He said he doesn't love me

"Third brother, why are you here?" Sun Yichu let him hug her, but she felt strange: the housekeeper said that they were discussing something, but Sun Li was not at the Sun family...

Are they fed up with themselves to this extent?

Are you so bored that you don’t even want to open the door for yourself?

Sun Yichu's expression turned cold. If Tang Yihe hadn't said that Sun Li was back, he would not have been willing to go back.

Since they don't want to, then I won't go back. Why should I make a wasted trip? It's really a waste of my efforts!!

"Little one, come on, let your brother take a good look at you." Sun Li tried to calm down. He stepped back a few steps and looked Sun Yichu up and down.

He gained some weight and looked much better.

The smile in his eyes was even stronger than before. It seemed that it was really as Sun Qi and the others said. Tang Yihe treated him very well, several times or even hundreds of times better than they treated him.

"Third brother, shouldn't you be at the Sun family?" Sun Yichu turned his head and looked around, but did not see Sun Qi and the others.

He became more certain of his guess, but Sun Li's words dispelled his thoughts.

"I just came out of the house. I heard from my elder brother that you and Lele came to Cangyue, so I came here." Sun Li smiled at him and said, "I heard that you are going to participate in the recording of a variety show. I will ask Brother Xia to help you customize a few sets of clothes, okay?"

He sniffed. It was not that he hadn't heard Sun Yichu blurt out "Sun family" instead of "home". He just didn't want to believe it. He didn't want to believe that this brother he had watched grow up was not actually a child of the Sun family...

"Will it be too troublesome?" Sun Yichu thought about it. It would be good to have clothes, and there would be no need to contact the brand specifically. But would it be too much trouble for Xia Yi?

Sun Li reached out and pulled him, "How could it be a problem? Don't you know your brother Xia? He likes you to be his model. He heard that you were going to record a variety show, and he was so happy that he couldn't sleep the whole night. He was going to come back with me, but today I couldn't wake him up." He looked around and thought that a steak restaurant not far away looked good.

"Let's go eat something? Call Lele too." Sun Li pointed at the store, but when he looked in the direction of his hand, he saw a few men in the distance.

Sun Li's expression was stern. "Someone is following you?"

Sun Yichu looked up at him in confusion, turned his head to look over, and then grinned: "No, those are sent by my brother to protect me. Don't worry, they are all my brother's people."

"Your brother..." Sun Li suddenly felt a sense of loss. Once upon a time, this brother only had eyes for them, but now...

There was one more person in his eyes, and it seemed...

The only person who could make him so happy was that person.

"He... treats you very well, right?" Sun Li pulled the corners of his mouth and revealed a very forced smile: "Dad and Mom, are they good to you?"

He waited for Sun Yichu's answer. He wanted to say that if it wasn't good, the Sun family would always welcome him back. But then he thought, didn't his current state already give him the answer?

He hadn't seen such a wanton laugh for many years.

Sun Yichu blinked his eyes: "Mom, Dad and my brother are all so good to me. We travel together, sing together, and my brother buys me lots of gifts!" He listed them one by one, and the more Sun Li listened, the more uncomfortable he felt.

He hopes that his younger brother will be happy.

But he never thought that it was no longer them who brought him happiness and joy.

"You and I haven't seen each other for three years... He won't even give us a chance to talk alone?" Sun Li twirled the corner of his clothes, wanting to see if Sun Yichu would think that Tang Yihe had crossed the line.

After all, this is stalking, it’s depriving him of his freedom.

Sun Yichu frowned: "Third brother, my brother is not targeting you, he is just worried about me. You are all doing this for my own good, I don't want you to have any opinions about him. Of course, my brother will not have any opinions about you."

Sun Li sighed heavily and said nothing more.

Look, look.

His words and deeds showed that he favored this brother who had suddenly appeared instead of them, who had been with him for more than ten years.

"Little boy, that's not what I meant. I'm sorry, I just... feel a little uncomfortable. You only have eyes for him, don't you notice?" Sun Li looked at him calmly and said, "We are also your brothers, but you have been back for so long, and the number of times you have been home is so few..."

Sun Yichu knew what he wanted to say, which was nothing more than accusing him of favoritism.

He felt uncomfortable listening to this. Both of them were his brothers. If he favored one over the other, the other side would have opinions, which was understandable.

"Third brother, I have him in my eyes because he has me in his eyes." Sun Yichu lowered his eyes and thought for a while, then said, "Let me put it this way, when I go home, I have never been stopped at the door like today. Do you understand what I mean?"

Sun Li was a little confused. He hurriedly explained that it was an accident today and that they had something to discuss. He had no choice but to stop him at the door, not intentionally preventing him from going home.

But Sun Yichu just shook his head silently: "Everyone has secrets, I know. But what I want to talk about is not just today, but the past twenty years."

"I don't remember a lot of things, but that powerlessness and pain are still something I can never get rid of." Sun Yichu sighed, and then said, "Yes, he sent people to follow me to deprive me of my freedom, but Third Brother. That's because I came back and I was in the Sun family. Something happened to me under their noses. I think you've heard about it."

Sun Li was silent. He knew this, and this was also the reason why he hurried back.

"So, even if something happens, my brother would send people to follow me all the time, just to prevent me from getting into trouble again. And my eldest brother and the others..." Sun Yichu smiled softly, "It's just a few words of concern, Third Brother, but what I need is not concern, but visible and tangible love for me."

This time, Sun Li no longer had the courage to speak.

He understood what he said, but...

But compared with everything he had given, those few words of concern seemed really ridiculous.

"I'm sorry Yichu, I forgot myself for a moment, I'm sorry." Sun Li was silent for a long time, then apologized to him.

But what exactly was he apologizing for? Maybe he had forgotten, or maybe he didn't know either.

Yes, in the Sun family, he is just an insignificant youngest child, but to Tang Yihe, he is the only brother who deserves all the good things.

Even though in Sun Li's eyes, he believed that his feelings for him were no different from Tang Yihe's, he indeed did not discover in time the things that had troubled his brother for many years.

"Brother, I'm not saying that to argue with you, nor to force you to choose between me and me." Sun Yichu held Sun Li's hand and shook it gently like a child. "I just want to tell you that you all have the same status in my heart. You are all my brothers."

There is really no difference, except that one is more intimate, while the other always carries a sense of old annoyance.

It's like the dark clouds squeezed together in summer, extremely dull, yet very cool.

He knew that one should not be greedy.

But people are born greedy, and he knows that.

He was reluctant to raise his own brother, nor could he let go of his brother who loved him so much.

"Brother, love is not a choice. Love is love. It means giving everything." Sun Yichu smiled. "So, you and Tang Yihe are the same to me. Do you understand? Don't be jealous. I didn't say I don't recognize you."

Sun Li raised his hand and rubbed his eyes awkwardly, "Who... who is jealous."

Sun Yichu smiled but said nothing. Wasn't it because Sun Li was afraid that he would not want to go back to the Sun family that he acted like this today?

Aren't you just jealous of Tang Yihe?

"Okay! We've already eaten. If you're hungry, I can go eat with you." Sun Yichu patted his shoulder. "You're such a crybaby. Who's the younger wife, you or Brother Xia?"

Sun Li frowned and said seriously, "Of course it's him. I'm not crying, I just have sand in my eyes."

Sun Yichu pouted and nodded. She didn't refute, but smiled with her lips curled.

"Have you finished recording the song?" Sun Li cleared his throat to cover up his vulnerability. "I'm not very hungry yet. Let's eat together tonight."

"Then you have to wait for a while, I haven't recorded it yet." Sun Yichu took out his cell phone and called Li Cheng, telling him that he would go back to Cangyue first and let him and Lele take their time to go shopping.

"Didn't they come back with you?" When Sun Li heard this, he realized that apart from those people, there was no Li Cheng and Tang Lele around Sun Yichu.

Sun Yichu put away his phone and led him step by step towards the Cangyue Building across the street: "Halfway through the walk, they said they wanted to walk around and digest their food. But I had something else to do in the afternoon, so I thought I'd come back to record the song first."

"What do you have to do this afternoon? Do you need me to take you there?" Sun Li smiled and said, "Our youngest son has grown up. He is no longer the poor little kid who always held my hand when he went out."

Sun Yichu turned his head and looked at him: "Third brother, you are making fun of me again. I don't need to hold others' hands to walk anymore." He blinked and smiled: "Don't mention this in front of my brother, otherwise he will laugh at me."

Sun Li raised his hand and made a zippering gesture, indicating that he would keep his mouth shut.

"Young Master, juice."

Suddenly, a man who had been hiding in the corner came forward and handed over two drinks. He lowered his head and handed the cold one to Sun Li, "Third Young Master, this is a little gift from our Young Master."

Sun Yichu curled his lips, took the juice and started drinking it, "I want iced one too." He took a sip and suddenly noticed that the juice in Sun Li's hand seemed to have ice in it, and his eyes suddenly lit up.

In such hot weather, you should drink ice water!

Sun Li nodded, took the juice and was about to exchange it with him. But the man stopped him, looked up at Sun Yichu and said, "The eldest master said that if you insist on drinking iced drinks, all meat dishes will be cancelled for dinner tonight. I hope you will think it over carefully."

After he finished speaking, he didn't even look at Sun Yichu's expression that looked like he wanted to bite someone. He then looked at Sun Li and smiled, "Young Master is not feeling well. He just had an ice cream when he went out this morning. I hope Third Young Master can help keep an eye on him and make sure he doesn't touch anything cold today."

After saying this, the man nodded at the two of them, then turned and left.

As if completing a mission, he disappeared in a moment.

Sun Yichu sighed helplessly and could only accept his fate and drink the room temperature juice in his hand. But his eyes were fixed on the juice in Sun Li's hand, looking forward to it eagerly.

"It should be okay to have a sip secretly, right?" Sun Li felt a little sorry for him and thought about giving him a sip secretly.

But Sun Yichu shook his head, "Forget it, I don't want to say goodbye to my big chicken leg tonight. Oh, by the way, third brother, come home with me tonight for dinner! The auntie my brother hired is a great cook, and the food is much better than what the chef at Li Cheng's house cooks."

He laughed and pulled Sun Li into the Cangyue Building.

When the receptionist saw him coming back, she immediately stepped forward and said, "Sir, the recording studio is ready. I'll show you the way."

Sun Yichu waved at her and said, "You're welcome. I can find the way and I can go by myself." His music had already been uploaded to the computer, and he came here today just to add the vocals.

Li Cheng has taken him to Cangyue's place no less than twenty times, so there is really no need for him to lead the way.

The receptionist smiled slightly upon hearing this and returned to work. After all, he was the boss's husband, and since he said no, there was no need for her to go out of her way to show her courtesy.