He said he doesn't love me

When Sun Ran woke up, it was already past two in the afternoon. Perhaps because of last night's crying and not being able to sleep all night, his eyes were sore.

This also forced him to blink frequently. When Li Cheng pushed the door open, he saw him leaning against the head of the bed, his brows slightly furrowed, his face full of unhappiness.

"Are your eyes uncomfortable? I'll put some eye drops in for you. Blinking like this will only make it more uncomfortable."

Li Cheng rummaged through the suitcase and finally found a small transparent bag in the corner. "Lie down. A little medicine will make it less uncomfortable."

"Okay." Sun Ran lay down again, waiting for him to come over and give him medicine drops.

Li Cheng opened the bag and searched for eye drops among a pile of common medicines. After finding them, he walked to the bedside and applied the medicine to Sun Ran. "I rented a car. We can leave after we eat something."

"Aren't we going hiking? Why do we have to go so early?" Sun Ran closed his eyes to relieve the pain, and sat up again after a while.

"The plan has changed. Let's go to Tekapo to see the lake first. Going early is also convenient for watching the stars at night." Li Cheng put away the medicine and turned to look at him. "I checked the guide. The lake is very beautiful. When the sunset comes out, the golden trees next to it will be reflected in the water. At that time, the lake and the sky will be golden, which will be very beautiful."

"Oh, okay, I'm fine with it." Sun Ran yawned and prepared to get out of bed to go to the bathroom to change clothes. Li Cheng smiled at him embarrassedly and said, "You change here. I'll go to the bathroom."

Sun Ran nodded. He had no objection to wherever it was, it was just a matter of changing clothes.

Seeing that he was so easy to talk to, Li Cheng breathed a sigh of relief. He turned and went into the bathroom, washed his face and waited quietly.

When he heard Sun Ran asking him if he was done, Li Cheng took out all the washed clothes and hung them on the balcony.

"You spent so much time in the bathroom, are you feeling sick?" Sun Ran saw that there was nothing wrong with his face, so he tilted his head and thought for a long time, "Did you eat something bad?"

Does it take more than ten minutes to go to the toilet?

Li Cheng turned his head and looked at him, saying in a calm tone, "Don't ask questions, kid. Go eat something. I'll pack up and leave soon."

"Come on, I'm an adult, okay!" Sun Ran couldn't help but frowned when he heard that, "What to eat?"

"Please eat some bread first. I can't feed you anything else now. We'll have a good meal tonight." Li Cheng tore the bread for him, put a box of milk on the table, and started to pack his clothes.

I may not be back so soon this time, so do I need to renew the lease of the hotel here?

Li Cheng glanced at his strategy, looked up and asked, "We may not be back so soon, do you want to continue living here, or should we just move to another place?"

Sun Ran took a bite of the bread, chewed it, swallowed it, and shook his head in satisfaction. "Why come back to stay after you've moved to another place? There are hotels everywhere, just change. Do you think the money is too much? The people here are not here."

"Okay, I'll pack my things." Li Cheng put on gloves and stuffed the things he brought back into the suitcase. "I'll go tell them. Eat slowly. Don't rush. Don't choke."

"I am an adult, Mr. Li." Sun Ran said unhappily.

Li Cheng said this and went out without hearing Sun Ran's complaints.

Sun Ran turned his head and found that the person had left. He curled his lips helplessly, finished the bread in a few bites, drank two sips of milk and stopped moving.

"Dong dong dong..."

Li Cheng knocked on Han Junjiu's door. Tang Lele, who was sitting on a chair playing games, heard the sound and ran over to open the door.

"What's wrong? Is Ranbao up?" Tang Lele looked behind him, but didn't see Sun Ran. He couldn't help but ask, "Is he not feeling well? Why isn't he with you?"

"No, he's eating. I came to tell you that I don't want to rent this place anymore. I'm going to check out later. Who of you two will go with me?" Li Cheng stood at the door and could only see Han Junjiu's busy back.

It looks like he's packing up.

Han Junjiu turned around when he heard his voice and said, "Le Le, go with you. I'll pack my things."

"Okay, let's go." Li Cheng nodded.

Tang Lele was relieved when he heard that Sun Ran had already gotten up. He took out his ID card and room card from his coat and followed Li Cheng downstairs to check out.

After checking out and packing up their things, the two came back to see Han Junjiu standing in the corridor with two suitcases, chatting and laughing with Sun Ran.

"Ran Bao! Have you finished your bread?" Tang Lele leaned over to ask him, "You must eat enough, so that you will have the strength and energy to play later!"

Sun Ran smiled helplessly at him, "I will definitely not let myself go out to play on an empty stomach, don't worry, you all treat me like a child, I am an adult."

"That's good, that's good. Hehe, of course I know you are an adult. I'm just worried that you won't have enough to eat!" Tang Lele scratched his head, "Do you know where we are going?"

Sun Ran nodded, "Tekapo, I know."

"You guys chat, we'll put the things in the car and call you later." Han Junjiu and Li Cheng each pulled two suitcases and went downstairs to drive the car, leaving the two of them waiting here.

"Tekapo is also known as the Starry Sky Town. I heard it is very beautiful at night. Oh, I'm so looking forward to it!" Tang Lele felt very happy just thinking about it. Being able to travel with his best friends and lover, this is the happiest moment in the world, right?

Sun Ran was not as excited as he was. It made no difference to him where they went, but he didn't want to spoil the fun, so he smiled and said, "I'm looking forward to it too."

"Is that right? On one side is a friend, and on the other side is a lover. How wonderful!" Tang Lele smiled at him, "Did anything substantial happen between you and Li Cheng?"

"No." Sun Ran shook his head, "...Why, you two..."

Tang Lele's face turned red, and she secretly pulled Sun Ran into the room, "Don't tell my brother, this is our secret!"

"Isn't this too hasty? Aren't you afraid that you won't be with him in the future?" Sun Ran frowned and looked at him, "Shouldn't you do this kind of thing with the person you like?"

Tang Lele was puzzled, "He is the person I like, Ranbao... It's a new era, what's the big deal. Being compatible in this aspect also plays a certain role in warming up the relationship, okay? Oh, why are you the same as my brother!"

He pouted, "So what if I'm not with him in the future? At least now, there won't be so many unexpected events."

Tang Lele blinked and said, "As long as you like it, why bother with so much?"

"Although what you said makes sense, I don't quite agree with it." Sun Ran still had a cold face, "This kind of thing cannot be taken lightly."

"I can't talk to you anymore, so I won't talk to you anymore!" Tang Lele snorted and put on his watch again. "I thought you would be happy, but seeing that I have someone I like, don't you feel happy?"

"Le Le, that's not what I meant." Seeing that he was a little angry, Sun Ran hurriedly explained, "I'm happy, of course I'm happy. I'm just afraid that he will hurt you. After all, you can't know a person's heart by his appearance. Do you understand what I mean?"

Tang Lele nodded, "I understand, but he was chosen for me by my brother. My brother will never hurt me. If he bullies me in the future, my brother will definitely be the first one to not let him go. Besides, don't we still have you?"

"You will definitely protect me. I know my limits. Trust me, okay?"

Sun Ran opened his mouth, but in the end he couldn't utter a word. He couldn't find any other way except to nod.

Yes, he has a brother who loves him and protects him. He is different from you, Sun Ran. You are different.

He is not like you, he is not you...

He has the courage and capital to do anything for love, but you don't.

Even if you give your heart, you may not get what you want. But even if he doesn't get it, he won't suffer any loss. What are you worried about?

"Ranbao, do you like this? How about I give it to you?" Tang Lele took off the hat hanging on the head of the bed and handed it to Sun Ran.

It was a furry white hat with a cream-yellow ball on the top, and the whole hat looked like a poached egg.

"Did you buy it?" Sun Ran took a look and it looked very warm.

"Yes, I think it suits you very well. Would you like to try it on?" Tang Lele smiled. Sun Ran nodded and let him put it on him.

The hat covered her messy black hair, which made her look very cute. The black hair and white hair around her ears formed a strong visual collision, but it didn't make people feel strange.

Instead, people can't help but focus their eyes on those sparkling eyes, and those lips, which were originally very light in color, now show a hint of light pink, which is very beautiful.

He didn't have a majestic appearance to begin with, but now he looked like a beautiful girl from a small family, which made Tang Lele's eyes sparkle. "Sure enough, it suits you very well. Look, how beautiful you are."

Tang Lele pushed him in front of the floor-length mirror and asked him to look at himself. Sun Ran looked over as he was told. The gentle and quiet person in front of him seemed like a child who knew nothing about the world, beautiful and well-behaved.

How could such a wonderful person be me?

He sighed and had to admire Tang Lele's vision. This hat was very good, hiding the scar on his forehead. Although the scar was very shallow, it was always better not to see it.

The hat was just at the level of his eyebrows, so at first glance, the eyes looked very beautiful, or perhaps that was all that could be seen.

"Thank you, I like it very much." Sun Ran smiled at him, "You have good taste."

"Of course it matches your shoes, right? I spent a long time choosing this one. I'm glad you like it. It was bought for you anyway." Tang Lele circled around him. "Han Junjiu also said that you wouldn't like this kind of furry thing. He doesn't understand you at all, right?"

"You still understand me, thank you Lele."

"Hey, what's the relationship between us? You still say thank you? If you say thank you again, I'll be angry!" Tang Lele turned her head away in anger and stopped looking at him. Sun Ran smiled helplessly, "Okay, I won't say it again in the future. Don't be angry with me, okay?"

"I'm not mad, I'm just teasing you, idiot!"

The two smiled at each other. At this moment, Tang Lele finally saw the boy with the brightest smile in his memory. That genius who had been better than himself for many years and had won numerous awards, is he finally back?

"Ranbao, you look very beautiful when you smile, can you smile more?"

Sun Ran was a little stunned when he heard this, and his smile visibly faded, "Okay."

His look made Tang Lele regret saying this.

What I want is not a smile like yours, but a smile that comes from the heart like the one just now, do you understand?

Tang Lele sighed slightly, took out his phone to ask Han Junjiu and the others if they had packed up. After getting a reply, he pulled Sun Ran downstairs and went to meet them.

Li Cheng couldn't help but smile when he saw Sun Ran wearing a hat. "The hat is very beautiful. Was it given by Lele?"

Sun Ran raised his eyes and looked at him, "Hmm"

"Very beautiful, white suits you very well." Li Cheng put a scarf around him and let him sit in the back with Tang Lele.

"It's indeed very suitable. Lele spent a long time choosing." Han Junjiu sat on the passenger seat and adjusted the position of the rearview mirror. "There are snacks in the car. Eat when you are hungry."

"I know, I know." Tang Lele tore open a bag of potato chips and started eating. Sun Ran looked at them in confusion. Is this the normal way of getting along between lovers?

"There's a thermos cup at your feet. If you want some water, let Lele pour it for you." Li Cheng scratched his hair, got in the car, fastened his seat belt, turned his head and glanced at the two people in the back seat, "Do you want to go to the bathroom? It's not too late to go there."