Eros, take you through sex

Time suddenly stopped, as if it had frozen.

He curled up under the quilt on the bed, and suddenly he burst into tears. He was a man, and he shouldn't cry, but for him, tears might be the only medicine to save himself. Crying can vent the pain in his heart and make him cheerful. This is how he comforted himself, and this is how he did it. But what should he do now?

The man stood upstairs, looking lost. Before long, he seemed to disappear from the rooftop as well.

What is he going to do now?

He thought he could take a nap, so he lay down on the bed and fell asleep peacefully. When he woke up, he found himself in another place. It turned out that after enduring all that pain, he followed the boy to the place where they worked.

The house was simple, but the two of them were very happy. Only the boy's father looked down on them and didn't like them. His mother didn't like them either. The two of them were inseparable, but they were lazy and gluttonous, which made their hardworking parents very angry. When they came home and saw that they hadn't cooked, they would scold them; when they saw that their clothes were not washed, they would scold them; when they saw them playing with their phones, they would scold them. They finally couldn't stand it anymore and moved out, but the result was that they had to pay for the rent and find a job.

Only by experiencing reality can you know the cruelty of reality.

It's not that his parents don't care. His mother came over and gave them some money. The boy accepted it, and the girl just listened to him. They rented a single room for 300 yuan a month, and paid for water and electricity. Life became stable, and now they can't play all day. It seems that it's hard for boys to find jobs, but it's still easy for girls. So they can only see each other at night.

They ate barbecue, drank milk tea, and had fun together. They enjoyed the sweetness of love in freedom and unfetteredness. He looked at the young couple and felt an indescribable joy in his heart. It turned out that without too much material interference, love could be so clear and transparent, so simple and moving. They were so attached to each other that they felt like they would never separate. Before going to bed, they swore to love each other for the rest of their lives and never separate.

The time spent together is happy, which is enough for lovers.

He looked at them and seemed to be beginning to envy them.

Love and sex intertwined together, it seems that they are not so disgusting, on the contrary, they show another kind of beauty, isn't it? Staying in those times is also beautiful enough.

Under such a warm picture, he seemed to feel a different kind of happiness. Perhaps this feeling extended and dissipated his discomfort and pain. He even thought that this was love. But he did not go deep into the boy's heart. The suffering or torture he had suffered since childhood was distorting his heart.

The boy is healed by the girl's love, but also suffers from the absence of her love.

Those hidden places that may not be illuminated by light need to be explored and truly healed, but if they are not, they still need to be found in the pain that has not yet scabbed. At this moment, he really wants to get into the boy's heart, or rely on him to see what he is thinking about. He tried to get close to him and rely on him, but he just couldn't get in. He could only watch from afar, as if life here day after day was becoming boring and tedious.

The girl got up early and went to bed late every day. The boy seemed to be unable to handle such a boring job and was fired after working for a few days. He was rejected everywhere for looking for a job, so he simply gave up and stayed in the rented house, relying on the girl's salary to support him. He spent his time playing online games all day. He even felt very satisfied and was happy to enjoy such a life. At the beginning, out of love, the girl said it didn't matter and asked him to stay at home and go out when he found a job. But after a long time, the girl got tired of it.

They didn't have any more sex. Even if the boy wanted it, the girl would resist. As time went by, the relationship faded and the girl withdrew from the boy's life. The boy was like crazy. He was very quiet at first, but after the girl was gone, he moved back to his parents' house and often had conflicts and quarrels with his parents. He even fought with his father. He watched their relationship escalate and was powerless.

The God of Love naturally hopes that he can experience the love therein.

After the quarrel, the boy left with the money given by his mother.

He found another boy, a friend of his age. In a big city, if you want to work, you can always find a job, not to mention that you are young. Youth is an asset. The boy was 18 years old at this time, and the friend was about 19 years old. The two knew each other when they were in school, and they had a good relationship. Being outside, with friends to take care of you, it will naturally be much better.

He temporarily moved to his friend's place. Although the room was small, it was enough for two people to live in. Although it was a bit crowded, two people who were away from home were always happy together. The boy was about 1.8 meters tall, very tall, handsome, and fashionable. It seemed that he was always surrounded by women.

The two were similar, so they agreed to get tattoos and sworn brotherhood. It seemed that from now on, they could call each other brothers and become brothers forever. When they were together, they also helped each other and relied on the girl for food, but it would not work for a long time. The two also had conflicts over money, but they soon reconciled because it seemed that it was better to be together at the moment.

The love between brothers seems to be beautiful.

He looked at them and thought that maybe this was also a way or expression of happiness. But when night fell, the boy would come back with other women, and the other boy would have to wait outside the door. After they were done, he would be called in. Smoking and chatting with the three of them, it seemed that they were instantly absorbed in it, and they were happy. However, he didn't understand why he had to follow the previous boy and experience his life.

This made him feel bored, as he originally thought that boys deserved pity.

At this moment, he felt that he should be the one being pitied.

He didn't like their current life, and he didn't want the boy to be so happy at the moment. He wanted to try to get in, try to get attached, try to become that boy, and live another life for him instead of letting him continue to degenerate or live like this.

He tried several times, but it still didn't work. He wanted to change the boy's fate, to replace him. This thought controlled him. He wanted the boy to live the life he wanted, or perhaps the life he had before. But it didn't work at all, so he had to give up in the end.

Just when he didn't feel it.

The door was suddenly pushed open and several people rushed in.