Reborn in 1985 I want to leave the house with nothing

If Li Qiumei knew Qian Lei's inner thoughts, she would probably laugh to death.

She is not here to do charity and help Qian Lei reduce his burden, she is here to add pressure to Qian Lei.

Li Qiumei just wanted Qian Jinshu to live. As for how miserable they were, she thought it was all natural and she didn't care at all anyway.

The money problem has been solved, and the next thing is to find someone to take care of Qian Jinshu.

Li Qiumei doesn't need to worry about it, as her uncle has already given Qian Jinshu and his son everything has been planned.

He told Qian Lei earnestly, "Leilei, when your college entrance examination results come out, you should apply to a university in the province.

Being closer to home, you can rush over to discuss anything urgent with your dad.

Right now, use this holiday to accompany your dad to do rehabilitation and try to get him better. If he recovers to the point where he can take care of himself, you will have less worries."

Qian Lei was worried, "Grandpa, what will happen to my dad when I go back to school? Who will take care of him?"

The uncle scratched his head and said, "Ah, this is also what I am worried about.

There is no extra person in your family, and you have to go to college.

Let's take it one step at a time, and let me slowly think of a solution."

Qian Lei nodded obediently, "Grandpa, I'll listen to you."

After coming out of the hospital, the aunt told Li Qiumei, "Qiumei, your uncle and I haven't had a good night's sleep since he had a stroke in the school.

To be honest, we were worried that Leilei wouldn't be able to get into university, and we were also worried that if he did, there would be no one to help him get into the university.

We are old and no longer have the energy to take care of books.

Hong Ling, that damn bitch, should have been allowed to get the marriage certificate with Jinshu earlier. Now she has the obligation to take care of Jinshu.

Alas, the feng shui of the book house has been bad since you left."

Li Qiumei wanted to say, "You two old people are so concerned about Qian Jinshu's affairs, and you have contributed money and effort. Have you ever asked your own son Qian Jinmin how he feels?"

But she didn't dare to say it out loud, she just smiled and said, "Let's wait until Qian Lei's college entrance examination results come out. It's still uncertain whether he will pass or not. We'll make plans then."

The college entrance examination results are out.

Just like in his previous life, Qian Lei's score was far above the undergraduate line. With his score, he could have gone to a key university in another province.

But now, in order to take care of Qian Jinshu, I have to apply to Beicheng University.

Although they all got into university, there is still a big difference compared to the key universities in the previous life.

In order to prevent his uncle from sending Qian Jinshu to a nursing home and to help Qian Lei get out of trouble.

Li Qiumei volunteered to rent a one-bedroom apartment for the father and son near where Qian Lei attended university.

In this way, Qian Lei could take Qian Jinshu to college, see Qian Jinshu every day and take care of him.

The uncle held a graduation banquet for Qian Lei, but Li Qiumei used the excuse of being on a business trip and did not go back.

I heard from my aunt that all the old relatives have come, and they were full of emotion when talking about Qian Jinshu's family.

Everyone agreed that Qian Jiaojiao had ruined the entire family, and now fortunately it was Li Qiumei who rescued Qian Jinshu and his son.

Li Qiumei was a little puzzled. Why were all the relatives of the Qian family like this?

Why don’t they say that it’s because Qian Xiaolai and Chen Cuizhen doted on Qian Jiaojiao too much that this family has come to this point?

When school started, my uncle asked Qian Jinmin to drive Qian Jinshu and his son to the north city.

Li Qiumei was still on a business trip, so she asked her employees to deliver the key to the rental house.

Qian Lei was disappointed when he saw that Li Qiumei did not show up, as he still had something to discuss with Li Qiumei.

A month after school started, Qian Lei went to Li Qiumei's home and asked her directly, "Can you help my dad find a caregiver?"

Li Qiumei sneered in her heart, "Can't hold on so soon?"

Seeing that Li Qiumei didn't say anything, Qian Lei bit his lip and said, "My dad can't take care of himself yet.

I change his clothes and pants before class every day, but when I get home from get out of class, they are wet. That's still considered good.

When he defecates, the whole room stinks.

During the few minutes of break after class, I had no way to change his clothes.

Moreover, I went to class smelling bad and my classmates also disliked me.”

Qian Lei said this with a wronged look on his face.

Li Qiumei suppressed the corners of her mouth that were raised and sighed, "Qian Lei, do you know?

Because I used the money to pay for your father's medical treatment, I have been in trouble several times.

I can't break up my current family because of your dad, right?

Yuanbao is still young, and I don’t want him to live in a single-parent family.”

Li Qiumei did it on purpose. She just wanted Qian Lei to know how much she loved and cared about her youngest son Yuanbao.

But she doesn't care about her eldest son Qian Lei!

Qian Lei raised his head suddenly, tears welling up in his eyes, but he tried hard not to let them fall.

He gritted his teeth, as if he had used up all his strength and said, “You feel sorry for your youngest son, but what about me?

I am your biological child too! Am I not worthy of your love and care? Why don’t you consider me?

Over the years, you always thought that Dandan and I did not stand on your side and that you were sad because I was close to Hong Ling.

But don’t you think about how old Dandan and I were back then?

How do we know that Hong Ling is the culprit who destroyed our family?

Although we were deceived by Hong Ling's appearance and did something wrong, this is not a reason for you to abandon Dandan and me and walk away.

It's not an excuse for you to ignore us brothers and sisters for so many years.

Check your conscience and think about it. Do you feel you have done nothing wrong to me and Dandan?"

Qian Lei's voice was filled with endless sadness and despair, as if he wanted to shout out all the grievances and pain in his heart.

Seeing Qian Lei's hysterical look, Li Qiumei sneered in her heart, "I owe you, are you worthy enough to say I owe you in front of me?

You can never repay me in this life for what you owed me in your last life."

She picked up the teacup and took a sip of water, "Qian Lei, I never feel like I owe you anything.

You and your sister are just like your father, always making excuses for your behavior.

Think about it with your conscience. If your father had not been laid off, if the series of misfortunes that followed had not happened, if I had not started a business and was a poor woman, would you two brothers and sisters still rush to recognize me?"

Qian Lei didn't say anything, Li Qiumei grinned and continued: "I dare say you won't come, you will just stay away.

Qian Lei, you have to know that everything has cause and effect. "

Every word Li Qiumei said was like a knife, deeply hurting Qian Lei's heart.

"So, this is how his mother sees them."

Seeing that Li Qiumei was about to chase him away, Qian Lei looked at Li Qiumei cautiously, "Then lend me some money, and I will pay you back when I graduate.

I can write an IOU.”

Li Qiumei believed this, but this was not what she wanted.

"It's not cheap to hire a caregiver for a stroke like your dad's. My business is not doing well this year, so I really can't help you."

The light in Qian Lei's eyes went out. Even Li Qiumei was unwilling to help him. How would he survive the rest of his life?

The next day, Li Qiumei bought a wheelchair and sent it over.

Qian Lei must be given a little hope. What if he loses hope and Qian Jinshu dies? Then both he and his son will be relieved.

After all, the Qian family is full of selfish people, and they must have the genes of a murderer.

It is dinner time now, and Qian Lei has come back from the school cafeteria with his meal.

The father and son placed a small dining table on the bed. Qian Jinshu was leaning on the bed and scooping a spoonful of rice into his mouth with his left hand.

Qian Lei was also sitting in front of the bed eating.

The air was filled with a foul smell of shit, but the father and son seemed not to smell it and were eating with gusto.

The door of the room was open. Li Qiumei coughed, and then Qian Jinshu and his son saw her.

Seeing Li Qiumei coming in with a wheelchair, Qian Lei put down his bowl and chopsticks and stood up. Li Qiumei pointed outside the door and Qian Lei hurried over to carry the things in.

Qian Jinshu mumbled a few words, then pointed at the stool with the spoon in his hand, motioning Li Qiumei to sit down.

Li Qiumei ignored him. She originally wanted to tell Qian Lei a few words, but the smell was really unbearable.

Li Qiumei didn't dare to speak. She held her breath and turned to walk towards the door. When she reached the door, she said, "I have something else to do. I'm leaving now."

Qian Lei looked at her back and fell into deep thought. He couldn't understand his mother at all.

Why did he feel that whenever he tried to get close to his mother, she would push him away forcefully?

But when he became disheartened and decided to stay away from her, her mother showed a little concern for him again.

Qian Lei sighed and moved the wheelchair to the bedside. After all, the wheelchair was bought at a timely moment.

He was just thinking about how to get his father out to bask in the sun, when he unexpectedly had his mother bring over a wheelchair.

Qian Jinshu pointed at the wheelchair excitedly and cried out "ah ah ah". He hadn't gotten out of bed for several months.

Now that he has a wheelchair, he can go out in the future.

Qian Lei looked at his father with mixed feelings.

The gentle man before has turned into an old man with a crooked mouth and squinting eyes.

Ever since his stroke, his father's temper has become much worse. Every time he wets his pants, he would sob and pat the bed with the only hand he could move.

Qian Lei heard Qian Jinshu shouting incoherently countless times, "Let him die."

It was not until he was admitted to university that his father accepted the reality of his stroke and began to actively cooperate with the treatment.

Seeing that Qian Lei ignored him, Qian Jinshu knocked on the dining table with the spoon in his hand.

Qian Lei came back to his senses, "Dad, finish your meal first, I'll push you out for a walk later."

Qian Jinshu grinned, drooling.

Before Qian Lei went on winter vacation, Li Qiumei went to see the father and son.

The room no longer smells of shit and is fairly clean.

Qian Jinshu unexpectedly grew plump and white, and looked much more energetic than before. At first glance, he looked more than ten years younger than before.

"Qiu...Qiumei..." Qian Jinshu could actually pronounce the words clearly.

My right hand, which couldn't move before, can now tremble and pick up a towel to wipe my saliva.

It seems that the eyes are no longer slanted, only the mouth is still a little crooked.

I just don’t know if I can walk anymore?

It seems that Qian Jinshu is recovering little by little.

In contrast, Qian Lei has lost a lot of weight, and even has some white hair and several wrinkles on his forehead.

In the previous life, Qian Lei was not this old when I died. I didn’t expect that he would become so old in just a few months.

Yes, it must be very hard to take care of an elderly person who is paralyzed in bed, not to mention taking care of him while going to school.

I don't know how Qian Lei is doing in school. Has he failed any courses?

Qian Lei opened the door for Li Qiumei and went into the bathroom silently to wash the sheets and quilt covers.

His hands were already red from the cold, but he seemed unconscious as he scrubbed the bedding one after another.

Li Qiumei looked at Qian Lei and found that there was no light in her eyes, as calm as a pool of stagnant water.

His eyes were filled with a hint of sadness, as if all hope had been shattered.

The whole person looked like his soul had been sucked out, lifeless.

This should be the so-called rise and fall, right?

Qian Jinshu waved his hand towards Qian Lei, "Lei...Lei..."

Qian Lei was concentrating on washing the bedding, and it was unclear whether he didn't hear it or didn't want to hear it.

Li Qiumei thought back to her previous life. Qian Lei not only washed his bedding, but even his smelly socks were washed by Li Qiumei before they got married.

My only request to him is that he studies hard and gets admitted to university.

Qian Lei really reached the point where he couldn't even pick up a fallen oil bottle.

Because we only focused on his studies and neglected to teach him how to be a good person, we ended up raising him into an ungrateful person.

The series of misfortunes that occurred in this life should have taught him how to be a human being.

Seeing that no one paid attention to him, Qian Jinshu angrily slapped the bed and yelled loudly.

Li Qiumei couldn't help but laugh when she saw him like this. This man was not an easy person to deal with. He had been selfish all his life and only loved himself.

But he was lucky. When he was young, he had his parents to take care of him, and when he was old, he had his son to take care of him. So his life was not lived in vain.

Qian Jinshu was still yelling, and Li Qiumei saw that Qian Lei didn't even look at him, probably because he was used to it.

Li Qiumei glared at Qian Jinshu and said, "Shut up! Just be quiet!"

Qian Jinshu immediately stopped making noise and looked at Li Qiumei with a pitiful look.

Li Qiumei didn't bother to look at him, and turned to look at Qian Lei, "When are you going to have a holiday?"

Qian Lei said without even looking up, "We'll have a holiday next Wednesday, and Songsong and his father will pick us up on Saturday to take us back to Beishan County."

Li Qiumei saw clearly their living conditions and left.

The moment the door closed, Qian Lei raised his head and took a look.

He couldn't figure it out. Was his mother giving him a slap in the face and then giving him a sweet date?

The more Qian Lei thought about it, the angrier he became. He threw the quilt in his hand heavily into the basin.

With a "clang", water splashed everywhere.

Qian Jinshu kept talking to him, and Qian Lei suddenly yelled at him, "Stop talking!"

Qian Jinshu was startled, and Qian Lei also came back to his senses. He softened his tone, "Dad, aren't you tired after talking for so long?

Just take a good rest, I'll push you out for a walk later."

Qian Jinshu sighed and said nothing.

Just then, there was a knock on the door.