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The emotions seem to be reconciled slowly and quickly.

It seems that it is better not to think about many things. There are many things that he cannot know, so he just needs to accept the reality. People must accept the reality in adversity and continue to face it, so that they can go further.

Accept reality, live in the present, and be content.

The festival passed quickly, and spring came. Happiness belongs to others, and Ye Chunhao doesn't think happiness belongs to himself. So most of the time he hides in the house, unwilling to see, unwilling to face. Sometimes, a separate space is needed to accommodate a lonely soul.

Everyone is afraid of loneliness, but they have to face it.

If you are lonely, I think family and family affection can heal you. If you are lonely, please try to integrate into family and family affection, but you will inevitably face many things. If none of them can heal you, then read books, read books! If that doesn't work, then write.

Ye Chunhao couldn't help but smile when he thought about this. He might have been lonely in the past, and maybe he is lonely now.

Why do you want to be alone? After the holidays, it was not long before Qiu Mu started school. He had to go to school again, and he had to leave his home with him. It was not that he didn't like their family, but their family looked very happy, so Ye Chunhao felt uncomfortable after seeing them too much. He missed his home, so he wanted to escape.

Qiu Mu also started packing early. He knew that Ye Chunhao didn't want to stay, so he moved up his plan a few days and returned to school a few days earlier. For Qiu Mu, school was not a holy place. Many times, he seemed to think that college was boring. He worked hard to get into college because everyone expected him to do so, and for a so-called job. The goal was clear, but life was boring.

The employment pressure is very high now, he dare not think about it. The classmates around him are very competitive, taking various exams and studying, which makes him feel particularly panic. Several people in the dormitory are either in love or preparing for various exams. They are also people with clear goals, and they seem to have awakened. Only Qiu Mu doesn't seem to think too much, he takes the exams when he should take the exams, and studies when he should study. He seems to be a person who governs by inaction, and letting nature take its course is his rule.

This also made Ye Chunhao feel incredible, because he used to be a very competitive person.

They don't mean to say how good the university is, but the education seems not to be brought into full play. Ye Chunhao thinks that education is boring, and Qiu Mu also thinks that they hope that education should pay attention to their hobbies and interests, and can combine more practical content. In addition, many courses offered by the university seem to be boring. Therefore, it seems normal that they don't like to study.

Before leaving, they sent his grandmother home. When they went to the grandmother's house again, the wild cat didn't seem to come. The night was beautiful. Perhaps it was spring. There were many rape flowers in the yard. They were very beautiful. The big pear tree behind the house also bloomed. The petals fell one by one, like a gentle snow. There were also several peach trees around the bamboo forest, which were also blooming brilliantly. So lying on the second floor of the house, you can also smell the fragrance of various flowers. This is spring, with flowers blooming.

Grandma continued to do her job, pious, gentle, and seemingly lonely.

As she got older, perhaps she had strong expectations for love, but she didn't show it. However, it was still vaguely seen that she missed Qiu Mu's grandfather. They had been together for many years, and their relationship was good enough that it was very painful after they separated. Her pain was always there and lasted for a long time, but she kept it in her heart and didn't let others know.

In fact, it seems that when it comes to relationships, many people don’t know the pain involved. Only the parties involved know best. The next evening, they sat in the yard, grandma sat in the rocking chair, Qiu Mu also sat in grandpa’s rocking chair, and grandma told them their story. Although Qiu Mu had heard it sporadically before, but not in detail, this time grandma told them their story in full.

Grandma said: When she was born, there were several people in the family and they couldn't support them at all. In addition, they were fleeing, so she was given away. It was a family that could barely fill their stomachs. The host and hostess of the family treated her very well and took care of her like their own daughter. After that, they gave birth to a son and a daughter. She was the eldest, so she had to be very sensible. At that time, living conditions were not good and reading was a luxury, so she naturally couldn't go to school, but they still thought that reading was the best thing, so they let me go to school for a few years, and I learned a little bit of words, and some arithmetic, so I could be considered to have read a book.

Later, my father fell ill, and it was this adoptive father. The family seemed to have suffered a misfortune, and suddenly became very angry. After that, his condition worsened and he soon died. He told me to take good care of the family. I promised him with tears, and he died at dawn the next day. I cried very sadly, but there was nothing I could do. My adoptive mother and I planted some crops together, and gradually maintained various expenses of the family and supported my younger brothers and sisters to study. At that time, I was very young and independent. Confident and cheerful, like a real adult.

After that, the days were repeated. Perhaps because I was very tired, I didn't feel that the time was empty and boring, but I forgot a lot of things in that busyness. My adoptive mother also wanted to find a husband for me, but I seemed to refuse because once I left, their lives would become worse. What would they do if I formed a new family? So I always refused to talk about marriage, or the man could take the initiative to help us. But think about it, how could there be a man willing to do that? In those days, in many cases, men were the labor force of the family, and the more labor force there was, the more popular they were.

I don't care, just do my own thing.

Later, we divided the land and each family planted their own crops. We also had some crops. At that time, we worked really hard, but we thought that farming was not profitable, so we tried to sell things, all kinds of groceries, and kept trying to make money. Finally, we could support our family. Then I met your grandfather. He was very handsome at that time. I was attracted to him at first sight.

His family is still very wealthy, and compared to other people, it's pretty good. I think this is the distance, his family won't like me, he seems to like me too, so he often helps me, which makes me feel very warm, but I dare not say it. I refused at first, but later I gradually agreed to his help, and my adoptive mother naturally agreed to our relationship, after all, he is really good, and very close, so it is easy to take care of him.

At that time, we interacted with each other and gradually became familiar with each other. His family also agreed that we should be together, and then we got married and had children. Life was like that, very peaceful. We worked together, went out together, and did many things together. Although life was dull, I felt happy. He always made me happy. We hardly quarreled, and when we did, we discussed it. I admired him, liked him, and he loved me, haha. When grandma said this, her face was filled with a happy smile.

Until he got sick and knew he was dying, he said that I would have to work hard in the future. He told me to live well and he would go there to wait for me. When he said that, I cried and thought about whether I should go with him. During that time, I kept thinking about leaving. He always came to me in my dreams and told me to live.

I went to the Buddha statue and prayed for him to be well over there, and told him that I was going to look for him.

Haha, he told me to enjoy my life on earth for a few more years.

I said yes.

When grandma said this, Qiu Mu and Ye Chunhao were very moved. A relationship where two people love each other is really beautiful. In this life, you don't need wealth and power. It's also a beautiful thing to have a relationship that lasts until old age.

Qiu Mu also seemed to be touched, and Ye Chunhao was also touched.

This gave him a deeper understanding of love and feelings.

It's just that in modern society, this kind of love seems to have become a luxury, people's mentality has changed, even those who love each other deeply seem to get divorced. Even those who love each other deeply can separate, so Ye Chunhao doesn't believe in love, doesn't believe in true love, although he is looking forward to these things, but he is also full of various worries, what he wants is not realistic.

Pear blossoms bloom and fall, the best thing in life is pure joy.