He said he doesn't love me

After losing three games in a row, Sun Ran put down his phone in anger, only to find that Si Wen had not come back yet.

Why didn’t you come back after being gone for so long? Are you trying to cause trouble?

Sun Ran frowned and thought for a while, then poured all the remaining fruit wine in his glass into the trash can and looked at the glass carefully.

Still no problem, he bent his head and sniffed, the fruity scent was strong, but he couldn't smell anything special.

That was strange. Would he be so kind as to invite me to dinner? Or was it after I discovered something?

Sun Ran stood up, walked to the door, and looked out stealthily.

I saw Siwen with his back to this side, looking up at the sky, with a few cigarette butts piled under his feet. His back looked like a lonely young man.

"Am I really overthinking it?" Sun Ran frowned and sat back in his seat.

After a while, Siwen followed the waiter into the room.

"Please enjoy your meal. If you need anything, just press the bell!" The waiter said in a businesslike manner, left and closed the door.

Sun Ran looked at the steaming food on the table, and when he raised his eyes, he saw Si Wen sitting next to him. He reached out to add two bowls of rice, and calmly picked up a piece of fish with chopsticks and put it into Sun Ran's bowl.

Then he ate in silence.

Although he was full of doubts, Sun Ran did not say anything in person. After all, there was no evidence, and perhaps he was just overthinking.

"Why don't you eat? Aren't you hungry?" Si Wen swallowed his food and saw that Sun Ran didn't move, so he tilted his head to look at him. He thought for a moment, then changed a pair of chopsticks to shave off the fishbone for Sun Ran. Sun Ran was stunned by his skillful movements and despised his groundless suspicion even more.

It's true that he did something wrong to me, but how could I subconsciously think that he had bad intentions?

"Thank you." He picked up his chopsticks and ate the fish. Si Wen smiled at him and said, "I thought you were still angry. Try this. I'll peel it for you."

He diligently peeled shrimps and served soup to Sun Ran. These gentleness and attitudes that had never existed in Sun Ran's memory made it difficult for him to judge how sincere this person was...

Si Wen stopped only when rice started to rise from Sun Ran's bowl. The two of them fell silent for a long while, and no one spoke.

For a moment, the only sounds in the empty room were the breathing of the two people. It was eerily quiet.

"Zon, can you eat first? After you finish eating, if you get angry or do something, I won't resist." Si Wen looked at him worriedly, which instantly sent Sun Ran off on a radar alert.

"You're still angry, aren't you?"

"No, no." Sun Ran ate his rice silently, wishing he could bury his whole face in the bowl. "You eat too, don't stare at me."

"What? Are you afraid of me staring at you?" Si Wen teased him wickedly, "What's wrong with looking at you? It's not against the law. You're so handsome and you don't want people to look at you?"

Sun Ran ignored him and just ate the food in his bowl. Seeing this, Si Wen also stopped being a scoundrel and ate seriously, occasionally serving Sun Ran food and passing him paper.

The atmosphere is very harmonious.

But for some reason, the more harmonious the situation was, the more uneasy Sun Ran felt, and his mind was as confused as an ant on a hot pan.

It shouldn't be like this...

He thought so.

But what should it be like?

He couldn't say it again.

Sun Ran's eating speed slowed down noticeably. Si Wen glanced at him and saw that he looked pale, so he quickly handed him a piece of paper.

"Hmm..." Sun Ran admired his attentiveness. He took the paper, covered his mouth, and spit out the peppercorns. Only then did his face regain a hint of redness.

"Thank you"

"Why are you thanking me for what you said?" Si Wen took his bowl, removed the peppercorns and coriander from it, and put the bowl back. "If you don't want to eat it, then don't eat it. Don't force yourself."

“No…”

If you don't eat it, it will be wasted...

Sun Ran seemed to remember something and suddenly trembled all over, which scared Si Wen who had been paying attention to his condition.

"Zorn?! What's wrong with you?" Si Wen put down his bowl and chopsticks, reached out and patted his back, "Are you feeling unwell? Do you want to go to the hospital?"

However, Sun Ran was like a puppet who had lost his soul. He didn't speak or pay any attention to him.

"Yaoyao, grandma said that if we don't like it, we don't have to eat it. It's okay..."

"Grandma, it's okay, I love them all, you love me the most! The food you cook is the most delicious!"

grandmother……

"don't want……"

"I'm sorry, we tried our best..."

“No…No!!”

"Ouch... It hurts! It hurts so much!!!" Sun Ran raised his hands and punched himself on the head again and again, as if he wanted to crack his head open, as if by doing so he could get rid of those shrill cries.

He seemed to be in great pain, and like a child with nowhere to go, he threw himself into Siwen's arms, trying to get the protection and comfort he wanted. Siwen let him lean on her chest, and reached out to gently caress and comfort her.

"Zon!! It's okay, it's okay... I'm here, I'm with you, it's okay, it's okay..." Seeing this, Si Wen immediately realized that he must have remembered something, turned his head to look at the layout and location of the room, there was nothing wrong.

What was it that stimulated him?

Could it be something in the bowl?

Si Wen looked at the picked peppercorns and coriander, then looked down at the shivering person in his arms, and did not push him away for a moment.

By the time Sun Ran calmed down, the food had already gone cold. He was no longer in the mood to continue eating, and seeing that he was not in high spirits, Si Wen naturally stopped eating.

"Are you unhappy?" Siwen asked him.

Sun Ran shook his head slowly, not understanding where the pain came from or where to go.

What do that kind old man, that small house, and those kind calls mean?

Why couldn't he find any clues...

"Then...did I do something to upset you?"

He held Sun Ran's hand and held him tightly in his arms, "If you are unhappy, tell me, don't hold it in yourself, okay?"

"...I'm not unhappy, it's just...it's a mess, and it's very uncomfortable here..." Sun Ran took his hand and slowly put it on his chest, "It hurts, like an ant bite, and I can't control the discomfort."

"Can I accompany you to see the doctor?" Si Wen whispered to comfort him. He didn't dare to provoke Sun Ran.

He had heard that Zorn had seen a doctor in China, but he didn't really know the details. If he got into a fight with him, he might end up at a disadvantage.

"I won't go. I'm not sick... I'm not sick... I just... just..." Sun Ran didn't understand what was wrong with him, but he couldn't say that he was sick.

Even the thought of it makes my heart tingle.

"Okay, okay, I'm not sick, I believe you. Then do we still need to talk about what happened that day?" Si Wen coaxed him, "You really misunderstood me, I can swear, as long as you are willing to listen, I can swear a poisonous oath..."

Sun Ran was in no mood to listen to his nonsense. He just felt dizzy. "No need... why do I feel so dizzy..."

He shook his head, but it seemed that everything in front of him changed with his movements. Everything in his sight was covered with dense mosaics, like spider webs or reeds blown by the wind, flying all over the sky, with no trace left...

His palms kept getting hot, and his body was also getting hotter. No matter how dumb he was, he understood. Sun Ran pushed Siwen away and sat up straight, "Chris Siwen... can you have some shame?"

Si Wen looked at him blankly, "What?"

His expression didn't seem fake, but how could Sun Ran not understand his feelings towards her? She would never tell him what happened.

"...It's okay, I'm going back." Sun Ran propped himself up and went to get his crutches, but his trembling hands exposed his condition. Si Wen's eyes flashed, and he instantly understood the current situation.

"I know what you are thinking, but I don't want to use such despicable means to get anything. I'm afraid you can't go back like this. I'll take you to a hotel." He held Sun Ran steady with one hand and took out his cell phone to make a call with the other. Sun Ran pushed him hard with a look of disbelief on his face.

"If you say you're not you, then you're not you? Do you think I'll believe you?!" Sun Ran tried hard to stay awake, but seeing that shaking his head was useless, he raised his hand to slap himself twice. Si Wen reached out to stop him, looking at him sarcastically.

"So if you say it's me, then it's me? I don't have anyone I want, so why bother? You should think carefully about whether you have come into contact with any strange people!" Seeing that he was unwilling, Si Wen no longer insisted on being a good person.

Anyway, I can't get Sun Ran's trust. If I behave myself now, maybe I can resolve some conflicts.

"You..." Sun Ran was about to say that he was quibbling. How could there be a strange person around him...

Have……

some!

That Si Junyi who appeared out of nowhere!

A name that even my father had never heard of, that person...

"Is this it?" Sun Ran bit his lip and managed to keep his mind steady. He took out the doll and handed it to Si Wen to have a look.

Si Wen didn't expect that he could really take out something, so she immediately took it and looked at it carefully, then gave it back to him, "It's not this one, this doll is fine, is there anyone else?"

"No more...no more..." He could no longer stand and fell back down.

"Listen to me and come with me. I won't touch you. You know I like to take the initiative. What do you think? Anyway, you're like this... I'm afraid you can't leave." Si Wen raised his eyebrows. Of course he was lying. He loved such an easy prey!

"No need, someone is here to pick me up, you go back by yourself." Sun Ran turned his head away from him, but his rapid breathing betrayed him.

At this moment, his chest kept rising and falling, and the hot breath he exhaled made Si Wen a little impatient. No, Si Wen frowned and pushed a few steps away, then quickly walked to the window and turned on the exhaust.

Great, you dare to plot against him?!

Don't even go out and find out about Chris Wen's reputation!

Touch me?

How many heads do you have?!

"Zorn, Zorn, wake up! Let's change places. Someone has done something here. Can you hear me?" Si Wen leaned over and patted Sun Ran's face, but Sun Ran had already lost consciousness. He just teared at the collar of his shirt listlessly, trying to cool himself down.

No, I can't stay here.

This thing has been through hundreds of battles and still got tricked. Who knows what will happen if it stays here. Who knows if this place is clean or not!

Si Wen gritted his teeth, picked the man up horizontally, hung the crutch on Sun Ran's hand, and drove the man away from Duoli.

Si Wen rushed back to his house, put Sun Ran on the bed, packed his clothes and went to the next door. He was interested in people, but he was so angry when he thought about being framed by others. If the news got out to his mother, he would be dead or skinned alive!

He doesn't dare to touch anyone. He likes to play, but he hasn't lived enough.

At most, my father would deduct my pocket money, but my mother would really beat me until I had to go through retraining!

The bathroom was filled with fog and occasional shouting and cursing could be heard. This lasted for an hour before Si Wen went to see Sun Ran with a gloomy face.

"strangeness……"

When he entered the room, he saw beads of sweat on Sun Ran's forehead. His brows were furrowed and his red lips were bitten, but he dared not utter a sound.

Si Wen stepped forward and pulled back the quilt that was covering him, then mercifully unbuttoned the collar of Sun Ran's shirt to prevent him from suffocating.