asked and found out that his father had passed away due to illness.

This was a big blow to Zheng Junlin, but Qiu Mu kept comforting him, and he was able to get over the grief of his father's death. During that time, Qiu Mu was like a close friend, accompanying Zheng Junlin, and the relationship between the two gradually sublimated to another stage.

It's just that they didn't notice it, but this feeling may be more in Qiumu, and Junlin may be much less. Due to family changes, Zheng Junlin revealed to Qiumu that he didn't want to study. He felt that the burden at home was too heavy, his mother was old, and he had younger brothers and sisters, so he wanted to go out to work and earn money to support his family.

This made Qiu Mu very sad. He tried his best to persuade Zheng Junlin to study. Finally, he reluctantly agreed and said that he would make a decision after taking the high school entrance examination. If he passed, he would study, otherwise he would not.

Qiu Mu supported his decision.

Zheng Junlin rented a house outside, so after they got to know each other, Zheng Junlin would invite Qiu Mu to his rental house for dinner. The food Zheng Junlin cooked was delicious, and Qiu Mu felt very happy every time. The happiness of the whole day was in the meal with each other, and the company of each other was warm and beautiful. In a lonely period of life, it is a happy thing to have someone by your side.

Qiu Mu's feelings changed and he fell in love with him.

And he certainly felt it, especially when the two of them were lying together after dinner, Zheng Junlin would take the initiative to hug him and let him sleep in his arms. Such a small detail could show how ambiguous the relationship between the two was, or how intimate it was to the extent that they knew it.

They know it all, understand it tacitly, and like each other, like the sun and the moon.