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Without a car, Qiu Mu planned to learn to drive. His father had already signed him up for a driving school. He would go to learn when the weather was good in a few days. After all, it seemed inconvenient to go anywhere without a car. It took a long time to get to his grandmother's house.

It is really a remote place, surrounded by many trees. The old lady likes flowers and plants, and she planted all kinds of flowers and plants around the house. The house is a simple two-story rural tile house, but it is built simply and uniquely.

There is a small river not far away. When he was a child, Qiu Mu often came here to play and swim. I heard from his grandmother before that their family also lived here, but later moved out for the children's education. But after his grandfather fell ill, he has been living in this house. Later, he repaired and tidied it. The courtyard is very large and is very suitable for retirement. After his grandfather died of illness, he was buried in the land next to it, in a small grave. His grandmother has been guarding here as if he was still alive. The scenery is beautiful and not noisy. It's really great.

Grandma looked energetic and healthy. She was a very pious person. The house was clean and tidy, but when Ye Chunhao entered, a strong light shone on him. It turned out that there was a Guanyin Bodhisattva in the house, which made him afraid to approach. Qiu Mu's grandmother knew about it, but Qiu Mu saw this scene and knew it was not good.

After greeting Qiu Mu, grandma went to the kitchen to busy herself.

Qiu Mu hurried out and asked Ye Chunhao if he was okay. Seeing that Ye Chunhao was okay, Ye Chunhao had to let him go through the back door and go upstairs from the corridor to his room. This way he could avoid the statue, which Qiu Mu had never thought of. After all, he thought Ye Chunhao was not afraid of anything and would not be affected. Ye Chunhao had to go upstairs with Qiu Mu. The countryside was exceptionally quiet. Qiu Mu said that if it was cold in a few days, it would snow here.

Thinking of the snow scene, Ye Chunhao's heart was filled with ripples.

There is a room upstairs that belongs to Qiu Mu. It is clean and simple. Every time Qiu Mu comes back, his grandmother cooks him the most delicious sausages and bacon, which he likes the most. Here at his grandmother's house, he can get complete peace and freedom. After high school, he rarely communicates with his parents. He has experienced a lot of things and keeps them in his heart, but his grandmother always persuades him to be kind and not to care too much about everything.

Be tolerant, accept everything, and have a broad mind.

Cook more meals and the Bodhisattva will bless you.

Hearing these words often, Qiu Mu naturally felt a little healed by them, as if it was true that if you take everything lightly, nothing will be a big deal. If you are content with what you have, everything will go well.

There is a desk by the window and a large bookcase by the bed. This place is perfect. When you open the window, you can see lush trees, flowers and plants, and the sound of the gurgling river. It is a perfect place to live in seclusion. Isn't it popular for people to live in seclusion now? This place is simply a holy place.

Qiu Mu's grandmother goes to the ancient temple nearby three or four times a month to burn incense and worship Buddha. This is her spiritual support. Because of regular walking and exercise, grandma is in good health. She rarely gets sick. She said it was because of the protection of the gods. After saying this, she smiled kindly, which is really healing.

Knowing Qiu Mu was coming, his grandmother had already cleaned up the room, sweeping and scrubbing it, so there was no dust in the room. Smoke rose from the kitchen, and his grandmother was about to make him dinner. Qiu Mu was lying on the bed, playing with his phone. Although it was remote, the signal was still strong.

Ye Chunhao walked to the bookshelf and read a book.

Both of them seemed to enjoy this quiet time. In fact, Ye Chunhao also longed for this kind of life in the past, to retire to the countryside, free and unfettered, without having to worry about loans, mortgages, car loans, bad relationships, unhappy marriages, and those things gave him a headache. And those so-called complicated interpersonal relationships were really annoying, all for the sake of interests, which gave him a headache. There were very few true friends, almost none. Once he got married and started a family, the relationship between friends became unfamiliar, and the relationship between relatives was not good either. This feeling made Ye Chunhao depressed and painful for a long time. He thought about getting rid of it, but it seemed that he couldn't. Humans are social animals, how could he get rid of it?

A series of subsequent blows intensified his situation and put him in an irretrievable situation.

He has a kind heart, but he has encountered so much misfortune.

This is something Ye Chunhao had never expected, but how can a person not encounter some misfortunes in life! No one's life is perfect! So, what you have experienced is the best, don't care, be content, and everything will go well.

Ye Chunhao's mentality is much better now, maybe he really has no worries. He is now completely free, completely unrestrained, and completely ethereal. He misses the good things in the past, but not the pain in the past. Ye Chunhao's mentality is gradually changing, from a pessimistic and disappointed person to a seemingly neutral emotional perceiver. He thinks this is good, and it's good to dare to love and hate.

When living in this world, we should follow our inner selves and find our true self.

Not long after, Qiu Mu went downstairs to have dinner. Through the gap upstairs, he saw the two of them sitting at the table. Grandma was smiling, asking him all kinds of questions and putting food into his bowl. Qiu Mu looked very happy. This heartwarming scene touched Ye Chunhao. He hadn't seen such a heartwarming scene for a long time.

Grandma was still the same, telling him non-stop, kind and warm, as if nothing could knock her down. Modern people get depressed and lose hope in life easily, but in the eyes of this old lady, it seems that nothing can happen. Her life is like this, contented with what she has, and she is satisfied when she thinks that she can ascend to heaven after a hundred years. Do more good deeds and don't worry about the future.

She was such a person. She asked a lot of questions about Qiu Mu's school, but Qiu Mu didn't say anything and said everything was fine. But she asked about what he had asked before, and then she felt that she had said too much. Qiu Mu thought of Ye Chunhao, so she hurriedly finished her meal and went upstairs.

Grandma asked him when he became impatient, and he just smiled.

Seeing their warm look, Ye Chunhao fell into his own contemplation. He seemed to have had such a happy time, but now he didn't want to recall it. There were some memories that he really didn't want to mention again. Mentioning them again would make him feel very uncomfortable. It would be better not to think about them and just bury them in his heart. Maybe it would be better. Many things, when you think about them carefully, will feel very complicated.

Maybe it's better not to think about it.

Qiu Mu went upstairs and saw Ye Chunhao, who looked a little sad, and asked him what happened. He just answered that it was nothing. The night was dark and quiet. Grandma asked Qiu Mu to go downstairs to wash up and go to bed early. She was going to the temple tomorrow and would be back very late. When she asked him if he wanted to go, he said no.

After washing up, they lay down. The two chatted for a while, but didn't talk about much. Ye Chunhao didn't want to tell him too much about himself, thinking it was not good. It seemed necessary to keep a sense of mystery, Ye Chunhao thought, and not let others know too much about his heart.

But sometimes I can't control myself and the desire to talk becomes very strong again.

But he held on and said nothing.