Male Succubus Apocalypse
Chapter 48 Desire
Spiritual satisfaction is actually inseparable from physical satisfaction. How can you immerse yourself in art when you are feverish, thirsty and hungry?
If you cannot calm your mind, it will be difficult to further obtain spiritual joy and feed it back into your life.
If a person wants to keep fit, he must at least be able to eat well first. The prerequisite for eating well is to have enough, to be able to eat until you are full, and to make progress step by step.
For a sword master, the sword is undoubtedly an important key to spiritual support. However, once he reaches a bottleneck, he will be anxious. If there are no other supplementary points, he can only fight hard. It is easy to fall into internal consumption without any rebound and get stuck in a dead end.
Therefore, it is necessary to try to detach yourself from the sword, devote yourself to other things, restore your mental state, and get out of the quagmire of obsession.
When faced with a difficult problem, we may think about it day and night, but we may not be able to figure it out. However, after a good night's sleep, inspiration may well come to us.
Many people overlook the fact that in addition to physical energy, mental and intellectual activity will also be consumed.
The human brain is the most consumed organ in the human body during a normal day.
Restoring efficiency is more important than keeping the machine running rigidly day and night.
So back to the starting point, what An Lingqing lacks most at the moment may be extra spiritual replenishment, because she is not simply practicing sword at the moment, but practicing for competition.
Once the goal is established, the active object of the sword skills that you usually enjoy will shift. Usually, sword practice is only for the practice itself, but now you need to use sword practice to win.
The direction is shifted to victory, so before getting the result, the spirit will be consumed and cannot be replenished.
There is a solution, but it depends on the individual. If you regard competition as a kind of enjoyment, then the result will be different. However, with countless chips on the competition table, few people can treat this as just a game.
It was already excellent that An Lingqing was able to remain relatively calm and prepare in an orderly manner.
Even if she had never realized that she was mentally passive and tired, or had not realized it for a long, long time.
But now she had come across something that aroused other desires that she had forgotten in the corner, and she could no longer control herself.
The consequences of this are chain-like. A heavy rain in the dry desert will allow the world to see that life has always existed.
The most repressed things, once opened, will begin to expand infinitely.
We always say that children will drop out of the hostel when they encounter a little difficulty, but has anyone ever thought that it is because they have experienced difficulties that they are not afraid of them and raise their threshold of tolerance, rather than being born with the ability to resist bad luck?
The tears of children are also a deep sorrow, because when the threshold is low, the limit reached is also a limit, and that is also an extremely fierce ocean.
An Lingqing is now in such a state of returning to nature.
It was a stimulation that went beyond the sense of taste and gave her the feeling of a child who had won a lottery ticket worth five million. She could only feel that she could buy a lot of candies and snacks, but she lost the sense of reality and could not control it.
For a person with top cooking skills in this world, it is very difficult to cook a meal for someone who has not eaten for a long time and has no desires.
The unsatisfied primitive desire never disappears, but grows wildly in the dark.
An Lingqing had an illusion, as if her whole body was bursting with power. Every bite of the juicy flesh in front of her seemed to change her body and mind.
She didn't actually feel happy, but her body couldn't resist and was immersed in it.
The senses were infinitely magnified. Every bite of chicken heart was soft, tender and smooth. Not only the tip of the tongue, but also the touch, smell and vision seemed to help convey it to the whole body.
A very strange feeling.
By the time she felt a sense of satisfaction and emptiness after completing her practice, she had already eaten up the skewers on the plate in her hand.
And when Xu Heng brought her the beggar's chicken, it was just like the ear cleaning she had before. She thought it was over, but then something big happened in the end.
An idea clearly emerged in An Lingqing's mind: What Xu Heng did was good for me, and I should thank him.
Then came the actions of chopping the beggar's chicken and taking out the dragon scale armor.
In a way, the feeling of gratitude after receiving a favor is a kind of fear, because no one is good for no reason. Gratitude is an attempt to resolve the fear of asking for something from the unknown, and at the same time there is also the fear of losing benefits.
Therefore, people who have not received unrequited love or even no love for a long time will feel uneasy because of the feeling of being moved and grateful.
This indirectly shows that An Lingqing fell in love with Xu Heng's cooking.
"Don't kneel! You timid little pervert! Hurry up and take it! This is a real treasure!" At Julie's urging, Xu Heng came to his senses.
It's all so weird and abrupt.
"Don't be impatient! I have to make an excuse! I know I have to!" Xu Heng supported his legs, stood up shakily, and kept a low profile.
An Lingqing obviously didn't care why Xu Heng knelt down just now. She just held up the dragon scale armor and waited for Xu Heng's response.
"Master An Lingqing, my master asked me to serve you. That is my mission. I don't need anything in return. It is my honor to serve you." Xu Heng said, but in his heart he was thinking: Give it to me! I can't refuse it!
Even though An Lingqing might be stubborn, he didn't dare to be too bold. After returning, A would definitely be discovered by Vivian, and when she asked about it, something bad could easily happen. If he laid the groundwork now, there would be no hidden dangers.
Seeking stability has always been Xu Heng's style. Now that stability is no longer an option, he has to take a gamble out of necessity. The temptation is too great, and if you are greedy, just ignore what I said.
"I will take you to a crowded place later. I hope you can survive. For this, you have to wear this clothes." An Lingqing looked at the dragon scale armor, then at Xu Heng, and suddenly said these words that made Xu Heng feel desperate.
Others said that it might be a joke, but when An Lingqing said it, Xu Heng knew that he was doomed.
A crowded place? What kind of place with so many ghosts needs to wear this kind of armor? Tell me! Tell me! You are still alive, I want to die now!
"Okay... well, then I'll obey your command. May I ask you, do you need me to go somewhere with you?" Xu Heng took the dragon scale armor with trembling hands and asked in a cold voice - he thought the armor would be very heavy, but he was surprised that it was almost weightless in his hand.
And once it falls into your hands, it can be folded and stretched like ordinary clothes. Wow, the craftsmanship in the other world is so magical.
"Let's go to Tianmen Peak. I'm going to have a fight. After I win, I'll send you back..." An Lingqing was stuck here. She was thinking about whether she could keep Xu Heng.
Because Xu Heng's service really helped her understand the way of the sword.
But this is also true for Vivian.
Just give up.
Then he said, "I will (send you back) when it's over. Although the people there, except for the ones who fought with me, are weaker than me, they are all stronger than you. Just in case, you'd better dress well."
In this way, Xu Heng can be sure that Julie's information is accurate and is related to the Tianmen competition. An Lingqing seems to be an important part of it.
He was told that it was very likely that he would be away for several days and would be required to continue serving during those days.
"Okay, I understand." Xu Heng nodded, and An Lingqing immediately picked up the beggar's chicken and started eating it, chewing it with her hands in a completely primitive way. It probably took a lot of effort for her to hold back her conversation with Xu Heng.
Look at it for the children to eat.
What disappointed Xu Heng was that An Lingqing seemed to care about the food and there was no change in her mood.
You are not happy eating? You are insulting me as a chef!
But there was nothing he could do. Xu Heng would not ask too many questions about the martial arts competition and emotions. The former was unnecessary, and the latter was for fear of arousing suspicion.
Since he's going to put on armor just in case, we can still believe An Lingqing's "just in case". It sounds like she is stronger than weaker among demigods. After Xu Heng's own assessment, the safety issue is not too big.
Then let’s just ignore this matter for now.
An Lingqing was willing to give him a gift, which meant that even if she had no affection for him, she must have liked him a lot. Therefore, Xu Heng planned to ask some questions that he had been holding back for a long time, just waiting for the right opportunity.
But she is eating so devotedly now, and the food smells so good! This is the first time I see someone eating with such delicious taste! Hey! She ate the bones too? How cruel!
That’s right, An Lingqing didn’t care whether it was hard or not, it was all crispy in her mouth, the only difference was the texture, and she ate it with both the bone and the meat, making a “crunchy” sound.
She can directly feel a sense of security after eating. If the previous ear cleaning made her feel relaxed and flying, then the "taste massage" allowed her to control herself and slowly land.
After watching a food show, Xu Heng carried a plate of deliberately burnt barbecued meat and said to An Lingqing, who noticed his gaze and looked over at him, "Master An Lingqing, I really want to know about your name. Can you explain it to me?"
This is a private matter, Xu Heng dare not ask Vivian. An Lingqing is different, she is honest! She is open-minded and has a better temper.
"Name? My name?... Is it weird compared to other people's names? I think it's weird too, but I've been called that for a long time, and I don't know." An Lingqing moved his eyes, turning left and right, and answered.
So you only know how to practice swordplay?
"Oh, I see." Xu Heng used a normal tone to hide his disappointment.
No clues of possible reincarnation were found.
"Then why are you called 'Xu Heng'? Do all demons have strange names? Maybe my name was given by the demon." An Lingqing asked, as if looking for a way to give Xu Heng the answer, even if it was to find the answer from Xu Heng himself.
"Let me see what you say! Do you think your name is strong and tough? Hahaha!" Julie immediately ran out and laughed at the question.
"No, the devil doesn't have a name like mine. It's just that there was a strong man I once envied, and he had this name, so I used it. I hope to become stronger." Xu Heng continued to make up.
It's not surprising that An Lingqing knew he was a demon. Vivian probably told her. Even if she didn't, she would have seen through him. It's not surprising.
"Is that so? Is he a demigod? Is he as strong as me?"
"Um... no..."
"How about you use my name?"
what?
Xu Heng was shocked again by An Lingqing's train of thought that was determined to die.
It should be: I want to thank you - you ask me a question - I want to answer you, because I want to thank you - I get what you asked for - then I will satisfy you.
This seems to be appropriate logic, but it is actually very strange.
It’s right to give you whatever you want. Your IQ is high, but as for your EQ...it’s hard to evaluate.
I can understand that. Does a super powerful demigod need emotional intelligence? If he doesn't like you, he will be killed!
"No... No, I can't use your name casually. A name is a very important thing, like a marking symbol, it has meaning." Xu Heng repeatedly refused.
"Meaning? Then why can you use that person's name?" An Lingqing really had doubts this time.
"Because he is already dead and has done me a favor, I also want to commemorate him." Xu Heng quickly found new additions so that An Lingqing could not meet the conditions.
"Dead? Enqing? I can't die yet. If it's Enqing, how did he die? Do you need me to help you get revenge?" An Lingqing said while thinking, looking very serious.
Sister, I am really touched by your behavior, but it makes me seem insincere!
Xu Heng can be said to be in a complicated mood right now. The person in front of him is so innocent, so innocent that it is a bit funny.
But if Xu Heng knew that An Lingqing actually wanted to let him barbecue here for a few more days if she helped him get revenge, he would have made a different decision.
Having a straight mindset doesn’t mean your heart is straight.
"No, no need." What a kind child. "He died of natural causes, haha." Xu Heng tried his best not to let himself think about the miserable conditions of those mummies in the nest - there was no such person, but he lied to Julie, so he had to make the association.
"Is that so? Oh, by the way, get stronger. I have arranged everything for the academy. You can go there tomorrow, but I want you to give me a massage like this every day."
Can you imagine, the meaning of pleading, using the statement sentence, An Lingqing knew that Xu Heng’s request was to become stronger, but she also knew Xu Heng’s identity as a slave.
When his own interests conflicted with Xu Heng's, he made some awkward remarks, which could be understood as a child's coquettish behavior.
"Of course, you are my priority. I will come back for meals and when you need a massage." Xu Heng answered with certainty.
In his eyes, An Lingqing has completely become a powerful friend.
He found it interesting to analyze her.
……
An Lingqing's "you can go through" actually meant that she took Xu Heng through using some method.
At the same time, Xu Heng was also given a ring that could be used for two-way calling, and he also had one for Vivian.
Because it was always night in this place, Xu Heng could only judge the time based on An Lingqing's words. She said tomorrow was tomorrow.
An Lingqing started practicing sword again. Xu Heng was bored and had finished his meal, so he went into the house, found an empty place and planned to sleep.
He put the dragon scale armor into the ring.
There is no need to worry about going to the college. Everything has been arranged, so Xu Heng still believes it to some extent.
"Don't sleep! Practice!" Julie appeared noisily as Xu Heng just sat down.
"You've become so bold today! Not only have you scolded me for not helping me and mocked me, but now you're ordering me around? You're really going to tear down the house if nothing goes wrong!" Xu Heng became impatient.
After being frightened by so many things in one day and thinking about everything, Xu Heng was mentally exhausted and all he wanted was to have a good sleep.
"You have to know that you are only at the fourth level now, and as a necromancer you are not even at the second level, yet you have entered the life of a demigod. Ever since you were summoned by Vivian, haven't you discovered that you have met too many demigods? Don't you have a sense of crisis?" Julie wanted to scare him.
"What can I do? Cultivation doesn't mean I can catch up by practicing today. You demigods have been practicing for so many years, how can I resist? Look at An Lingqing, it takes talent to become a demigod, right? She's working so hard, how can I catch up? And don't think I don't know that you just want to recover your strength as soon as possible!" Xu Heng didn't buy her nonsense.
"With my help, what are you afraid of? You can't just follow Vivian around like a slave for the rest of your life, right?"
"I am happy to do so. You have been pursuing strength all your life. Even after being defeated once, you still refuse to change your ways. I really want to ask you, what are you pursuing? Is it hatred? Or is it fun?"
"I……"
When asked this question, it was really difficult for Julie to answer.
“Let me tell you, because the whole world is doing this, if you don’t do it, you will feel afraid; you are afraid of falling behind, and even more afraid of losing. You have nothing to rely on, but as long as you make this your goal, you will feel that you belong.
I can understand ordinary people, because they need to become stronger for survival, but what about you? What do you need to worry about now? If you are hidden by me, you won't be targeted by the enemies you have made, right?"
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