Eros, take you through sex

So, some nights, those images would roll through his mind.

It happened again and again, stinging him and tormenting him.

At first, he just sought that kind of comfort in himself, but after a long time, he began to get bored. On the one hand, he was studying boringly, and on the other hand, he kept trying to have sex. He was deeply trapped in it and didn't know what to do.

Fortunately, this did not affect his studies, and he was admitted to a good university. The university is open and free, and he can fall in love without any restrictions. His parents did not object, but sent him money continuously to satisfy his love.

With his handsome face, fit body, quiet personality and temper, he quickly won the hearts of many girls. So he began to wander among these girls, looking for the true meaning of love again and again. He knew that it was not love, but just a kind of liking, a physical desire. He enjoyed this fun and completely forgot about his studies.

When a person has no love, he longs for love. When a person is just for desire, he has no love.

Some girls even competed for his favor and fought with other girls just to love him. Some girls spent money on him, did all kinds of things for him, became humble, and compromised. He couldn't understand why they were like this. Is this love? Once a person has experienced love, he will never find love again. Because sometimes, true love only happens once.

But he still longed for love.

Later, he got tired of this and felt that he shouldn't go on like this, so he started looking for a new goal. When he was immersed in studying, he was still swayed by love. A person's desire for love, from the age of fourteen to thirty-seven, was very strong, then became strong, and then returned to calm. And his university period was naturally a period of strong desire. He needed the nourishment of love and the company of love. But he didn't know what love was, he thought sex was love, this concept was absurd.

Physical pleasure is short-lived, but some things seem to be long-lasting.

But how can there be joy without the body? It seems that it is a complex and contradictory existence. But don't worry too much, he thought, just enjoy yourself while you can. So he indulged in it again after being lonely. After playing with a girl, he got sick and had to go to the hospital. Fortunately, it was not serious. After treatment, he felt much better.

This time, he knew that sex was actually dangerous.

But he became quiet, no longer seeking what he called excitement, and more often kept himself clean. Roses are beautiful, but they have thorns. So, because he likes reading, he often puts himself in the library, reading, reading. He wants to calm himself down and get rid of his desire for sex. This effect is pretty good. In the library, he becomes quiet and free. He enjoys such time. His fate seems to have changed. He enjoys such things.

Before National Day, after dusk, he walked out of the library.

At the corner he met a person, who was his foreign language and literature teacher. She was not tall, had long hair, and was neither tall nor thin. She was not very beautiful, but she had the kind of temperament endowed by poetry and books. She was walking in a hurry and bumped into him.

She apologized hastily, and he smiled in response.

This encounter seemed like nothing. But it left a lot of impressions on the female teacher. During this period, he had spent a lot of money because of dating those girls, and his parents didn't seem to be stingy. They hoped that he could study hard and at least find a good job after graduation, but he didn't want to do that. What about a good job or a public institution? They all had a fixed salary and he would never get ahead in his life. It would be better to make some money while he was young, he thought of the female teacher.

This teacher heard from her classmates that her family was very rich and her husband seemed to be abroad. She was not very arrogant, but had a melancholy temperament. He actually liked the teacher's class, but he didn't take a lot. He just felt that at least if he dated her, it wouldn't cost money. He didn't want to go down the previous path and change that tragic life trajectory. He didn't want to follow the route set by his parents, he just wanted to follow his heart. Anyway, it was just a shell and would be lost sooner or later. Female teacher, he tossed and turned in his bed in the dormitory thinking about her.

So, he began to collect the teacher's courses and tried to attend all the classes to increase her familiarity with him.

He followed his plan, began to reject girls who dated him, remained single, and was a good student, well-liked by teachers and students at school. He had good interpersonal relationships, often participated in activities, and was a popular person in the school. This had attracted the attention of female teachers.

He began to collect information about the female teacher's interests and hobbies. He knew that she liked reading and would often appear in a well-decorated bookstore near the school. The decoration of this bookstore was literary and beautiful. Many students often went there to take photos and check in. It became a holy place for love.

The teacher would go to read books at about 7 o'clock every afternoon after lunch. She would appear there on time. She didn't seem to have any children, otherwise she wouldn't have so much time to read books to kill time. She didn't smile much, and seemed to be living a lonely life.

He thought that he needed money, living expenses, and a relationship that didn't cost any money.

He never went there again. The female teacher saw him.

"Do you often come here to read books, classmate?" she asked him with some confusion.

"Yes, teacher, I often come here to read books. Hehe, it's nice to see you." He looked at the teacher with a smile that seemed kind and sunny.

"I come here often, so go and choose some books." She didn't look at him carefully, and turned around to find some books. It seemed that the female teacher didn't have much interest in him, so she could only think of some solution. What solution was good?

"Teacher, by the way, do you know where those history books are? You should be familiar with them." He looked at the teacher, and the breath of youth came to his face. The female teacher was still a little indifferent, but she seemed to feel the enthusiasm of this classmate.

You and I talked about the book again.

He liked reading before, so he talked very well. The female teacher was surprised and thought that this student read a lot of books. The more they talked, the happier they became. The teacher suggested that they have dinner together, and he readily agreed.

Afterwards, they found a restaurant, had a meal, talked a lot, and he sent the teacher back home. When they parted, they both felt very good. The moonlight on the roadside sprinkled down, and he seemed to feel that he had won. He returned to the dormitory with joy, and was immersed in the joy of the day all night.

The female teacher returned to her small villa. She was the only one in the huge villa.

Her husband didn't come home for years and was abroad. I heard that he already had a lover. She didn't care, and her husband didn't talk about divorce. In fact, he had told her about divorce. But she refused to divorce. She was conservative and loved her husband passionately. But after a long time, she began to find that the persistence of this love didn't seem to have much meaning. Because of the misfortune of marriage, she didn't want to divorce. Maintaining the existing marriage seemed to be good for both of them. When she got home, she put down her bag and other things, went back to the room, changed clothes, sat on the sofa, wanted to smoke, but didn't. Drinking some wine didn't seem to have any interest. After washing, taking a shower, changing clothes, and sitting on the sofa again, he saw the WeChat message sent by the student, and she didn't want to reply. After all, keeping a distance is good for everyone.

The female teacher didn't reply to the message, and he seemed nervous.