He said he doesn't love me

"By the way, I heard that this store has launched a new pudding. Do you want to try it?"

Si Wen put down the dishes and chopsticks, tilted his head and asked, "If I remember correctly, you should like desserts very much."

Sun Ran was stunned for a moment, somewhat surprised that he was so attentive, "Yes, I like it very much! If you remember correctly, thank you for your help."

Si Wen smiled and said, "It's not a big deal. I'll go add the order. Please wait a moment." As he said that, he stood up and went to the front desk and ordered another serving of pudding.

Sun Ran couldn't help but be lost in thought as he looked at his back. Why did he do this?

If he really liked this face, there would be no need to go to such great lengths. If he was really attracted by her beauty, why did he pretend to be a gentleman last time?

"…Tsk…" Sun Ran withdrew his inquiring gaze and looked down at his hand. The ring sparkled under the light, and he suddenly felt that he was being a little immoral.

Can he just take something like a ring? Is this the only way to collect evidence? Is there no other way?

Now that we have the photos and the recording, wouldn't it be too strange to take the ring off and return it to him?

He looked over again and met Siwen's gaze.

Si Wen had just finished ordering and turned to look at him, only to see Sun Ran staring at him without blinking. He looked around confused, but Sun Ran's eyes remained on him without changing.

They say eyes are the windows to the soul, Sun Ran thought. He was born with a pair of beautiful blue eyes, how could he be a bad person?

But he had indeed deceived himself. If he had not recovered his memory, would he have let him into his heart? Would he really have forgotten the lover deep in his memory one day in the future and let this person take his place...

"what happened?"

Si Wen approached and saw that he was still distracted. He raised his hand and waved it in front of Sun Ran's eyes, "Zorn, what are you thinking about?"

Sun Ran blinked and sighed heavily, "Nothing, I just feel a tightness in my chest... Si Wen, do you know Si Junyi? Or... have you heard of him?"

Si Junyi, he said that I was like his lover...

Who is he? My father doesn't know, but does Siwen know?

Si Wen thought about it and shook his head gently, "I haven't heard of it. What's the matter? Do you want me to check it for you?"

Do not you know?

Could it be that the name he told me was fake? Otherwise, how could I not find any clues about this person? !

"No, nothing. Have you heard of Fu Ci?" Sun Ran looked at him. "These past two days, when I closed my eyes, it seemed like someone always mentioned this name in my ear, but I couldn't remember it. Have you heard of this person?"

Si Wen felt a little strange. He frowned slightly and pursed his lips unconsciously. "Fu Ci... was your childhood playmate in China, but he left later. I don't know much about the other things, why are you suddenly asking this? Did you... remember something?" He licked his lips. Assuming that Zoen really remembered something, he had to find a way to distance himself from him immediately.

He is easy to deceive, and the family behind him is not someone you can mess with.

"No, I just feel a little confused... When will your mother come back?" Sun Ran asked casually. Si Wen saw that his expression didn't change, so he slowly breathed a sigh of relief.

"She will be back in two days, the flight is tomorrow."

"Really? That's great!" Sun Ran smiled.

That’s great. I have to prepare a big gift for myself so as not to let you down for taking care of me during this period!

Sun Ran gently turned the ring on his finger and tilted his head to say, "Your mother won't be angry with me or embarrass me if she knows you spend so much money on buying things for me, right? You know, if my father knew that she doesn't like me, he might not agree to what's going on between you and me." His tone was sincere, but the way he spoke scared Si Wen.

"You told your father?" he blurted out. He seemed to realize that his tone was too radical, so he quickly changed his words. "I mean, I should be the one to speak up about this. Have you told Mr. Aijero?"

Sun Ran knew why he was panicking, and said slowly, "Not yet. I plan to tell my father tonight and show the ring to my father." He shook the sparkling ring on his hand, and Si Wen's eyes twitched. He now had a physical evidence!

"Zorn, how about this...give me the ring first, and when my mother comes back, I'll put it on you in front of my parents, okay?" Si Wen grinned, "This way, I can prove to Mr. Aijero that I'm sincere to you, right? What do you think?"

He wanted to have his purpose written on his face, and this was exactly what Sun Ran wanted.

Sun Ran lowered his head and pursed his lips. He smiled slightly while lowering his head, and looked up at him, "Then don't give it to me." He took off the ring and handed it to Si Wen, "If you give the ring to someone else, I will be angry."

"How could that be? My ring will only be given to you." Si Wen took the ring and put it into his pocket together with his own. The dishes were served at this time, and the two of them started to eat with their own thoughts in mind.

Si Wen served Sun Ran a bowl of hot rice and some vegetables, picked out the peppercorns and coriander, and placed them in front of Sun Ran. "Eat. After you finish, I'll take you for a walk."

"Thank you, but you don't have to be like this. I'm not a child." Sun Ran curled his lips, "Do you think my legs are useless and my brain is stupid?"

"How could that be? I just want to take care of you. I'm your husband and I like taking care of you." Si Wen said this so sincerely that Sun Ran forgot to swallow the food he had stuffed into his mouth.

"We are partners, you don't need to say thank you to me. I take care of you voluntarily, do you understand? You are fine, don't think I take care of you because you are hurt, that's not the case. I take care of you just because I want to, I am happy to, don't feel burdened." Si Wen picked up a piece of vegetable with chopsticks and put it into his mouth. Those words seemed to come from the heart, but also sounded false as if they were planned for a long time.

Sun Ran swallowed the food in his mouth silently, not understanding why he could say such words so easily even though he was clearly acting.

How could he hear the care and love he hoped to hear, those words that never existed in his memory, from such a person?

"Thank you... No one has ever told me this..." Sun Ran put down his bowl and chopsticks. For some reason, his eyes were suddenly covered by something, making everything he saw a little blurry.

"Don't cry, did I say something wrong?" Si Wen quickly stood up and took out a tissue to wipe the corners of his eyes, "Why are you crying suddenly..."

He was stunned for a moment.

In his opinion, Zorn has always been well-behaved and pretty. She exudes a cool aura from the inside out, and seems approachable to everyone, but in fact, she is not.

He is always looking for something through others.

He imitated other people's expressions and tried to empathize with them, but it seemed that he was not a sentimental person. Every time Zorn laughed, he was a little confused...

Why do you pretend to be strong when you are obviously unhappy?

Logically speaking, in a big family like theirs, it is impossible to teach children to sacrifice themselves for others!

They are powerful and are born to be selfish, indifferent and profit-oriented.

"Zorn...are you unhappy?" he whispered. "If you are unhappy, tell me. I can't help you, but if you keep it in your heart, it will make you sick." Si Wen took his hand and stroked it gently. "My father always said that boys should be strong and it's okay to suffer a little grievance. But do you know? My mother told me that if I was wronged, I should tell them, because we are still young. Boys can cry and act like a spoiled child, because we are just children..."

……

"Why do they say I am a disaster?"

"Yaoyao, that's just nonsense. Don't worry about it. We just need to ignore it."

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"You're a bad kid. Mom said you killed your grandfather, so your parents don't want you anymore! I don't want to play with you!"

"No, no! Grandpa is sick..."

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"It wasn't me...I didn't steal anything..."

"If it's not you, then it could be us? Everyone knows that your grandma is gone and you have no source of income at all, you little thief!!"

……

"I take care of you voluntarily."

Voluntary, unrequited. He doesn't need to pay money to thank him for his concern, nor does he need to live under someone else's roof in exchange for his love...

Sun Ran raised his hand and wiped his face. He didn't understand why. He clearly didn't want to cry, but he couldn't stop the tears.

Why is this person not my partner? Why am I not getting the attention I want from the person I love...

Who is the person who calls me Yaoyao?

"Do you feel better?"

"Much better...thank you." Sun Ran withdrew his hand and continued to eat.

Seeing that he stopped crying, Siwen picked up the bowl again. The advantage of eating from a hot pot is that the food will always be hot.

Although he didn't seem to be enjoying the meal, Sun Ran felt relaxed after finishing it. Those chaotic memories seemed to be blocked by something and no longer invaded his mind, which made him feel a little free and relaxed.

The two left the store and strolled along the street.

The weather is gradually warming up. The originally quiet city has gone through another cold winter and is gradually becoming more popular.

"Zon, can I ask you a question?" Siwen stood there, thought about it, and decided to ask clearly.

"What?" Sun Ran raised his eyes and looked at him.

"Are you...really Mr. Ai Jie Luo's child?" Si Wen asked. Afraid that Sun Ran might misunderstand, he explained, "Don't get me wrong. I just find it strange...Logically, the Castei family wouldn't let you suffer like this. It's just a little insignificant concern, but you keep thanking me... I just find it strange. Just pretend I didn't say anything."

Sun Ran was slightly stunned when he heard this. Yes, why did he find out now?

He was injured, but no one in the family knew about it except Meier. Is this normal?

Perhaps he should have discovered long ago that he was not originally from here.

He is Sun Ran, the treasure of the Chinese Sun family.

Is it baby?

Sun Ran was confused again...

It seems not, as if no one really cares about him, happy, sad, or pretending to be indifferent...

No one found out.

No one...

I... I am definitely not Zuo En, the real Zuo En died nineteen years ago. I am Sun Ran, from the Chinese Sun family.

But he didn't dare to say it, because Si Wen was Kridon's man after all. What if he told Aijero and Aijero got angry?

"How could I not be Ai Jie Luo's child? What are you thinking? I'm just used to it. The etiquette taught by China is always different." He smiled at Si Wen, "Do you think my father would let me live at home without knowing my identity? Don't be silly, he's not a fool."

"It seems that I was overthinking it. Sorry." Si Wen scratched his head embarrassedly, "How about I take you to see the circus performance?"

"Okay!"

The two walked farther and farther away, and when they disappeared in the crowd, a man in black walked out from a corner.

"Go ahead, find a way to bring that person back to me," the man twisted something in his hand and gave orders impatiently.

"Then...what should we do with Young Master Siwen?" asked the person beside him.