Can you please stop hating

In the blink of an eye, it was December. If it weren't for transferring money to Yang Huijuan, Yu Xi really wouldn't have realized that time had passed so quickly.

I don’t know if it’s a psychological effect, but Yu Xi always feels that the weather seems to be getting colder recently, and I have to hesitate for a few more seconds even when getting up.

Apart from attending classes this week, she rarely went out. Even when Jin Zhuoxiao invited her to dinner, she didn't want to go.

After rejecting three invitations in a row, Jin Zhuoxiao finally couldn't hold back any longer and insisted that Yu Xi go out for dinner with him tonight.

It wasn't an excessive request. As the saying goes, three times the limit is enough. Yu Xi felt it would be inappropriate to refuse again, so she agreed.

During lunch break, Yu Xi lay on the bed, hesitating whether to go to the flower shop to buy a bouquet of flowers this afternoon.

The night before yesterday, Jin Zhuoxiao inexplicably sent her a photo of a white porcelain vase. At first, Yu Xi didn't know what he meant, so she replied with a question mark.

Jin Zhuoxiao said that he had just bought the vase and asked Yu Xi if it looked good.

Since he bought them, he must like them, so Yu Xi naturally said they looked good.

The topic had developed normally up to this point, but after Yu Xi replied that it looked good, Jin Zhuoxiao said to himself that it would look better with flowers in it.

At this time, Yu Xi hadn't realized that there was something else behind his words, so she just nodded in agreement.

Seeing that she was not getting the idea, Jin Zhuoxiao continued to hint that she didn't know when she would receive the flowers.

At this point, Yu Xi felt that it could no longer be called a hint. Jin Zhuoxiao was just about to ask her directly why she hadn't sent him flowers yet.

However, the more Jin Zhuoxiao acted like this, the more Yu Xi wanted to drag it out. She kept pretending to be stupid and arguing with him, and just refused to mention the matter of sending flowers.

Jin Zhuoxiao probably realized later that Yu Xi intended to irritate him, so he simply stopped replying.

But he posted the photo of the white porcelain vase in a circle of friends without any caption and pinned it to the top of the post.

It was as if he was afraid that others couldn't see it. How could Yu Xi not know what he meant?

It was just a bouquet of flowers. Yu Xi was not that stingy. She just thought it was fun to see Jin Zhuoxiao get humiliated, so she teased him on purpose. She didn't really intend to pretend not to know.

What's more, Jin Zhuoxiao took her to Jinghai for a trip last weekend, and Yu Xi felt that she should give him a gift in return.

Considering that the two of them were meeting for dinner tonight, it would be more convenient to send flowers, so Yu Xi decided to go to the flower shop.

The sooner you send it off, the sooner you can feel relieved, so that she won’t really forget it, and Jin Zhuoxiao won’t have to keep thinking about it.

*

After lunch, Yu Xi changed her clothes and prepared to go out.

There was no class this afternoon and Qiao Yining was still sleeping, so Yu Xi didn't ask her to accompany her.

It was windy outside, and it felt bone-chillingly cold. Yu Xi zipped up her cotton jacket, wishing she could bury half of her face in her clothes.

As she walked slowly towards the flower shop, she searched for beautiful bouquets on social media.

Among the many flowers, Yu Xi's first thought was to buy red roses.

It’s not that she wanted to express any special meaning, she just simply felt that red roses were suitable for Jin Zhuoxiao, just like when she bought Lanzhou cigarettes before, it was all based on her feeling.

Yu Xi never thought that red roses were vulgar. On the contrary, she thought that red roses were very classy, ​​dazzlingly red, and beautifully unrestrained.

The rich colors are like boiling blood, just like Jin Zhuoxiao's unruly character, wild and flamboyant.

After choosing and choosing, Yu Xi thought the black magic was good. The red velvet texture, dark red color, and black wrapping paper gave it a gorgeous and deep feeling, which matched Jin Zhuoxiao well.

After making her selection, Yu Xi put away her phone.

Every winter, it is particularly difficult for her to warm her hands. In such cold weather, the mobile phone in her hand feels like an ice brick and her hands will be frozen in a short time. It is more comfortable to keep it in her pocket.

The flower shop that Yu Xi went to was the same one where she bought pink tulips for Zhang Yihan before. It was inside the university town and not far away.

When she was still fifty meters away from the entrance of the flower shop, her cell phone suddenly received several messages and vibrated continuously, which was quite scary.

Yu Xi took out her cell phone, opened WeChat, and found that it was a message from Liu Meng.

She opened the chat interface and took a look, then suddenly froze in place.

Liu Meng sent Yu Xi two photos of customers that she had secretly taken in the coffee shop, and said excitedly that she had seen a couple with extremely high looks.

The photos were taken from a distance and are slightly blurry, but they all captured the person's face.

Yu Xi saw clearly that the pleasing couple Liu Meng mentioned were actually Jin Zhuoxiao and Yang Zichan.

The two of them sat opposite each other by the window in the cafe, talking about something.

From the photo alone, Yu Xi couldn't tell what the conversation atmosphere between the two was like, but since Liu Meng could mistakenly think that they were a couple, they probably wouldn't be too distant.

But think about it, they are friends, and Yang Zichan likes Jin Zhuoxiao, so how could they be distant?

Yu Xi lowered her eyes and looked at the photo, not moving for a long time. She couldn't tell what her emotion was at the moment, but she felt as if cold water had been poured on her head.

The chill spread throughout my body from the outside to the inside, my mind instantly became clear, and my originally good mood was gone at this moment.

Yu Xi found herself quite funny. She knew exactly what kind of person Jin Zhuoxiao was, but she was still deceived by his superficial kindness time and time again.

If Liu Meng hadn't taken the photo by accident, Yu Xi would never have known that the two had met privately. And this was only the first time that the photo was taken, and there was no guarantee that it hadn't happened before or again in the future.

Yu Xi took a deep breath. The air was so cold when it entered his lungs that he shivered.

She hastily replied "hmm" to Liu Meng, looked up at the flower shop in front of her, put away her phone and turned to leave.

*

It was too cold outside, so after returning to the dormitory, Yu Xi climbed onto the bed and curled up, not wanting to move. She lay there for a while but still couldn't fall asleep.

Because whenever she closed her eyes, she couldn't help thinking about Jin Zhuoxiao.

Yu Xi didn't want to question Jin Zhuoxiao because she knew her own worth.

She and Jin Zhuoxiao have different identities, and from the very beginning she decided that in their relationship, she would accommodate Jin Zhuoxiao.

Yu Xi was very sensible. Since she had taken advantage of others, she would naturally pretend not to know about things that were not her business.

People cannot have everything. If they are too greedy, they will easily get nothing.

For a dandy boy like Jin Zhuoxiao, money and love are obviously easier to get because he has plenty of them.

In Yu Xi's opinion, what happened today was not a bad thing. At least it sounded a wake-up call for her.

Yu Xi once again clearly realized that Jin Zhuoxiao was a devil who played with people's hearts. He would be good to her, but not only to her.

So she can't always be shaken by what Jin Zhuoxiao does, she must stay sober so that she can get out of this unscathed.