He said he doesn't love me

Chapter 154: Subconsciously retreating feet

In the distance, at the corner of the corridor.

Qian Chenyan took off his glasses and looked at Tang Yihe with indifference. He was not afraid of this man's identity and means at all, and his eyes were full of disdain.

"Boss Tang is extremely powerful, he has everyone he wants, why are you so obsessed with me?" He raised his hand to lift up his bangs, revealing his full forehead, and continued: "Your brother's situation is more difficult than Ran Bai's, I'm sorry I can't do anything."

Tang Yihe pulled the corner of her mouth and looked up at him: "Mr. Qian, what are you talking about? I haven't said anything yet, how can you be sure that I want your help?"

Qian Chenyan smiled and raised his chin towards Tao Jingyi behind him: "Of course Miss Tao said that. I am a psychologist. You tried every means to find me. Isn't it for your brother?"

He doesn't believe it.

This person has been asking around for news about me since he was abroad, and I'm afraid he has something to do with another person in the ward.

Tang Yihe laughed: "Since you know everything, I will tell you straight. Shen Ranbai's condition is probably not much better than my brother's. As long as you agree to the treatment, I will agree to any conditions. Money, future, as long as I can do it, I will do my best."

"Sorry, I don't need these." Qian Chenyan was still smiling, but his face showed some impatience: "I have my own ideas about saving people. I never consider money and power when deciding who to save and who not to save. Sorry, I won't save this person, and I can't save him." He didn't give any face and turned back to the ward.

Tang Yihe gritted his teeth, but there was no other way. He had expected that this person would not be easily won over, but he had never thought that this person would not give him any face at all.

He was unwilling to even make a false promise and simply said outright that he would not save her.

"Huh..." He twirled his fingers irritably, and only after calming down did he go back to the ward.

As soon as he reached the door, Sun Yichu was driven out by Qian Chenyan.

Tang Yihe frowned instantly, and glared at Tao Jingyi unhappily: "You asked me to bring this person here, and now you're kicking him out, do you think I have a good temper?"

Tao Jingyi was also panicked. She repeatedly warned Qian Chenyan not to offend Tang Yihe easily, but it was obvious that the other party did not listen at all.

"Yichu, he... he doesn't mean to chase you away. He just wants to talk to Ran Bai alone. Can you sit down for a while?" Tao Jingyi didn't dare to look at Tang Yihe. She could only reach out to pull the talkative Sun Yichu.

But Tang Yihe directly protected Sun Yichu behind him with a cold face. He looked up at the man in the room and said coldly: "Since you don't need help, you can take care of yourself. We are also very busy and don't have that much time to be a philanthropist and waste our kindness!"

"Brother, Ranbai..." Sun Yichu glanced into the room. Shen Ranbai was still unwilling to speak, and didn't even glance at the man.

Obviously don't like him.

"No matter what he does, there are people watching him. Let's go home." Tang Yihe also got angry. He had hoped that the man could take a look at Sun Yichu. Even if he couldn't cure him, he wouldn't be so angry if he could at least understand the situation.

But the other party was not only unmoved, but also showed no mercy.

Who is he?

From childhood to adulthood, apart from Sun Yichu, who dared to bully him? !

"Brother..." Sun Yichu saw that his face didn't look good and guessed that he must have had an argument with the doctor. He was in a dilemma, with his brother on one side and Shen Ranbai on the other.

It doesn’t matter if you leave, it doesn’t matter if you don’t leave.

Suddenly, Shen Ranbai in the room heard something and smashed his phone to pieces. His face turned red with anger, and he glared at the person who was still chattering in front of him, silently pointing at the door.

Tao Jingyi no longer cared about Sun Yichu and Tang Yihe and rushed in immediately.

"Is there something wrong with what I said? Wasting my time will only delay your treatment." Qian Chenyan was confused by Shen Ranbai's disturbance. On the other side, the person was begging him to save someone, but on this side, the person he wanted to save was resisting his approach.

Shen Ranbai was still pointing at the door, and when he saw that he didn't move, he immediately picked up a pillow and threw it at him. His eyes were bloodshot, and he was obviously very angry.

"Sir, sir, please go out first. I will contact you after he calms down." Tao Jingyi persuaded the man to go out. Only then did Shen Ranbai withdraw his hand and looked at Tao Jingyi with a cold face.

"Ran Bai..." Tao Jingyi swallowed her saliva. She didn't know what Qian Chenyan said to make this little ancestor so angry. She could only coax him gently to calm down.

Tao Jingyi looked back at the three people awkwardly, then closed the door.

"Let's go." Tang Yihe frowned and was about to leave with the person, but the next second, Tao Jingyi reopened the door.

"Yichu, Ranbai asked you to go in and keep him company..." Tao Jingyi didn't dare to say anything. Qian Chenyan had offended Tang Yihe, and now he had angered Shen Ranbai.

Tang Yihe didn't do the job she asked her to do, and Shen Ranbai was also angry. She was really scared. If Qian Chenyan was unwilling to continue to treat Shen Ranbai, or if Tang Yihe didn't want Sun Yichu to contact Shen Ranbai again...

These are the worst outcomes.

"No, go home, whoever wants to go can go!" Tang Yihe glanced at Qian Chenyan, pulled Sun Yichu and turned to leave. But after two steps, Sun Yichu let go of his hand.

This appearance says it all.

He wants to stay.

Tang Yihe sighed helplessly: "Then you go in and keep him company. If he says something unpleasant, just come out. We can't stand this kind of cowardice."

Sun Yichu opened his mouth and said helplessly: "That depends on him being able to speak. Brother, if you are busy, go to work. I will walk around for a while and let Yu Xi take me back."

"No." Tang Yihe narrowed her eyes, looked at Qian Chenyan in the distance, and said in a deep voice: "I am worried about strangers being around. I'll wait for you. It's okay. I'm not busy today. You can go."

Sun Yichu knew that he couldn't persuade him, so he stopped talking, nodded, turned around and walked into the ward.

Inside the ward, Shen Ranbai smiled as gently and kindly as the bright moon, which was completely different from his stern look just now.

"Would you like some water?" Sun Yichu smiled back, but after all, he was not familiar with Shen Ranbai. He didn't understand why this person chose himself instead of someone else.

Shen Ranbai shook his head, raised his hand and gently patted the seat next to him, motioning him to sit over there.

Sun Yichu blinked, walked over and sat down, "My phone is broken, can you use mine?" He opened the memo on his phone and handed it to Shen Ranbai.

"He just said something bad about you, and I got angry."

Sun Yichu was stunned for a moment, then realized that he was explaining why he was angry just now. He raised his eyes and smiled at him, saying, "Why are you angry? He is not wrong. I am indeed not good..."

His smile faded a lot. He guessed Qian Chenyan's identity from the way he talked to Shen Ranbai. Qian Chenyan should be Shen Ranbai's psychiatrist, and it was naturally not good for him to be criticized by a psychiatrist.

No matter which aspect.

Shen Ranbai pulled his hand and pointed at his face.

Sun Yichu blinked: "Face?"

Shen Ranbai shook his head and typed, "You are very good, your smile is very bright, I like it very much. Don't take his words to heart, okay?"

"No, I don't take it to heart." Sun Yichu curled his lips, but Shen Ranbai frowned and continued typing.

"You're lying. I can't speak, but I'm not blind. I know you're unhappy. I can see it. You're very nice, really. I don't have any friends. She said, are you willing to be friends with me? Is that true?"

Shen Ranbai's eyes brightened, as if filled with countless stars. His lips were very light in color, and when he raised the corners of his lips, he looked so beautiful.

Sun Yichu smiled and said, "Aren't we already friends? You accepted my gift, so we are friends."

"Great, I have friends now!"

"When you get better, I'll introduce my friends to you. That way, you'll have more and more friends!"

Shen Ranbai was slightly stunned when he heard this, then he smiled to hide his disappointment.

Yes, his smile is so beautiful and bright, how could he have only one friend?

He lowered his eyes and thought for a moment, then handed the phone to Sun Yichu, then bit his lip and waited for his answer.

Sun Yichu looked down at the text on his phone, not knowing how to answer for a moment.

"Do you think being alive is a good thing? I don't think so. I am not living well, I am not happy, and I don't want tomorrow to come. Would you dislike me like this?"

The atmosphere instantly dropped to freezing point and Sun Yichu fell silent.

His silence was a silent answer to Shen Ranbai. He sighed slowly. Sure enough, no one would be willing to be friends with someone like him, not to mention...

There is always a circle of light around him, and that kind of confidence is something I can never have.

"Ranbai, can I think this is our secret?" Sun Yichu pursed his lips, and his eyes unconsciously showed a layer of mist when he looked at Shen Ranbai.

Shen Ranbai was a little dazed. He thought carefully about what he said, and it seemed that there was nothing that could make him sad. He nodded and smiled at Sun Yichu, silently expressing his affirmation.

Sun Yichu breathed a sigh of relief, stood up and closed the door.

Isolated from the sounds outside, he seemed to have taken off his disguise, and became completely decadent.

He moved a few steps to Shen Ranbai's side and sat down again. But the first thing he did when he sat down was to take off the bracelet that covered his scar.

Shen Ranbai was surprised by his behavior, and when he looked closely, he saw that his wrist was covered with cut marks. There were more than one, and the position was almost the same. It was obvious that he had cut many times. How determined must he be to hurt himself like this?

"Does it hurt?"

Sun Yichu smiled softly, "Maybe, I already... don't remember." He put on the bracelet again, his eyes fell on Tang Yihe outside the glass window, and slowly said: "I'm not happy either, but I want to get better. Ran Bai, my brother once said something, I want to read it to you now"

"What?"

"We are not sick, we just strayed into a small island in the center of the deep sea. We can't find the way out and can't see the light above our heads. But there will always be someone willing to build a bridge for us, light a lamp for us, illuminate our way forward, and guide us in the direction to go out." Sun Yichu said softly: "Ran Bai, I will accompany you, and we will get better together, okay? If this person doesn't appear by your side, I am willing to be that person, light a lamp for you, and give you hope."

Shen Ranbai opened his mouth, but couldn't utter a word for a long time.

He had never heard such words before.

No one, not even Qian Chenyan, who treated him, or Tao Jingyi, had ever said this.

No one was willing to give him hope.

But now, this person appeared.

"When you get better, we'll go traveling together, to see the beautiful sea, to see the vast grasslands, to cross the cold glaciers, to see the gorgeous aurora..." Sun Yichu smiled and said, "When we are both well, it won't be a problem to go anywhere you want, okay?"

"But... don't you feel tired? We are only dragging others down and can't do anything. I can't control myself, I always cry, but no one understands my sadness and sorrow... I don't want them to get away with it, but I can't do anything, I can't do anything..."

Shen Ranbai lowered his eyelids and looked down at the new mobile phone in his hand.

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