Eros, take you through sex

In fact, Qiu Mu also has a lot of sadness in his heart.

He remembered the time when the locust flowers were in full bloom, and the school was full of them, very fragrant and beautiful. In this warm season, the agitation of youth is naturally understandable.

He was standing in the corridor, and a boy from his class, who was tall and average looking, walked by him and hugged him from behind. This hug frightened him, because this had never happened before. The boy often got into fights and was a gangster. He tried his best to resist, but he was too thin, so the boy used his body to push him. He clearly felt something, and at that moment, he felt a little sick.

Perhaps it was because there were so many people in the corridor that he felt bored and left with a chuckle on his face, but this scared Qiu Mu a little. He began to gradually distance himself from the group of people, which invisibly caused them to isolate him.

He was used to being alone, it didn't matter to him, but sometimes he still longed for friendship, lots of friendship, as much friendship as flowing water, but it seemed that there was none. As a boy, he was isolated, and he didn't have many female friends, so he could only taste his sadness alone.

After that, these boys went even further. They actually took off their pants and ran in a race in front of the school gate. The result was predictable. They were chased and beaten by nearby residents. Eventually, the matter was reported to the school, and the school issued a notice criticizing them. Haha, Qiu Mu still finds it ridiculous when he thinks about that time.

It was a little too early to be funny, and then they turned their thoughts to Qiu Mu.

Qiu Mu sometimes went to the toilet alone. He didn't know when he started to be afraid of going to the men's toilet, maybe it was when he knew about sex. If he didn't go, they would tease him. Maybe it was because of their ridicule and nicknames that he was afraid of going to the men's toilet, but sometimes he had to go. Even if it was a small matter, it was a terrifying thing for Qiu Mu at that time.

That day, in the restroom, several of them suddenly appeared. Qiu Mu was about to leave, but was stopped by them. They forcibly took off his pants, saying dirty words, all of which were mocking and sarcastic. They said they wanted to see his body, to see whether it was a man or a woman. This humiliation made Qiu Mu extremely angry. He pulled his pants and scolded them angrily. They seemed to have never seen Qiu Mu like this before. They were a little at a loss and had to leave in boredom.

Qiu Mu left the bathroom and did not attend class. This was the first time he skipped class.

With tears on his face, he walked to a far place of the teaching building, where he could just see the direction of his home. The feeling of helplessness at that time overwhelmed him like a flood. If he was a little more mentally fragile, he might have jumped off the roof of the teaching building, but he seemed to think of his family. He wanted to tell his family and let them make the decision for him, but it seemed that it was not working at all. He just kept crying and enduring.

Because of the next class, his music teacher, a male teacher, came to class and saw him crying, so he asked him about it. He felt like he had found a savior at that time, so he told the teacher. He told the class teacher about it, and the Chinese teacher also knew about it, because he had revealed in his weekly diary that they bullied him. The teacher stepped in and the matter was quickly resolved.

They were asked to stand in a line and apologize to Qiu Mu.

Qiu Mu finally accepted their apology, because the matter was handled very well and in a timely manner, and Qiu Mu did not encounter such a thing again. However, their relationship naturally would not be good, and it became more distant. However, Qiu Mu did not care. He always felt that they were uneducated, a headache for the teachers and parents, and were not serious at all, willful and unreasonable.

That year, the locust flowers were fragrant and youth was brilliant.

But after these things, Qiu Mu closed himself off and put himself in a world of his own to avoid all kinds of harm. This was all he could do. Although he suffered a lot later, he didn't seem to take it to heart, so he didn't feel bad. But sometimes when I was alone, I felt bad and painful, and it was difficult to find someone to talk to.

But these are all in the past, and Qiu Mu didn’t think too much about it, because deep in many memories, some things are gradually fading away, becoming fainter and fainter, and finally gradually disappearing in the memories that do not belong to them.

However, he knew what he wanted. Qiu Mu knew that his love for Zha Nan was a typical example. He did not like Zha Nan liking Qiu Ya, and did not like them being together, so it seemed that only Qiu Mu knew the hidden story behind this.

He stood on the wheat field and thought about everything about spring, including love.

After experiencing all this, Ye Chunhao seemed to understand what kind of person Qiu Mu was. Two lonely people seemed to be together, but they also seemed not to be together. None of this seemed to be important. What was important was Qiu Mu's actions, which were not like those of a mortal. This was Ye Chunhao's perception, especially the blood-sucking action. Ye Chunhao couldn't figure it out. Moreover, he was a mortal, how could he do that? And why did he become the same age as him when he was with him? What was going on? ! ! !

Ye Chunhao felt that there were too many things here that he needed to explore on his own.

But now he has no idea at all!

Now he doesn't know why Qiu Mu told him all this? It's a mess, and now he has to stay with him every day, and it seems that he can't leave. And when he is next to Qiu Mu, he always feels like he wants to fall in love with him. Ye Chunhao feels terrible. Although he is...how to say it...but he is also a straight man! ....Although Qiu Mu seems to be good-looking, but not to the point of...

Ye Chunhao felt confused when he thought about this. He wanted to leave but couldn't.

There was a moment like that, at this moment, he didn't know how to deal with himself. Thinking of many things, he was very puzzled, why all this happened?

Although he really wanted to know Qiu Mu's past, he only wanted to find out some things.

The more he knew, the more he had a fuller impression of Qiu Mu. This inevitably made Ye Chunhao fall into another confusion. He didn't know what to do for a while, and the so-called romances in adolescence were just a kind of ignorant feelings.

Now, for Ye Chunhao, it seems that nothing is important. After all, it is useless to recall things that have disappeared. It is like quicksand, like the rolling water of the Yangtze River. There are too many things that will never return, so there is no need to indulge in them too much. Just move forward and live in the present.