After his rebirth, Mr. Fu panicked
Chapter 220: Awkward
"Yaoyao, are you awake? How are you? Are you feeling uncomfortable?"
Su Yaoyao's eyes wandered around restlessly, and her lips were tightly closed, as if she was trying hard to suppress the waves in her heart.
Pain attacked her body, especially her lower abdomen. The severe pain was unbearable for her. Tears flowed unconsciously and ran down her cheeks.
Fu Yanchuan's questioning mercilessly brought her back to the painful memory of last night.
She cried out at the top of her lungs, begging him to show mercy, but Fu Yanchuan seemed to be deaf to her pleas and continued to torture her.
These memories were like sharp blades, piercing her heart again.
The pain became more intense, and tears still hung in the corners of her eyes, sparkling with crystal light, revealing the great grievance and endless pain she had suffered.
Su Yaoyao carefully moved her body little by little, trying to stay away from Fu Yanchuan, until her back was against the hard wall.
Her body trembled slightly, and her eyes revealed deep fear and anxiety.
Fu Yanchuan looked at her, with mixed emotions welling up in his heart.
He whispered, "Don't worry, I won't touch you these days."
There was a hint of fatigue and helplessness in his voice, as if he was apologizing for his out-of-control behavior last night. Anyway, Su Yaoyao was his now, so what was he afraid of? He would take her to get the marriage certificate in a few days, and everything would be fine.
He took a deep breath, as if he wanted to inhale all the air in the world into his lungs.
Then he slowly exhaled with a low, long sigh.
This sigh contains endless regret and self-blame.
He had to admit that he had acted too hastily.
He realized that he might have lost his original image in Su Yaoyao's eyes.
Perhaps, in her mind, he was no longer the person she could rely on and trust in her previous life, but a terrible demon.
Thinking of this, his mood became heavier.
He knew that if he wanted to regain his place in her heart, he had to take action and change his attitude and behavior.
However, this is not an easy task and requires more effort and time.
But he decided to try anyway, because he didn't want to lose her, and he didn't want to become the devil in her heart.
This realization made Fu Yanchuan feel painful and regretful.
He never meant to hurt her, but his loss of control last night made him act like that.
He looked at Su Yaoyao quietly, his eyes full of apology.
He knew that he needed to be more careful and patient and not let her get hurt again.
He also hoped that through his own efforts, he could gradually eliminate the fear in her heart and rebuild their relationship.
He originally didn't intend to use force, but when Su Yaoyao called Pei Shaoqing last night, he couldn't stand it. He felt like he was controlled by the devil, so he attacked Su Yaoyao.
He deeply understood that his mentality had gone beyond the normal range and could be said to be a pathological state. However, whenever he thought of Su Yaoyao, the strong desire for control deep in his heart was like a flood that broke through the dam and was difficult to suppress.
He was almost in a paranoid state, longing to keep her close to him.
No matter what means he used, even up to the point of breaking her legs, as long as he could keep her by his side, he was willing to try.
It seemed that only by tying her to his side could he feel safe and satisfied.
This obsession, this paranoia, is directed only at her.
With other people, he could remain rational and calm, but when facing Su Yaoyao, all rationality was gone.
She was like a magnet, firmly attracting all his attention and emotions, making him unable to extricate himself.
Su Yaoyao seemed to be a curse in his life, which he could neither let go nor resist.
He knew that this paranoia could be harmful to her, but he couldn't help himself.
He tried to find a balance, tried to make his love more rational and healthy, but whenever he faced her, all his rationality would instantly collapse.
He loved her almost madly.
He knew that he needed to change and learn to control his emotions and desires, but he also knew that this could not be done overnight.
He could only hope that Su Yaoyao could understand him, give him time and opportunity, let him gradually change, and make their love healthier and better.
"I'm sorry, Yaoyao, I really won't touch you anymore unless you agree."
Fu Yanchuan's tone was full of sincerity and regret, and his eyes revealed his deep apology to Su Yaoyao.
However, Su Yaoyao had a look of suspicion on her face, and she looked the person in front of her up and down with doubt.
Her eyes were full of vigilance and alertness, as if the other party was an enemy who could pose a threat to her at any time. Her brows were slightly furrowed, her lips were tightly closed, and she seemed to be thinking about something.
This defensive attitude makes people feel an invisible pressure, making the atmosphere around them tense.
She seemed to no longer be able to fully believe any of his promises, because he had broken his words many times in the past, and each promise was like a bubble in the air, bursting at the slightest touch.
She remembered clearly that every time he tried to take advantage of her, he would always use sweet words to coax her afterwards and say that he would not do it again next time.
However, every time "next time" turned into "this time", his promises became so pale and powerless.
Looking at Su Yaoyao's wary eyes, Fu Yanchuan felt a pang of pain in his heart.
He knew that if he wanted to win her trust again, he would have to put in more effort and time.
He hoped that this time he could truly fulfill his promise and not let her down again.
"Does it still hurt?" Fu Yanchuan's gaze stayed on a certain part of Su Yaoyao's body, with a hint of concern and heartache.
Su Yaoyao was slightly stunned, and it took her a long time to realize what he was referring to, which was her private part.
A blush instantly appeared on her face. How could this bastard Fu Yanchuan have the nerve to ask this? He treated her so roughly last night, and today he asked her if it hurt.
But she didn't dare to provoke this man. What if he got wild again? She really couldn't stand it.
She could only follow his wishes and nodded gently. This way, Fu Yanchuan shouldn't do anything to her anymore, right?
Fu Yanchuan's eyes became gentler, and he said softly, "I'm sorry for making you suffer."
His voice was full of self-blame and guilt. Su Yaoyao lowered her head shyly, not daring to look him in the eye. This was the first time she, a young girl, had experienced such a thing. How could she face him with the nerve?
But Fu Yanchuan was actually asking about her menstruation.
After a moment of silence, Fu Yanchuan spoke again: "I'll get you some medicine, so you'll get better faster."
After saying that, he turned around and prepared to leave the room. Su Yaoyao quickly stopped him: "Wait a minute... Actually, it's much better now, no need to bother."
She knew what medicine it was. On their wedding night in her previous life, Fu Yanchuan took revenge on her. She had a tear and was not treated in time. She was sent to the hospital later. She knew what medicine she had to use. It was an rubbing medicine. It was so embarrassing. Even if she had to use medicine, she would go out and buy it herself. She knew what medicine it was.
However, Fu Yanchuan did not stop. He turned around and smiled at Su Yaoyao and said, "How can this be considered a trouble? It is my duty to take good care of you."
After saying that, he walked out of the room, leaving Su Yaoyao alone and awkward.
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