He said he doesn't love me

Tang Lele took Sun Ran to her room and showed off her trophy to him.

"Hey, this is what I won yesterday. Isn't it beautiful?" Tang Lele was holding up a golden violin trophy with Tang Lele's name and the date of the competition written on it, and the first prize clearly marked on it.

Sun Ran nodded, stared at the trophy and asked: "Is the violin competition easy? Why do I feel that your winning the prize is expected?"

Tang Lele was puzzled: "Are you stupid? Is it difficult for us to compete at this level? You have more piano competition trophies than me!"

Hearing what he said, Sun Ran instantly thought of the cabinet full of trophies at home.

What's wrong with this world? Is it common for rich kids like them to win the championship? But when you think about it, it seems to be true. They have to learn all these skills in addition to their classes, which is quite hard.

If I spend money to hire so many teachers but still can't achieve any results, my family will scold me, right?

Didn't the TV show say that the family would judge them as useless and lose the right to inherit the property? Is that true?!

"If you lose the game, will you be scolded?" Sun Ran looked at him. Tang Lele nodded and put down the trophy.

"You know it to some extent, but it's not a big deal if you just curse a few times. It's just that you're not skilled enough and you need to practice more." He sat on the bed and took out two lollipops from the cupboard. He handed one to Sun Ran and opened the remaining one and put it in his mouth.

"I'm not sure about other families, but our two families are not that rigid. Look at you, you gave up dancing halfway through and your family didn't say anything! I didn't start out learning violin either. Oh, by the way, did you know that there's a new horse farm on the island?" Tang Lele asked him.

"I know. I heard Third Brother mention it. What's the matter?" Sun Ran also opened the candy and ate it. It was strawberry flavored, but he didn't like sweet things very much. However, the original body seemed to like it very much.

Snacks can be found everywhere in the house, so it's no wonder that the original body doesn't like to eat. If you are full after eating snacks, it would be strange if you can still eat.

"Oh, it's nothing. My dad bought me a pony and asked me to go over there tomorrow to see if I like it. Can you come with me? You can pick one too and we can ride together."

Sun Ran was about to refuse. After all, he had only seen horses in TV dramas in his previous life. How could he ride one? But he didn't dare to refuse rashly because he was not sure if his original self could ride a horse. It was scary enough that Ryant suspected his identity. He didn't want another one.

Seeing that he didn't say anything, Tang Lele raised her eyebrows and laughed at him: "No way, you haven't learned to ride a horse yet? Didn't your brother hire a teacher for you? What's his name... Mr. Lan Ying or something, it's been so long that I forgot his name."

Sun Ran smiled and said, "I can't learn it. I don't know what's going on. How about this? I'll go with you and I'll watch from the side."

Tang Lele stretched out his index finger and shook it, saying, "No, no, no! I asked you to go and have fun, not to be a spectator. Just let me take care of you. I took care of my brother last time, and I won't let you fall!" Seeing that Sun Ran still didn't speak, he asked, "What's wrong? Is the lollipop not delicious? I have a different flavor. Can I change it for you?"

"No, no, this is delicious. Okay, as long as it doesn't fall." Sun Ran sighed. He was not sure how good the relationship between his original body and Tang Lele was.

He knew about the original body's past and could clearly tell that Sun Ran was learning to dance, and he knew exactly how long it had taken him to learn.

If we don't test it out clearly, Tang Lele will be like a time bomb. If he shows his true colors one day, he will definitely expose himself invisibly.

"Le Le, I don't remember a lot of things... I want to ask, do I have the habit of writing a diary?"

Tang Lele paused, then suddenly leaned over to look at him. Sun Ran's throat tightened. No way, was he exposed in just one sentence?

Or is it that their relationship is not that good? !

It's over, it's over. Will he ask someone to arrest him and conduct experiments on him the next second? !

"you……"

It's coming, is it coming?!

Sun Ran swallowed and looked at him fearlessly. Just when he was about to knock the man out and run away, Tang Lele pushed him.

"You're blocking me from getting something. Move aside." He pushed Sun Ran, then took a small notebook from the table and shook it at Sun Ran: "Are you talking about this one? Or the one with the dandelion pattern?"

Are there two copies?

"Are there... a lot of them?"

Tang Lele showed him the notebook directly, not shying away from anything: "Here, let me show you. Don't be fooled by the beauty of this notebook. It actually doesn't have many pages, so we bought a lot! I think we bought four or five. Oh, I left your book at my house last time and forgot to take it."

He was looking through a pile of books, while Sun Ran was holding the diary, at a loss. Open it, it's someone else's diary, don't open it, Tang Lele asked him to read it again.

It's simply a dilemma.

Tang Lele searched for a long time but couldn't find it, so he went out and called in the maid who usually cleaned the room.

The maid was wearing casual clothes and an apron, and her gloves were dripping with water. She must be wiping something.

The young master called her and she came over in a hurry without even having time to take off her gloves.

"Master, what can I do for you?"

"I remember you were in charge of the rooms, right?" Tang Lele asked her. The maid nodded and said, "Yes, Master. I am responsible for cleaning your and the eldest Master's rooms. Is there any problem?"

"Nothing, I just want to ask if you have ever seen a notebook with a sunflower cover, about the size of a tablet." Tang Lele compared the size, and the maid thought about it and shook her head: "Master, I have never seen this notebook. It may be in the eldest master's study. Do you need me to help you find it?"

study?

Sun Ran didn't expect the diary to be in the study. The study was full of confidential information, so it seemed he couldn't get it away.

"No need, I'll find it myself, you continue with your work, thank you for your hard work."

The maid nodded and continued to work.

Seeing that Sun Ran was still in a daze, Tang Lele tapped his forehead and said, "What are you thinking about? Didn't you see it?"

Sun Ran shook his head.

"It's incredible that you don't want to look. What privacy do we have to talk about? Come on, I'll find it for you. You stay here. We'll have lunch at my house later." He said, closed the door and went to the study.

It seems that the original body and he have a very good relationship. If you can read the diary at will, then just take a look.

Maybe there will be something about the original body in it!

Sun Ran opened the diary and was shocked by the first page.

2103, July 7, Weather: Who cares.

Sun Ran cried again today, although I don't understand why he likes to cry so much, but he said he wanted to go home with me, so I brought him back.

I asked him if he was unhappy, and he said he felt life was meaningless. I was shocked and thought he must have a fever, otherwise why would he have such a strange idea.

……

2103, April 7.

It was raining today, and I wanted to go play with Sun Ran, but my dad told me that he was in the hospital. I asked my dad if Sun Ran was sick.

My father told me to have less contact with Sun Ran, saying that he was a bad kid. I hate my father, but Sun Ran is not a bad kid. He is my good friend.

……

2103, April 8.

Sun Ran and I hadn't seen each other for a month, and I couldn't contact him. I used my New Year's money to ask my brother to take me to the hospital to see him, and my brother agreed.

Sun Ran sat on the hospital bed and I stood outside the window. We just looked at each other and I smiled because I finally looked at him. But he cried. I didn't know why he liked to cry so much. My brother said he was sick.

What kind of disease would cause constant crying? My brother said, I don’t understand even if you tell me.

People say I don't understand. Yes, I'm not a doctor, but I think he must be unhappy, and when he's unhappy he wants to cry. Just like when I knew he was in the hospital, I was unhappy too, and I cried too (oh no, I wasn't crying, I just felt so hot in my eyes)

……

2104, April 5.

I went abroad, but when I came back, I always felt that Sun Ran seemed to have changed a lot. He used to smile cutely, but now he smiles so reluctantly. I gave him my trophy, and he gave me a lollipop. I hate him because I don't like mango flavor.

However, I am very happy. Because he is my good friend, I will forgive him this time! After all, I am his only good friend! My brother said that friends should tolerate each other.

……

2104, April 6.

Today is Children's Day and also my birthday. My brother said that after this birthday, I will be eighteen years old, an adult, a little adult. I thought, how wonderful it is to be an adult, carefree and free!

Sun Ran's birthday is in three months, let me prepare a big surprise for him!

……

2104, April 9.

Today is Sun Ran’s birthday, but my gift has not been given out.

We had a fight, and I heard that he had a fight with his brothers, and was beaten up. I asked him, why do you want to leave? Don't you like this family?

He smiled and said to me, "Lele, I like this family, but I am also afraid. I am leaving and getting married. Will you wish me happiness?"

I will, of course I will. I said, as long as you are happy, I will bless you.

He smiled, but it wasn't a happy smile. He said his brothers didn't want him anymore, and I was all he had. What would he do if I didn't want him anymore?

I told him that I would always protect him, just like my brother protected me. He hugged me and left. We never saw each other again.

……

2106, April 11.

It had been two years, and I hadn't thought about hearing from him again until I heard about it from my brother.

My brother said his partner didn't like him and was often not at home. I asked my brother, what kind of person is Sun Ran's partner?

My brother said he didn't know, but he liked him too. I almost spit out the food I had eaten.

I ran to find Sun Ran and told him that my brother liked his partner. If you are not happy with him, just give him to me. This way, you will be happy and I will be happy too.

We had another fight, he said I didn't understand him. I said he didn't understand me. I cared about him, but he only had eyes for the man who didn't come home.

……

Sun Ran closed the notebook and couldn't calm down for a long time.

The last page of the diary was the day when Sun Ran had the accident.

Tang Lele's diary seems to depend entirely on his mood. He writes when he remembers something, and forgets when he doesn't. Except for the few pages he read carefully, the rest are all about him participating in competitions and meeting people, and have nothing to do with Sun Ran.

But it is not difficult to see from these few pages that the relationship between the two is really good, which goes beyond the care and companionship of family members.

Sun Ran, are you sick?

What happened to you?

Why is this the case, would you write it down like this, hoping it will be seen?

He stood up and put the notebook back on the table. His eyes seemed to be covered with something. He wiped them, leaving a wet mark.

He suddenly thought of Tang Lele's complaints about Sun Ran being a crybaby. But how could she cry if she hadn't been wronged?

So, what happened during the time that Tang Lele didn't record? I'm afraid... only Sun Ran himself knows.

“Found it, found it!!”

Tang Lele came in with a tablet-sized notebook, and Sun Ran's eyes lit up.

journal!

The diary that Sun Ran left at the Tang family!

"You... have you ever opened it?" He took the book. Tang Lele shook her head and said, "No, you didn't let me see it. If you let me see it, I would have seen it. Are you crying? Why are you still crying so much? I almost doubt if you are a crybaby. You can read it yourself. I'll send something to my brother and will be back soon."

He shook the bag in his hand, which should be clothes or something else. Sun Ran nodded: "Okay, go ahead, I'll wait for you here."

"Okay! If you're hungry, go downstairs and ask your aunt to make you something to eat first. There are snacks and fruits in the refrigerator. You can treat it as your own home." Tang Lele said as he took the car keys and left.

Sun Ran watched him leave and suddenly felt envious.

How come everyone can drive? No, it was inconvenient to learn driving in the previous life. I must get a driver’s license in this life!

He closed the door and opened his diary.

After turning three pages in a row and seeing none of them were blank, his eye twitched.

Come on, big brother, you protect yourself from fire and theft, but you also protect yourself from them?!

Do you have some big secret that you're afraid others will know? !

He did not give up and opened it directly from the middle, and finally saw the text.

2103, April 2.

Why doesn’t my brother come home again? He said he wanted to watch me dance. You liar.

……

2103, April 3.

The teacher said that my movements were not right and not as good as Tao Yicheng's. I was not convinced because it was obvious that he was not as good as me.

……

2103, April 4.

I hate this teacher and my piano teacher too! I want to change them!

Why didn't my brother listen to my explanation? Why did he listen to the teacher? I was obviously very obedient, so why do you still say that I am not as well-behaved as other children?

I hate them!

……

2103, April 4.

Why are you touching me...

Disgusting, disgusting!!

……

2103, April 6.

I'm not crazy, I'm not!!

Why don't you listen to my explanation? I am obviously your younger brother!

……

2103, April 6.

If you like me, will you behave like this?

Why wouldn’t my brother do this to me if he said he liked me?

Is it possible that the teacher is the only one who really likes me?

The diary fell directly to the ground, and Sun Ran widened his eyes in disbelief.

What performance, what action?! What behavior?!

Is that what you mean?

He didn't dare to read on. Why was he a teenager...

"Didn't he have a good relationship with you before? He deliberately led you to obey him in everything..."

Sun Qing's words exploded like a bomb in his mind. Did he listen to everything?

So if this so-called teacher takes advantage of the convenience of practice to make some physical advances on the original person, wouldn't it be easy to be misled?

"Obviously he doesn't dance as well as I do..."

"Why are you touching me..."

“Disgusting, disgusting!!”

"I'm not crazy!!"

"I am obviously their younger brother!!"

It all seemed to make sense, but he had no evidence.

Moreover, he still has no clue about the dance teacher.

If you act rashly and alert the enemy, you might get blamed back!

Could it be that Sun Ran was put in the hospital because those two teachers threw dirty water back at him? ! !

Sun Li and his friends were often not at home, so they would never doubt what the two teachers said, so...

"Is that why you feel that life is meaningless?"