I fought back after reselling my engagement
Chapter 54 Guilt
Lu Yan recalled the past, full of self-blame, guilt, and pain. Wan used her beauty to seduce him in order to help her cousin. She deliberately met him in a shop on the street of the imperial city, deliberately comforted him after his wife's death, and pretended to be considerate, well-behaved, and gentle.
Everything Wan did was for her cousin.
For the sake of the man she loves, she can marry someone she doesn't like and say so many insincere love words to someone she hates.
Wan gave all her understanding, gentleness and affection to her cousin.
Lu Yan did not answer. Zhen Su's mind turned and he knew the answer. "You are a traitor? The entire Lu family was killed?"
A look of fear flashed across Lu Yan's eyes. He could not forget the scolding his father, a man who had been honest all his life, had given him in the prison. Especially at that time, except for his small family of four, everyone else was missing the early deceased Zhen.
The mother cried out in pain, "Su Niang, did you see this? This is all retribution, retribution. You respected your parents-in-law and taught your nephews and nieces, but you were murdered and our family failed to avenge you. Haha, retribution. This vicious woman killed you, and she also killed everyone in my Lu family."
The whole family felt guilty, but for the sake of their grandchildren, they did not mention revenge.
Eventually, they were also implicated by the Wan family, and Lu Yan embarked on the path of rebellion.
My father said, "Lu Da, I would rather you never bring honor to our family, I would rather my eldest daughter-in-law be alive, I would rather our family live in peace..."
Until their death, his parents' wish was not for him to bring honor to the family or to achieve success. All they wanted was for the whole family to be safe and healthy, to have clothes to wear and food to eat. However, the person who fulfilled their most ordinary wishes was not him, but Zhen Su, who died young.
Zhen Su lived forever in the Lu family. From parents to nephews and nieces, they never really accepted Wan because of Zhen Su's existence. After Zhen Su's death, the younger sister-in-law had been on good terms with Wan for a few years. She did it to curry favor with Wan, but she didn't win her heart. Wan used fabrics, jewelry and other items and benefits to win their favor. Later, the truth about Zhen Su's poisoning came to light. Because her two nephews hated Wan, the younger sister-in-law had to distance herself from Wan for the sake of her children.
While in the prison, my brother's sister-in-law cursed Wan every day, saying that she was the real murderer and that she was a vicious woman.
He saw how vicious Mrs. Wan was. In order to prevent her daughter from suffering, Mrs. Wan strangled her daughter to death in the Tianlao prison and forced her ten-year-old son to commit suicide.
After a long silence, Zhen Su broke the silence and said, "You have ambitions, and the Wan family has ambitions, but Uncle Lu, Aunt Lu, Mr. and Mrs. Lu Xing, and Little Sister Lu just want to live a peaceful life. They want to be peaceful and down-to-earth people, working from sunrise to sunset."
Uncle Lu and Aunt Lu had a very ordinary wish: the harvest from the fields in a year would feed the whole family after the family paid taxes. At the end of the year, everyone in the family would have new clothes to wear, and the family would have a few or ten taels of silver left over each year, which could allow their children and grandchildren to study in private schools for three or two years so that they would not become blind.
She was right about everything. In the last days of the prison, waiting for the beheading for half a year, he saw his father hugging Lu Xing's children and crying, scolding Lu Yan for being a disaster, not only killing the eldest son and daughter-in-law of the Lu family, Zhen, but now he was going to take the whole family to death because of Wan, the disaster. His father and mother regretted that if they had known that day would come, they should have expelled Lu Yan from the family when they knew the truth about Zhen's murder.
Lu Yan will always remember the hatred of his parents and family, and the resentment of his nephews and nieces. They were so young, but they were going to die because they were used by the Wan family because of him.
Amid the abuse from his parents and family, he knew that Zhen Su's position in his parents' hearts was far higher than his own. He also knew that his parents, burdened with the condemnation of their conscience, had always felt extremely guilty about Zhen Su's early death from poisoning, and were constantly tormented by their conscience.
Zhen Su already knew that the Lu family would definitely not have a good ending. Lu Yan was labeled a "traitor" and a "traitor" in his previous life. What would be the end of such a person? It was a pity that the Lu family had to be beheaded innocently.
"I left the capital to avoid disputes and storms. Those who have no desires have no fears, and those who have no demands have no fears. In terms of emotions, what I want is mutual affection. You don't understand the classics and poems I'm talking about. You are a warrior, and I have been taught by my grandfather since I was a child. I like playing the piano, chess, calligraphy, and painting, and I also love reading.
Brother Lu, there is no possibility between you and me in this life. For many people, once a miss is a miss!
In this life, I want to put it another way: no grievances, no coercion. In this limited life, I want to live according to my own wishes. "
There is no chance, and I won't give him another chance.
Zhen Su decisively rejected Lu Yan.
She was attracted to Su Mo. Regardless of success or failure, she wanted to love him well. Even if she was covered in bruises, it didn't matter. She didn't care about the result, only the sincerity.
Zhen Su returned to her room. She seemed calm, but was stunned by Lu Yan's rebirth. Lu Yan knew more things. Judging from Lu Yan's behavior, the person who ascended the throne in the previous life must be the second prince.
Lu Yan was the Second Prince's man, and there were even rumors that Lu Yan was able to make many military achievements in the north because the Second Prince was the military supervisor. He won the Second Prince's trust and was valued by the Second Prince, so he was able to deploy a surprise force so smoothly and drive the Qidan people out of Yanyun.
She wanted a peaceful life, but Lu Yan was not content with that. He was taking advantage of the Second Prince's power and wanted to become a dragon among men.
There is no chance, because she doesn't trust him. She can marry someone who is only a nominal wife but not a real wife, but she is unwilling to be his real wife.
She was interested in the Lu family, not him as a person.
Lu Yan asked: "From the beginning to the end, you have never liked me at all?"
"No, I have never seen you in my previous life; I don't want to be with you in this life."
In her heart, he has always been an irrelevant person.
In his previous life, Lu Yan knew that she was poisoned by his second wife, Wan. However, despite the irrefutable evidence, he did not seek justice for her. It was not because of their marital relationship, but because she had taken care of the Lu family for eight years. He should not be so cold and heartless.
Lu Yan’s behavior made her feel heartbroken. She didn’t want to marry such a man, nor did she dare to marry him.
Wan poisoned her, but he continued to be a loving couple with Wan. In the end, because of Wan, he conspired to rebel and helped Wan's nephew, the prince, to plot a great cause. Before they succeeded, they were surrounded by the imperial guards. With all the evidence, the whole family of Wan was executed, and he, as the son-in-law of the Wan family, was also regarded as a traitor.
This time he escorted her just to repay a favor.
If her reputation is ruined again in this life, she will not marry into a peasant family, because as long as there is power struggle, there will be conspiracy. If such a thing happens again, she will decisively become a nun or a Taoist nun, and will never marry a man who is only in name only.
Starting over again, she corrected those mistakes, lived for herself, and wanted to live a good life for the next eight years.
Zhen Su returned to his room, put down the small stool, and looked at the scenery outside the window silently. He had never done anything for her in his previous life, and he even failed to seek justice for her after she was poisoned. It can be seen that in his heart, she is not important.
He said he liked her now, but it was only because he saw how close she was to Su Mo and treated her as his property. The bad nature of men was that even if she was a piece of rag, he would not let others pick her up even if she was broken or lost.
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