After traveling through the book, I conquered the male protagonist Long Aotian!

On that gloomy day, Su Han's mother lay on a simple sickbed, barely breathing.

She stared at Su Han with eyes full of vicissitudes and love, and used her last bit of strength to persuade him to let go of his hatred and live a good life.

The mother's voice was weak but full of endless expectations, as if it was the last warm instruction left in this world.

However, at that time, Su Han had already been completely blinded by hatred. Hatred was like a raging fire, burning in his heart, making him unable to extricate himself.

For the sake of revenge, he disregarded everything else and had only one thought in his mind, which was to make the man who brought them endless pain pay the price.

Revenge has become his obsession, deeply rooted in the depths of his soul.

His mother, that kind and tolerant woman, could not hate his father.

Perhaps she found a reason to forgive over the long years, or perhaps it was the love in her heart that made her let go of her resentment.

But Su Han couldn't do it, he hated his father to death.

I hate that man’s promiscuity, his inability to control his lower body, and how he has become a beast enslaved by desire.

I hate his selfishness. He never considers his family's feelings and only cares about his own momentary pleasure.

I hate his coldness and callousness, which makes him disregard his family responsibilities...

Su Han hated his every action, every decision, and everything he stood for.

Su Han hated his father, and this hatred gradually became stronger, and this hatred also became the driving force of his life.

He practiced hard every day, just to be able to kill his enemies one day, and lived for revenge. Days passed, and Su Han moved forward with difficulty driven by hatred.

Finally, that day came and Su Han successfully realized his revenge plan.

When his sword pierced his father's chest and he watched the once invincible man slowly fall down, he did not feel the pleasure he had imagined, but instead felt a sense of emptiness and confusion.

He got his revenge.... then what? This question weighed on his mind like a heavy rock.

Su Han returned to the Wanjian Sect with a bloody sword in his hand and empty eyes.

But then he saw that familiar figure, and when he threw himself into his arms with a smile, he was stunned for a moment.

Song Jinnian's smile was as bright as the sun, instantly illuminating the dark corner in Su Han's heart.

He looked at the bloody sword in Su Han's hand, a flash of astonishment passed through his eyes, but it was quickly replaced by concern.

He hugged Su Han tightly, as if he wanted to use his warmth to dispel the haze in his heart.

Su Han felt his embrace, and a complex emotion surged in his heart.

He gently put down the sword, hugged Song Jinnian back, and tears unknowingly welled up in his eyes.

Song Jinnian was at a loss when he saw this. Although he didn't understand the current situation, he still patted his back carefully and said in a very gentle tone: "Brother Su Han...it's okay now."

...................

One day, Su Han and Song Jinnian both received invitations to attend the marriage ceremony of Gu Qingze and Chu Lingxiao.

As friends, they had to go because Gu Qingze and Chu Lingxiao sent the invitation a month in advance. So before they went, Song Jinnian was always by his side, chattering about something and looking very excited.

Su Han didn't want to spoil his interest, so he just listened from the side and occasionally agreed.

This was not the first time that he and Song Jinnian participated in the Dao-binding Ceremony. They also went when a Taoist couple from the Wanjian Sect held a ceremony.

That time, Su Han originally didn't want to go, but couldn't resist Song Jinnian's constant nagging, and finally went with him.

That was the first time he witnessed that happy scene. In his impression, the serious senior brother and the heroic junior sister, in this scene, both turned into gentleness and sweetness.

The love and doting in the eldest brother's eyes seemed to overflow, and the shyness and happiness on the younger sister's face were also particularly moving.

Su Han looked at them and his heart moved slightly. Deep in his heart, which had been frozen by hatred, there seemed to be a ripple of warmth.

But it was only for a moment. Su Han did not believe that there was true happiness in this world. He just felt that such happiness was too far away, so far away that it seemed as if it was in two different worlds from him.

In the days when his world was shrouded in hatred, it was dark and cold. Happiness was like the distant stars, out of reach.

..............

When the day of Gu Qingze and Chu Lingxiao's wedding ceremony arrived, the atmosphere of happiness once again came to him, but he felt a little at a loss.

Song Jinnian seemed to be aware of Su Han's thoughts. He turned his gaze to Su Han and asked softly, "Brother Su Han...are you thinking about the past again?"

Su Han was slightly stunned and did not answer.

Seeing that he didn't say anything, Song Jinnian pulled his sleeve and said in an almost coquettish tone:

"On such a happy and joyful day, we should stop thinking about bad things. Brother Su Han, please smile too, okay?"

Su Han looked at Song Jinnian's expectant eyes, and his heart moved slightly. He tried to move the corners of his mouth, revealing a slightly stiff smile.

Seeing this, Song Jinnian smiled happily, his eyes curved into crescent shapes.

At this time, the wedding ceremony of Gu Qingze and Chu Lingxiao officially began. The two walked hand in hand, their faces were filled with happy smiles, as if the whole world was blooming for them.

Su Han looked at them quietly, and the feeling of helplessness in his heart was gradually replaced by an inexplicable feeling of being moved.

Song Jinnian clapped excitedly on the side, turning to look at Su Han from time to time. Seeing Su Han's expression gradually soften, he also breathed a sigh of relief.

Su Han followed suit and clapped his hands softly, sending his blessings to them.

...............

The next morning, Song Jinnian suggested that everyone go to the Qingyun City market together.

While strolling around the market, Su Han was following behind because he noticed that Gu Qingze and Chu Lingxiao both had something to say to him, and he also had something to say to Gu Qingze.

After Su Han and Gu Qingze finished their conversation, Gu Qingze understood and went to the front, leaving a separate communication space for Su Han and Chu Lingxiao.

Su Han originally didn't know what Chu Lingxiao was going to say, but when Chu Lingxiao mentioned Song Jinnian, Su Han couldn't help but tremble in his heart.

Su Han knew that Song Jinnian liked him, and that kind of liking.

It’s just that Su Han couldn’t respond to him, couldn’t give him that kind of love, or to be more precise, couldn’t satisfy his desires.

When he was young, he witnessed his father having sex with several strange women, which left an indelible psychological trauma on him.

He knew that Song Jinnian was willing to make sacrifices and concessions for him because she loved him. Even if they didn't have sex, Song Jinnian would not be unwilling.

But this is not the result Su Han wants to see. After all, the monsters all have estrus periods. Song Jinnian has been relying on drugs to alleviate the symptoms, but this is not a long-term solution and problems will arise sooner or later.

So, even though Su Han also liked Song Jinnian in his heart, he never responded to his love.

He wanted Song Jinnian to give up on him and it would be best if they could maintain a friendship or family relationship.

In Su Han's imagination, maybe one day, Song Jinnian would give up her obsession with him and choose to find someone else as a Taoist partner.

By then, he could retreat to the status of a friend and watch Song Jinnian be happy silently.

This is what Su Han thought. Even though he knew that he would be sad and jealous at that time, he was willing to do so as long as Song Jinnian could be happy.

....................

Wan Jian Zong——

The early morning sun shines on the Wanjian Sect's training grounds, and the breeze blows gently, bringing a hint of coolness.

Su Han came here early to practice sword as usual.

However, today he seemed particularly absent-minded. The sword in his hand had lost its former sharpness and precision when he swung it.

On weekdays, Song Jinnian would always practice sword with him at this time.

But today, Song Jinnian disappeared for some unknown reason.

After practicing for a while, Su Han felt bored.

He slowly put the sword back into the scabbard, feeling an inexplicable uneasiness in his heart.

It has been more than three hundred years since the news of Gu Qingze and Chu Lingxiao's ascension, and they still maintain their previous relationship...

Song Jinnian is more persistent than Su Han imagined, and he refuses to give up his love for Su Han.

Sometimes, Su Han is not sure what he likes about himself...Maybe liking and loving each other are unreasonable.

After he stopped practicing sword, he prepared to go and check on Song Jinnian. He knocked on the door gently, but got no response. After hesitating for a long time, he still went in.

He saw Song Jinnian curled up in the corner, gasping for breath, his face flushed, as if he was enduring something, and his eyes were extremely blurred.

Su Han knew that Song Jinnian was in estrus.

"Brother Su Han..." When Song Jinnian saw him come in, he tried his best to suppress his desire and maintain the last bit of clarity.

Su Han asked uncertainly: "Song Jinnian... why didn't you drink the potion during your estrus period this time?"

Hearing this, Song Jinnian looked bitter: "It's no longer effective... Maybe my body has developed drug resistance. After the usual dosage stopped working, I started increasing the dosage a hundred years ago, but now it seems that increasing the dosage... is no longer effective."

"Brother Su Han...please leave now. I am still in the early stages of estrus and can still maintain my sanity. Later...I am afraid I will hurt you."

Su Han was rarely angry: "What are you going to do? Are you going to just go through with it? From what I know, if you don't relieve your estrus, you might... die."

Song Jinnian smiled and shook his head: "I'm fine, my cultivation is pretty good, I'm trying to suppress it with my demonic power, maybe in a few days... it will be fine."

When he said this, he himself wasn't quite sure.

Su Han seemed to be unable to see through him, feeling helpless and puzzled: "It's already this time, why are you still trying to be brave?"

"Do you really think these are more important than your life?"

"Brother Su Han, don't say it's so serious. I'm just suppressing it. I won't die. What's the point of talking about life or death?"

Even at this time, Song Jinnian was still pretending to be relaxed.

"Brother Su Han, although I appreciate your concern, can you...stay away from me? A demon will become even less conscious if he comes into contact with someone who triggers his estrus period in advance."

Su Han's approach made Song Jinnian's breathing stagnate, and his body's reaction became more intense. He widened his eyes and said in a trembling voice: "Brother Su Han, please leave..."

Su Han was unmoved, and looked at Song Jinnian firmly: "I won't leave. It's not a solution for you to go on like this. I can't watch you suffer."

Song Jinnian gritted his teeth and tried to control himself: "Brother Su Han, why are you doing this? I don't want to implicate you."

Su Han sighed softly: "Song Jinnian, you and I have known each other for many years, how can I abandon you at this time?"

Song Jinnian felt warm in his heart, but his reason told him that he should not let Su Han get involved. He struggled to stand up, but fell to the ground again due to his weakness.

Su Han hurriedly supported him, but Song Jinnian pushed him away as if he had been electrocuted: "Brother Su Han, don't touch me! I don't want to hurt you."

Su Han looked at Song Jinnian's painful appearance, and his heart was filled with pity. He pondered for a moment and said, "Maybe there is another way."

Song Jinnian looked at him puzzledly: "What method?"

Su Han hesitated for a moment and said, "I can help you relieve it..."

Song Jinnian's face flushed instantly: "No! Brother Su Han, I know...you hate this, I don't want to embarrass you."

Su Han said seriously: "But this is the only way at the moment. If you continue to be stubborn, your life will be in danger."

"And..." He added, "If... I would like to do so."

Although he was extremely repulsive, compared to Song Jinnian's life, he was still willing to make concessions and sacrifices for it.

Song Jinnian was in a dilemma. He didn't want to make Su Han embarrassed, but his desire was gradually taking over, and his longing for Su Han was increasing day by day. Finally, under Su Han's insistence, he slowly nodded.

Su Han took a deep breath and gently carried Song Jinnian to the bed. Song Jinnian's body was burning hot, and his eyes were full of shyness and anxiety. Su Han gently stroked his cheek, trying to make him relax.

As Su Han moved, Song Jinnian's rationality was gradually overwhelmed by desire. He hugged Su Han tightly, making unclear sounds. Although Su Han was a little nervous, he still tried his best to comfort Song Jinnian.

.............

In this way, Su Han helped Song Jinnian through the entire estrus period, but he just acted like he was doing a task and did not express anything to Song Jinnian. They still got along in the same way as before.

Song Jinnian was very nervous about this. After a while, he finally couldn't help but muster up the courage to ask, "Brother Su Han...are we still friends now?"

Su Han was somewhat helpless: "I've already said it, we're family..."

When Song Jinnian heard the word "family", there was a hint of loss in his eyes.

Su Han continued: "Besides that...we are still partners now, and we have done that kind of thing, so of course I will be responsible for you."

Song Jinnian's eyes lit up, and he asked him uncertainly: "If Brother Su Han is willing to be with me because of responsibility... then..."

Su Han said seriously: "It's not just a responsibility, I also like you, Song Jinnian. Now that I have crossed the hurdle that I think is the most difficult to cross, I can confess my love without reservation."

Song Jinnian was completely relieved after hearing this: "Then why were you so cold to me before?"

"Cold?" Su Han was a little confused. "Except for not doing any intimate actions with you before, I have always been with you as a partner."

Song Jinnian was now completely satisfied: "If that's the case, then when will we become Taoist couples?"

Su Han replied: "Anytime if you want."

"Then let's do it now." Song Jinnian took his arm and smiled sweetly, "I'm afraid you will regret it at the last minute."

"How is this possible? I'm not that kind of person." Su Han said, "I will fulfill my responsibilities as a Taoist companion. I promise."