Can you please stop hating

Jin Zhuoxiao held Yu Xi's hand all the way, and Yu Xi couldn't get rid of him no matter what.

She was not able to get away until the car stopped in front of the hospital and Jin Zhuoxiao used his mobile phone to pay.

Yu Xi took the opportunity to open the car door and got out quickly, fearing that if she was too late, Jin Zhuoxiao would come up to her again.

The night wind was a little cold. She took two breaths and felt her hot face cool down a lot.

Jin Zhuoxiao quickly paid the fare, got out of the car, and walked to Yu Xi.

Before he could speak, Yu Xi said, "Go in quickly, it's too cold outside."

Jin Zhuoxiao: “Yeah.”

After registering for the consultation, the doctor asked Jin Zhuoxiao to have a blood test. The two took the elevator to the blood drawing window next to the laboratory and lined up.

There were only a few people queuing in front, so the speed was quite fast.

Blood had to be drawn from the vein in the arm. Jin Zhuoxiao was wearing too thick clothes, so he had to take off half of his coat and then roll up his sweater sleeves.

However, his right hand was still wrapped in gauze, and it seemed that it was not very convenient for him to move, so Yu Xi could only help him.

When taking off his coat, Jin Zhuoxiao kept staring at Yu Xi. His eyes were straightforward and frank. Yu Xi knew it without even looking up.

She pretended to be calm on the surface, but she was actually extremely embarrassed and didn't know where to look.

Yu Xi was very confused. What happened to Jin Zhuoxiao? Was he sure he had a fever? Why did it feel like the fever was caused by male hormones? His eyes were almost tearing.

But when he is sick, he is not as naughty as usual. He has a handsome face, but a pitiful vibe. He is also inexplicably obedient, which is really annoying.

After drawing blood, the doctor said it would take about twenty minutes for the test results to come out, and asked them to sit in the seats next to them and wait for a while. So the two of them went over and sat down to wait.

The temperature in the laboratory hall was not very high. Yu Xi saw that half of Jin Zhuoxiao's arm was exposed. She was afraid that he would catch a cold and become even sicker, so she raised her hand to hold his coat to block the wind.

Yu Xi didn't really think much when she did this, but after she was done she felt the situation was obviously much more awkward. It would be wrong to take her hand back, and it would also be wrong not to take her hand back.

Knowing that Jin Zhuoxiao was looking at her, Yu Xi deliberately lowered her eyes and avoided eye contact with him.

In order to make the action appear less awkward, Yu Xi opened her cell phone and prepared to find something to do, thinking that she just had to wait for the bleeding to stop.

As soon as she opened the Candy Crush game, she heard Jin Zhuoxiao's hoarse voice: "Did you make the jellyfish pendant you gave me yourself?"

Yu Xi was slightly stunned, her drooping eyelashes fluttered, and she said nonchalantly, "I bought it at a street stall."

Jin Zhuoxiao mercilessly exposed: "Ke Lin said you did it in the studio."

Yu Xi: “…”

She had actually forgotten about this, but why did Jin Zhuoxiao suddenly bring this up?

Before Yu Xi could figure it out, Jin Zhuoxiao asked again: "Why am I inferior to Chen Wen?"

Yu Xi didn't know why the topic had jumped so far. She frowned and looked at Jin Zhuoxiao, puzzled, "Why are you asking this?"

"Don't you like Chen Wen but not me? How am I worse than him?"

Jin Zhuoxiao's tone was very calm, and he didn't sound like a provocation, but rather like he was truly curious.

Yu Xi drooped her eyelids, pursed her lips and said, "You are no worse than him."

Jin Zhuoxiao: "Then why don't you like me?"

Yu Xi sighed, looked at Jin Zhuoxiao, and said sincerely: "Jin Zhuoxiao, we have broken up. It is meaningless to worry about whether you like me or not. If you are angry about me taking advantage of you before, I can apologize to you."

Jin Zhuoxiao remained silent for a long time before he said, "Chen Wen can't be with you, and it's not appropriate for you to continue to like him. Why don't you give me a chance and we can start over."

Yu Xi's eyes flashed with astonishment, and after reacting, she hurriedly avoided his sight and said in a dry voice: "Don't be ridiculous, don't you look down on people who are not wanted by others?"

"That was just an angry remark to save face," Jin Zhuoxiao said seriously, "I really like you."

Yu Xi pursed her lips. The sound of her heartbeat became clearer and clearer, but her mind was in a mess and she didn't know how to respond for a moment.

Jin Zhuoxiao didn't urge her, and the two of them fell into silence.

"..."

Yu Xi's eyes fell on the ground. She waited until she calmed down before she began to think about Jin Zhuoxiao's words.

Although she likes Jin Zhuoxiao, she would still be somewhat hesitant if she were really asked to be with Jin Zhuoxiao.

Because Yu Xi knew that she was a sensitive person and could not control her overthinking, which made her prone to internal exhaustion and made it difficult for her to feel safe.

Jin Zhuoxiao is the complete opposite of her. Jin Zhuoxiao's spiritual world is very rich. He dares to think and act, and even only cares about the present without considering the future. Therefore, Yu Xi feels that there will definitely be disagreements between them when they are together.

Taking Jin Zhuoxiao's interactions with various girls as an example, even if they were really just ordinary friends, Yu Xi could hardly guarantee that she would not think too much, because she had no confidence in Jin Zhuoxiao from the bottom of her heart.

Just like Yang Zichan and Lan Ying, it may not be Jin Zhuoxiao's fault that they are charming, but it is an indisputable fact that they make people feel insecure.

The breakdown of many relationships begins with suspicion, and once suspicion begins to grow, it is difficult to restore the relationship to its original state.

Yu Xi didn't want to live in worry for a long time. She didn't have the courage to let Jin Zhuoxiao, a man who seemed like his wife would go out one second and his mistress would come to the house the next, spend the rest of his life with her.

It’s too tiring to live in fear all her life. Yu Xi always felt that Jin Zhuoxiao was not the right person for her.

Liking is different from being suitable. Compared to being suitable, liking is too changeable, like a violent tornado.

It came with great fanfare, but after it died down, there was nothing left except a mess. Yu Xi still wanted to be more down-to-earth.

After sorting out her thoughts, Yu Xi said, "I don't like Chen Wen now, and I won't continue to play with you."

Jin Zhuoxiao frowned: "I'm not kidding, I've always been serious."

Yu Xi took a deep breath and confessed frankly: "Jin Zhuoxiao, we are not suitable. I will only be with a down-to-earth person like Chen Wen. You can't give me the sense of security I want."

Jin Zhuoxiao didn't speak for a long time. Yu Xi didn't know if it was an illusion, but she actually saw grievance in his eyes.

"Who said I'm not down-to-earth?"

Jin Zhuoxiao's voice was extremely hoarse, but it was not difficult to hear the reluctance in it.

"Whether you are committed or not is not up to you to decide," Yu Xi said, a little tired, her temper gone. "You can just go to school and ask anyone to see how many people think you are loyal."

Jin Zhuoxiao's lips moved, but he didn't know how to refute.

Just at this moment, Jin Zhuoxiao's blood test report came out. Yu Xi was reminded and stood up to go to the window to get it.

After returning from getting the blood test report, Yu Xi said in a natural tone: "The bleeding should have stopped. Throw away the cotton swab, put on your coat and let's go find the doctor."

Jin Zhuoxiao didn't move, he looked up at her and said, "I can change it."